sexuality frustration in my current surroundings.

In Texas butch women are just that. They rope calves, ride horses, work on oil rigs, and fix cars. They are butch women. They are not dykes. And this is ok because hey, they’re not actually gay! I seem to get grouped in with them automatically. After the non-assumption of Santa Fe this is endlessly infuriating to me. When I do actually set the person onto the truth I get the same old blank eyed non comprehending questions. If you don’t get it it’s because you either don’t WANT to (because it means re-thinking your current understand of sex/sexuality) or can’t (der). Some of the things I can’t believe I’m having to re-state for the record again and again are:  
 
When I say ‘suck my dick’ I mean it. Just ask my girlfriend. And no it’s not the dick you’re use to, and yes it’s still a type of dick. 
 
Yes, lesbians do fuck each other.  
 
I am not interested. Really. You don’t need to do something in order to know it’s not for you. In the words of Team Gina “If I wanted to suck [male] dick and pretend I like jizz I’d do it with a trans boi because he’d know where my g-spot is.”  
 
Lastly, I do not want to be a man. I believe in expressing aspects of masculinity and femininity for everyone. Let’s just quote Madonna on this one to sum up the majority of the problem that I’m encountering here:  
"Girls can wear jeans 
And cut their hair short 
Wear shirts and boots 
cause its ok to be a boy 
But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading 
cause you think that being a girl is degrading 
But secretly you'd love to know what its like 
Wouldn't you 
What it feels like for a girl"

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