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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
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Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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When the weight on my shoulders seems to double by the second. When salted tears threaten more than ever to fall down my cheeks. When the hours I spend alone hating myself for not knowing what to do pass like cars on a freeway. When I can't but help look for someone beside me... I'm Batman without Robin.
And oh how perfectly it describes it. Because Batman didn't need a partner, didn't want Robin. Just like I don't need a partner to get through life... I don't need someone to point me in any given direction, because I can find my own way. And yet I look around, just to find someone walking beside me, with me. On this uneven path that takes so much of me away, I look for a sidekick to lean on when I don't think I can hold back my tears any longer. And yet there's no one...
That's not quite true though... On the days when I can't hold myself up, when I just don't have the strength to go any further... There are some that are always there to help, who never fail to pull me through. Funny how those same people are the people who have left scars and have made the deepest wounds in my heart... Life does have a twisted irony to it I guess.
But then again... I can't lean on anyone... I can't ask for help. Becuase I wont have my friends in anymore pain than they already are... And to lean on them... To tell them would have them in even more pain.
I'm sorry to those of you I've hurt... I didn't mean to... I wasn't thinking, I shouldn't have pressed send... I don't have the strength normally to actually talk to people... So I probably introduced you to it online... And in the end I pressed send again... Damn button keeps hurting people.
*hugs*
Sitting here alone, no one to chase away my fears
last modified Mar 21, 2005, 7:51 p
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