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March 2005
The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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Does life really have this evil a sense of humour? Can it not see how badly I want to cry, and how hard I fight to not break? Can it not see how often I sit here alone and afraid of the dark? How often I tredge on, because I know I can, and because someone calls my name and I'm not afraid to answer a friend's call?
People ask how I keep my strength... They ask how I do it... I have no choice, no one has a choice, we are all forced to pass each minute and hour of the day. And if I must pass those minutes as everyone else must do, then I will jump to the chance of helping a friend. Because together, two people who are scared of the dark, can lighten the room for eachother. Two people can tread a new path together.
You see, I'm not scared to face the unknown, I'm not afraid of losing a battle. My fear is that I'll lose a friend. And lately I've been doing too good a job to lose just that...
You don't see me some nights... Face white as a ghost... Trembling with guilt and regret and fear... Tears locked up wanting to fall down my cheeks... A bitter sweet silence surrounding me... Nothing having gone right and yet I refuse to stop... Refuse to go to bed until I've cleaned up my messes... Until I've done all I can in one night.
*hugs*
They found her with her face down in the pillow... And when they burried her beneath the willow, the angels sang a whiskey lullaby.
last modified Mar 26, 2005, 8:33 p
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