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May 2004
The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
Fellow Tin Soldiers
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Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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It's official. I'm no good at this helping thing, I play the game really well, but I'm no good at it. It's Regan's thing. She's awesome at it, but not mine. Janis had a point, all I can do is hand out automatic flowers. Though I do mean what I say, I can't actually help you. Sure, I'll give you what advice I have to offer, but it's rarely numerous, and rarely any good.
I'm probably one of very few teenagers, sadly, who's never EVER been suicidal. I've never been truely and full heartedly depressed, and there's no major tension in my family. And yet, I try to solve these problem's in other people's lives when I've never faced them myself. I try to make everyone's lives better, and I fail. Sometimes I even manage to make them worse.
There's nothing liek your friend saying 'I need help.' for the first time ever, and you not being able to help. They've trusted you to help them, you are the sole one to ever hear those words, and you stare blanky into their eyes because you don't know what to do. You can't help them. Sure it's up to them to help themselves, but you can't even point them to the right path. You can barely keep up with them as they wander lost in confusion and depression. You can't lead, nor can you stick by them because you don't know what to do.
You can't do it because you're no good at helping. I'm no good at helping. In fact I'm no good at anything. I have no niche so to speak. Sure, I try to help - but I'm no good at it. Sure I am a friend - but what's a friend that can't help? Sure I'm part of a family - but I'm failing lately, I'm loosing my grip. Sure I'm someone - but that could be anyone. "My thing's sound effects... What's your thing?" I don't have one.
*hugs*
P.S. This is a temporary thing... I just needed to say this. It doesn't mean that if you ask for help I won't try. The goddess knows I will always try with the best of my abilities.
last modified May 17, 2004, 7:15 p
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Talking to people has probably solved more problems than any attempt to solve the problems themselves...
I give good advice, but rarely take any... I'm odd that way...
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Edicius - May 18, 2004, 9:28 a
you have a niche in my arms.
Biff
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Biff - May 17, 2004, 9:20 p
*hugs*
Marie i don't know about most people, but i know when i need help from someone, just talking to them helps a lot... you would be surprised how many people have talked to me and then solved thier problem as they were talking... but that's me... i am wierd... and you are good at many things... just not one in particular... *hugs*
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Iamweasel - May 17, 2004, 8:24 p
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