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May 2004
The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
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Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
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Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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“You’re allowed to fail.” No! I’m not. Failure is NOT an option. I will succeed in life. Maybe I make a mistake or two, but that’s not the big picture – in the big picture I WILL succeed. For now, that stupid low C# can go fuck itself (swearing – watch out, bad mood). I mean come on! I can play concert and jazz music after running through it once, however I’m messing up these fucking stupid arpeggios and thirds! The songs are bits and pieces of those arpeggios and scales, so if I can play the songs – why the hell can’t I play the damn basics?!? It’s pissing me off. No it has pissed me off! But you know what pisses me off more? The fact that getting this bad over this situation isn’t normal, so something else is getting me mad... But what the hell is it?!? Fuck! I wish life made sense, but if it did it wouldn’t be fun and I wouldn’t like that either, so I’ll shut up. What’s bugging me is probably the same thing that I was talking to Jesse about last night... Some random thing that’s causing fear in me. And more fear than it should as not knowing what it is scared me more. I’ll never let fear take over, and I’ll never let confusion reign. But I wish it would go away, Goddess help me make it go away. Make it leave. Please.
*hugs*
Life is easier to take then you'd think; all that is necessary is to accept the impossible, do without the indispensable, and bear the intolerable. - Kathleen Norris
last modified May 9, 2004, 8:57 p
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I only require it Thursday's, so you're free to use my baby for the weekend.
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Edicius - May 10, 2004, 3:02 p
Hey! Ali sounds like Steve... I'll try to remember to bring my baby home... If Jesse takes J6 I'm killing him!
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CityKat - May 10, 2004, 12:50 p
now it's time for ali's tips for practicing!
1. play the arpeggios really, really slowly, so that you get all the notes. then, gradually get faster and faster until you can play them at the speed you're supposed to be able to. that helps me...i had a huge long run in a concert band piece once...it was in sixteenth notes, and the piece wasn't exactly slow...
2. ...i didn't actually have another tip...so i guess it should be ali's tip for practicing...bring your sax home this weekend and i can try to help you with it...whee! go music teachers!!
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arwenevenstar - May 10, 2004, 6:13 a
I was never good at music... but then i am not good at most things... *hugs* poor marie something has you upset... wish i could help... but that's something i am no longer good at... so i wish you the best of luck with your problem... *hugs*... and hope you get over that cold soon too...
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Iamweasel - May 9, 2004, 10:01 p
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