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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
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Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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They ask me if I'm as depressed as everyone else, I answer no. They ask me if I fall asleep wishing I was back there, I say no. He asks me if I'm still in his world, I've moved on. They ask me if I dweal on it, it's in the past. I've moved on.
I've moved on. The flaw to my way of living, I move on. I'm not depressed because I left OELC, I jumped back into the real world the minute I got here. I don't wish I was back in Ali's basement, I've excepted reality, and run away from Shamus. I didn't stay on cloud nine, I had work to do. The fight, what fight? You know we're friends forever.
Jumping worlds, I seem to do this alot. A world of critism, a world of friendship, a world of problems, a world of relationships, a world of fear, the world. Which one am I in now? Which one will I be in tomorrow? Will I ever choose just one? Will it ever be that easy?
Changing realities? Forever world there is a reality, or two, at times even three. The real world, the OELC reality, the work reality, the reality of friendship, the reality of hard work... Forever a new reality, forever a new outlook.
Jack of all trades, master of none. I'm not even that. All trades? I know but a few, but I never stop to explore it, never mastering just one. I guess I could be the bard leader, but what is a life where you are constantly jumping realitites, juggling worlds. What is a life where you are forever changing, never exploring, always learning, never rethinking. What is that world? My world.
*hugs*
Creation build me a bridge, Sun show hope, Love show your light, Hate make the light shine brighter, Elements move the world, Goddess protect.
P.S. This is probably the last time I'll post in a while, as today is my last day off for three weeks.
last modified Jun 30, 2004, 8:05 p
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