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AussieAri's weblog Edit this message to change the title of your weblog. Saturday, June 29, 2002 Shake your lab ass! Show me what you're workin' with! Ah, the sweet smell of hot old formaldehyde assailed me as i entered The Evans Science Lab. So soon? It's not even fall...*beams* Ridin' in Style. Santa Fe buses are the coshiest public transport i've been on in the world. There are drop down handicap access ramp/lifts, attachments for keeping wheelchairs from rolling around, the buses are all clean running on natural gas, plush fabric seats like on new greyhounds go down the length of the bus against it's walls instead of in tight rows with ripped hard vinyl covered seats. Oh, and some buses are decorated on the inside, e.g. old newspaper collages with such inspired sayings as 'If you have everything where would you put it?', 'You may not like the present but there is always a future' or, 'There can be no progress without struggle.' Friday, June 28, 2002 Narking on Narcissus. I was given a mirror with a women from the 20's on the back of it. It was a lithograph, the model apparently has my eyes and would be me if I made myself up in that style of wavy short poofy hair, cupid lips, beads and doe eyes. The lesson I was told this coincidence held wasn’t the one I learnt. I found I only recognize myself visually in that which however remote, I am attracted to or admire somehow. But it’s often not the visual aspect that first attracts me to these reflections of character. I found out about, Sheila-na-gig Outside Swig, the swishest bar/lounge in town. "Everything went wrong" Heard outside Awesome comic store, "Is there really anything legally wrong with leaving a child that's not yours on a random street corner?" After an intro to Akido. Is walking just the slowest form of locomotion for humans that is a constant process of defying gravity by falling only to pick yourself up with the other foot and repeat? More things to get past with a barf bar. Does anyone else feel queasy when watching movies from the 80's? Not your ordinary adobe abode. I lives in the house where "How To Keep Your Volkswagen Alive" was written in the 60's.
Maybe i should get this guy to do the gas tank on my Rebel. This has been, Rhyming Insults and Slurs, with your profaner- Jeanne. "I don't know if she's a snot but she does remind me of a world class twat."
The cop that drove me home from the car crash i was in was a cop that had been at my high school when nasty things were occurring. Purple Haze I haven't stopped feeling verious modes of wonder since i got back to Santa Fe. The mountains are hazed thickly with the smoke from Arizona. On Sunday it smelt like bees wax candles. Today it smells like charcoal dust, teasing and building in my nose to a sneeze, almost burning. junk laughs. Does anyone else sometimes read their 'junk mail' folder just to laugh at the absurd subject lines?
My blog is back! *dances with joy on the spanish keyboard and promises to post and back up the blog*
I'm at the Santa Fe public library on a puter with a spanish keyboard. This is tricky. Sunday, June 23, 2002 "On that gayest of gay nights... gay pride." On The Plaza! It was a small parade but you've got to love the Santa Fe folk dancing in the sun, throwing beads and reving bikes. You know it's home when you can hang your weapons on the wall... I have a comfortable place, a room and a bathroom. 3 other flatmates. The house is adobe, wood and tile with a large sun/junk room. Not noisey, or stuffy, or overtly clean. It's hot or cool complimentory to the time, even at noon. We leave the doors unlocked, no need to bother otherwise. I'm paying rent and i've got groceries- all the tasty nessecities. Sharing rides, bus lines, or walking everywhere. We're cooking together in the evenings and Anastasia will help me with my sewing.
Bless you Punch Drunk. it's a longer trip than you think. Flying in to Albuquerque the land looked like a watercolor made of pigments as thick as oils and painted on a background of air. I was seized by the kind of excruciating deep wistful pang that momentarily makes you wish to cry. Looking for a job in Santa Fe... "PMS is a non-profit corporation providing medical dental children's services behavioral health and supportive living services to the multi-cultural people of the Southwest." Tuesday, June 18, 2002
"You know Sushi." -Soo, the Korean girl that served me tonight at Sushi Ichiban.
Porn comes out of the store in black plastic bags. Dead give away. Sunday, June 16, 2002 We are... Saturday, June 15, 2002
I'm out of my parent's house as i said. Here set props and cloths are all about in boxes or containers, baby toys and books, dog things, in rushed packing it became untidied. It is all much preferred to my house though. Why? Here i know people are living with their comings and goings and the state of stuff about the house change as this happens.
Decided with Tim: The most insulting thing about warts is that they resist the most barbaric onslaughts and return undaunted. "This is Ari. She just broke up with her Girlfriend." I had no idea i was to be
I was sitting in a bedroom and after a quick check of the bookshelf realized there were no classic books (ancient or modern) to be seen. I began to feel uneasy, my stomach even did a loop. Home Bar If you build it- with a clean bathroom and bar- the rest can be a dive- people from all walks of life will still come. Sit! thanks so much! So i'm house sitting- sitting in this house- dum de dum...all alone with two dogs *puts on a cd, peruses cd collection, pets dogs, naps, stretches, does some exercises to music, runs around naked and spikes her hair.*
Just think of it if you will- in 100 years someone who is called a lesbian could actually be your competent, loving, dare i say well adjusted or productive, human individual who's sexuality has not a bit of baring or indication of anything else of their person but a preference like having a thing for brunettes. It's boarder line of a kingdom. We all have a right to our ivory towers. I'd hate to have one whose boundary were the walls of my bedroom though.
As much as i wish to graduate from St. John's, i also wish to be able to leave when the time (graduation) comes. witout Anyone else have a sneaky suspision wit has quite a lot to do with instict?
Daintier-Smarter, Parlor tricks I've gotten use to throwing darts backwards at a board. They land point in. I began it all as a drunken novelty last years at erik's but now i really love it and only play darts that way. I've got a fair grouping ability but not aim, ah well. Thursday, June 13, 2002
i now have bangs.
I spent 3 hours printing out the poetry i wrote from 9-10th grade so i can finnaly begin the editing long haul. *blink* my own words are harrasing me as to my neglect... Wednesday, June 12, 2002
Spent my last Dollar, "One day it will become a Poem." -Lucia White Blossoming Apricot,
I don't get it Tim. I haven't met a guy yet who didn't find the idea, if not the actual product, of Midget Porn humorous.
From people who did not bring you My Cat Hates You, comes!: Cats Are From Mars.
My favorite succulant. New though that provides form to an old troubling feeling. Whenever I've talked to my Dad, all those times, I can never once remember a sparkle of relization crystallizing in his eyes. All my attempts to show, prove, expound in so many ways any point at hand or in my head (as at that moment it was vitally important to me to be understood and to communicate), were only ever met with a half smile and 'humph', a proud congrats, or a steady rational retreat. "Mommy! I have a yaoi!" Yamete! A sign off of 75 north bound. "Keep Bull fighting out of McKinney"
Since when was hanging out with groups of old friends so tiring? Razzle Dazzle, sparkle and fade, or the query of changing perceptions. Apparently even though the BLOCK RED LETTERS on my driver's ID blatantly say "UNDER 21 till…." I was 21 last night at Razzle Dazzle. Playing dress up. Ever watched guys check out each other's suits at formal events to see where they stand as far as dressing up goes? Tehehehe... Getting back to regular doses of comics... Current Supscriptions: Writing {K}nots I'm write the most exquisite sentences without any context for their content. Tuesday, June 11, 2002 Booty Songs for Nikki Back that Azz up- Juvenile Thursday, June 6, 2002
I met my first polydactyl cat. It's Tim's brothers and his name is Q. Wednesday, June 5, 2002 Dragula. If i really do care to ever pull of the wonderful and mysterious stunt of playing a male (accurately or lampooningly without being an asshole) i need to work on character. Besides the short James Dean idea, i need a name. A Drag Name. It's essential. Xavier Love(more?). I don't know- Xavier's a name i've always liked but how to end it? Something i can actually be addressed by. Like most drag names i wanted a pun not too corney but enough to fit the punnyness of the whole bussiness. So what's a short James Dean to do? Maybe get a haircut similar but a little softer than Milla Jovovich in The Messanger? While on the subject...It's confesshion time! *exhale* ok...I like Pink. Moral Fiber! Nicole and i, as ex-catholic school girls had to explain why we were choked with laughter at the performance of songs by the Hey Nunny-Nunny show like: "And there were 5, 5, constipated men in the Bible, the Holy Bible.
The Baptist church a block away from my house has a new slogan spelt out in plastic block letters every week. I often drive by the structure- a converted glass and foam looking office block building and take note of the signs new cries. Some memorable ones- Tuesday, June 4, 2002
Grand Theft Auto III makes me say the darndest things. Driving in Arlington. "Look! Cowtown.." -Val "What does it feel like when you play with the blades?" The act of sword fighting or practice is, so far, the only thing i am utterly lost for words to describe with any accuracy.
So nikki just showed me this. It amused me for appx. 1.5 seconds. Ah, lazy summer. Dedicated to all those heavy weaponist out there... I want to make a drink who's name is Buldging Forearm, or perhaps Hulking forarms.
It's easier for me to accept (or change it, not me) and forgive than to admit and forget.
As Caradwin told me, Madison, Wisconson may just be my land of Milk and Honey.
People ask me "But what do you need to make authentic swords for? Why does the world need them?" Raging bull and Shit. She's had her cake
So i went to The Village for 18 up gay night. It wasn't to interesting untill after hours when the lonlier and perhaps more patient were about. That's when i actually met people that wanted to interact more than grinding or watching me on the dance floor. Even the drag queen that had the same name as Valerie (who was with me) wasn't that ammusing. Sunday, June 2, 2002 More Johnny bands Johnny Society the inner tube of fun is flat. "What ya gonna do when you get out of jail?" Joe's honey beer. Ever realized while drinking you could crush the glass you hold in your hand? From the Vatican, with guilt Popener. The name is more intersting than the bottle opener with the pope and the vatacin on it. verhy gohd engrish. It brings me back to my childhood. Saturday, June 1, 2002 Titillating Teslates! "At the ripe old age of five, Tesla invented his first motor. This device was powered by sixteen hapless insects who were glued to the propellers. However, a local boy who enjoyed eating live June bugs quickly put a stop to this promising field of research. The June bug power project was abandoned when the young inventor began throwing up." (ii,vii)
When someone commits crimes so utterly vile and disturbing their likes are rarely and hopefully never seen on earth (and so much the cry for counter-after-action) who amongst earth's people is fit to judge this alien criminal then? excercises for me. playing go, pushups, pull-ups, kali, bo, nun chuck routines, fencing, minesweeper, hand balances, petting cats, talking to the animals, cooking, bathing, looking at trees, little flowers, rocks, doing math problems, drawing, painting, sculpting, metal puzzles, mental puzzles. koan So, if you figuer out an unanswerable question (zen koan), you figuer out the entire context that could possibly relate or surround the question and it's language. You find an understanding, an answer with no more questions to it.
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