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December 2004
The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
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Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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What is it with me? Have I just chosen to be depressed and moody? I don’t understand why I’m putting myself through this torture, and yet I realize I’m doing it. And I continue. I test my friends, I question my love, I debate life, I fight with darkness. And I never win. No one wins. It’s always a draw. Forcing my ever persisting sadness to continue.
I don’t know what to think of myself, what to do with myself. I know I must continue to smile, continue to live. For this thing I’m experiencing is life, and if I don’t live it will just end and I’ll never find the solutions to my riddles.
Please forgive my stubbornness, it’s stupid. Please forgive my testing, it’s mean. Please forgive me, I’m being an ass. An ass that’s lost within her own mind and laughing at herself. A girl who can’t find a way out, who wants to leave, but who is comfy right where she is.
I don’t know what to think. All I know is that if all else fails I have my bonds of love and friendship to hold me up, and that I have enough trust and faith to know they will hold.
… I hope.
last modified Dec 5, 2004, 3:08 p
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It is not something you can conciously choose. Often it creeps up on you, and you can do nothing but try to shake it off once it is on your back. And it is persistent, it hangs on. Sometimes all you need is someone else to come pull it off.
Finding the solutions to the riddles is what life is all about. Sometimes there are things that we can't answer though, riddles without a real solution.
You were forgiven for anything you think you did before it happened. You are forgiven for anything that you will do. You are not an ass, and if you are lost, holler my name and I will come find you, or, at the very least we can be lost together, and we will then find someone else, and the another, and then another, until we find our way out.
This bond is doubly strengthened. It is the bond of both friendship and love, and it is one that will hold through it all.
*hugs* Love you, take care.
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REGS - December 5, 2004, 10:51 p
*hugs*
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WeaselThinks - December 5, 2004, 5:34 p
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