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Stories of Old

November 2004


The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS


Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links

Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!


Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links

Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?


Moving Down

I need to go back home. I need to add another name to my list of dead. My own. 
 
I don't exist anymore to you, you hide everything from me. I need to go home, to where I'm wanted, where I'm welcomed, where I'm needed. I don't belong here. No one wants me, no one wants to hurt me, no one shares my pain. You couldn't imagine it. 
 
Don't bother trying. Give in, you won't get through.


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there are times when you just need to be alone. aloneyitis (however you want to spell it) is not such a bad thing. find your corner for a bit and get to know yourself. example: i know that i get edgy when there are lots of people around for a very long period of time, so i have to go find my corner and pull myself back together...try it sometime. you can't get back on the up staircase without finding where the bottom is first. *hugs*

Jr, did anyone ever tell you you're annoying. Sorry - bad mood. Yes I complain a lot. However I've been complaining more because I've been sinking deeper into downess. However becuase of my upbringing when I get depressed I laugh at myself and jump right back into high spirits, never really fixing whatever was wrong. So su!

Marie, did anyone ever tell you you complain a lot?

just checking

I have to try. And I NEVER give up.

*sighs* I'm sorry sweetheart. And don't you ever think that no one wants you or needs you. I do, all the time. And I would share in your pain if you's let me.

*hugs* Take care, je t'aime pour toujours. Never forget that.