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January 2005
The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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We walked in that day; through doors we thought would lead to a life of freedom and fun. Later that year I walked out, we were never meant to see our fun. Never meant to experience our freedom together.
You and I, we had a dream once. We were going to dazzle and daze them. Yeah, hard to beleive. We couldn't fathom how we were going to do it, but we knew when and where. It was going to be the two of us, all dolled up, beautiful as can be. We'd have to wait three years until our chance came along, but waiting was worth it.
Now we're far away, and that promise is broken. Those three years end very shortly, and we don't have eachother.
I'm sorry hun, I promised you it would be us. I promised you it would happen. And I'll soon break that promise. It will be me and a bunch of people you don't know, some you haven't heard of. And you, I've left you alone I fear. You're not going to be attending, you'll miss your enterance. I'll be crying without you by my side. You'll be at home crying because you're alone.
I love you. I miss you. I miss us. Please forgive me, I made a promise I can't keep. Please forgive me, I left you alone, with no one to laugh with. Please forgive me, for putting the strain of distance on our love.
Please forgive me.
As you sit at home a few weeks from now, remember that I love you. That I'm thinking about you. That I'm crying with you. Crying because our highschool dream will never come to pass. Crying because high school isn't a dream. It's reality.
*hugs*
Forever and for always.
last modified Jan 27, 2005, 08:51 a
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*switches to english due to lack on conjugation skills lacking at the current moment. She is also currently sitting on the floor as she is unable to stand without hitting the nice new shop vac and was chasing Courtney (aka us) around while there is an exam going on next door. We would love to figure out what she was posting but alas our mind reading cababilities have been lacking as of late. Marie has now decided to go into the back room to do her own post. The voices in my head and I agree with this course of action. Now we will leave you and let her go one with more important matters.
Courtney, Sunshyne, Klepto, HarleyQuinn, K.C. and the many others that we do not wish to name here.
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CityKat - January 28, 2005, 9:08 a
Those doors led to many things. They indeed led to freedom and fun. They led to laughter, they led to tears. They led to hearache and heartbreak. They led to love, they led to happiness. They led to confusion, they led to the clearest things that you have ever known. At the end of this road, long as it may be, you will both still see the fun and freedom that you were looking for. You just didn't find it quite as quickly, or in the fashion that you expected to.
I am sorry that you are stuck here. I am sorry that you are stuck with me, instead of the others that you love. I am sorry that you can't keepthe promise that you made. If I could, I would put you where you want to be, where she wants you to be. I would fix this case of broken hearts and distance making problems.
But I can't. So I smile and make the best of what I can give you. I am sorry about how little that actually is, truly I am, but it is the best I can do. It is as much as I can give.
Reality is what you make of it. Remember that. Reach for your dreams, "shoot for the moon, because even if you miss you will land among the stars."
Love you, forever and long after. Take care. *hugs*
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