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November 2004
The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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If wishes came true, right now I'd be back home. Tara and I would be skipping class and out hiking or swimming, or shopping. I'd be with my one true friend. Sure Ali's my best friend, but we fought, and when we fought we stopped talking to each other. And Ash, well she's my best friend too, but she's not the same. Tara's been with me through thick and thin, we've stuck by each other. Now it's gone. My life was finally right and now it's hell again.
Sure, I have a great boyfriend and my friends are awesome. But it seems the better I think my life gets, the worse it really does. The bullying is back, it took me 7 years to get rid of it, and now it's back. Sure, let's ruin all the happiness I've gained, how far I'd gotten away from the girl who ran to the corner and cried.
The rumours are back, and the fights. I can't seem to keep a friend. Ever. I loose them all. They don't stay close. I only cause pain, and suffering. Sure I can help, but I probably had a hand in causing the problem to begin with!
Damnit, I need a timemachine. Darien where's your fridge when I need it??!?
last modified Nov 4, 2004, 11:20 a
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Hmmm... No comment #1 then. And hitting me with speculation won't hurt either, whether I like it or not.
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CityKat - November 5, 2004, 6:04 p
this dose is speculation...i have a feeling you won't like it...and i have no clue where comment #1 went...it was here just above spidey101's comment...
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arwenevenstar - November 5, 2004, 4:45 p
Who needs friends?
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Edicius - November 5, 2004, 3:35 p
Where's comment #1??? And send me that dose in the form of an email if you want.
Dreaming's fun!!!
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CityKat - November 5, 2004, 11:59 a
Hmm...
Me thinks you need to wake up and stop dreaming
*hugs*
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Iamweasel - November 5, 2004, 8:01 a
comment #2
i do believe you need a good dose of reality m'dear...but i won't post it here...i might get others pissed off at me...reality does hurt, i know. wanna see my scars?
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arwenevenstar - November 5, 2004, 7:03 a
Tu auras moi pour toujours. Je sais que je ne suis pas le meilleure des amies. Je le sais, mais j'offre quand meme m'amitie. Tu m'as pour toujours.
Please talk to me sweetheart. Tell me everything that is wrong, and I will do everything within my power to change it. I cannot change the past, I cannot take your pain, but I can share, do my best to assuage it, and prevent it from surfacing or happening again. You have me forever, I will never let you down. I will never let you slip away, got it? Again, I know. I am not home this weekend, and my parents were being difficult tonight, but I will do everything I can. I will never let you go to cry in a corner. I was stupid Wednesday night. Stupid.
You do not only cause pain and suffering. I know many people, myself included, for whom you have been the light at the end of the tunnel many a time. When I get to school, who do I look for? Marie. Always. "Where are ou going?" "To find Marie" Every day. Because I love you. I love you as the closest of all my friends. Never forget that. I never want to see your happiness ruined. Ever.
I am arranging a sleepover. I don't care how much flack I get for it.
You will never lose me. The only way that will ever happen is if I do something increibly stupid, and you wish me gone. You WILL NOT lose me.
*hugs* Je t'aime ;I love you. I will always be here. Take care sweetheart, and remember that the sun always comes out after a rain.
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REGS - November 4, 2004, 11:32 p
And now for some Realism-based Jesse advice;
Life is never perfect. Ever. You may have a perfect day which you'll always remember, but never a perfect month or year.
Don't look down and say you miss the good times you had. Look up and say you enjoy the good times you are having.
Everything you've said, other people went through. Stupid facts of life that is pointless to complain over.
With that said, I'll go back to writing my novel.
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Edicius - November 4, 2004, 7:36 p
Pretty Woman..
I know I can't change your mind, and make everything great with the snap of my fingers. I also know that maybe we arn't the closest of friends if not merely aquaintences (pardon my spelling) but, I do know that you are a really awsome person, and you have brightened a few of my darker days unknowingly, and for that I thank you.
Any time you ever need someone to talk to, Je suis toujours ici!
Avec amour  ,
ton amie
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spidey101 - November 4, 2004, 3:25 p
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