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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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Where did I go? Has anyone seen me? I miss me...
My nickname is apt, or at least it was... You couldn't stop me from smiling, the eternal optimist I always avoided the darkness behind the raibows. Now I long for it... Where did I go?
I wake up bright and happy, but it degrades... by lunch I'm emo, by third period I'm silently crying... and it's not just a one time thing... it's everyday... I want to start again... I want to get away from the hell I live in. I love the people dearly, but they are in my hell... and my hell is like my shadow, I can't get rid of it!
I want to start again... three years ago I was kicking and screaming, I didn't want to live. And now... now I want to. How sad must I be to want to leave what I have? Leave these things that mean so much to me, that so many people don't have... and I'll willingly give them up...
where did I go? can I have me back?
*hugs*
no wonder the mocking bird sings
last modified Oct 31, 2005, 7:36 p
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you will never get you back, because you are a new you. you're going to change. if you are starting to get bored with your friends, try and spice things up a bit. make new friends, join a different extracurricular activity.
if you say you don't have time, your priorities are in the wrong place. MAKE TIME. all this i don't have time bullshit and then complaining about it pisses me off.
another fact your may not have thought of is your courses. you have a lot fo them because you decided a fifth year is not an option. this, in my opinion is the stupidest thing you could do. you don't have any free time because of it, and you make yourself miserable. get some patience, take the extra year, and save yourself a lot of gray hairs and psychiatrist sessions. there is no reason at all why you can't take a 5th year. none at all that you can tell me. it's not like you will explode if you do so.
basically what i'm trying to say here is:
- change is good
- patience in your life's goals is good
- living in the now is good, as opposed to planning a billion years in the future.
you may know what's happening next year, but you can't walk through the fog to your destination without a map.
Biff
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Biff - November 2, 2005, 10:02 p
To answer your last question from your previous post;
Naivete isn't a bad thing when your intentions are good. Everyone is naive at one point, and it's not a bad thing.
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Edicius - November 1, 2005, 2:43 p
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