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January 2006
The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
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Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
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Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
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I just want him to see the world in it's true colours. I want him to see as I see. I want him to see how much he means to so many people, how awesome he is, how much of a friend he is. I want him to understand that he is not who he was - but rahter who he will become. I want him to see the man I see. I want him to see without his glasses of stained red and black. I want him to look around at a world of wonder and awe, and I want him to see himself in that world - a world in which he holds a place as a minstel and a warrior. A world in which songs are sung for ages of the deeds he's done. A world in which he is a hero. I want him too to see how much he means to her, how much he means to me. I want him to understand the difference in those feelings. She loves him with a fire red hot, a flame that will never die. I love him with a strength ever-lasting, a bond that will be forever strong. Together we are unbeatable, alone we are but human. We have all made our mistakes, but as three we forgive and we move on. I said hello after that long day of work. I said goodbye in a night of fun. Now I want him to see that in the tomorrow I invision it is them and I, three forever and for always.
*hugs*
How do I make him see?
last modified Jan 16, 2006, 7:58 p
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you have my attention now... who are you?
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CityKat - January 18, 2006, 5:21 a
I get it, I do, but 1) being safe doesnt mean happiness, and 2) You can't depend on someone else to be happy, to be complete. Its an inside job. (Dawson's Creek)
3) If you spend you life trying to fix Cr0mag's or everyone elses problems, you'll be stuck in the same cycle day in day out...it's like a hamster on his wheel trying to make it out the window... all you get is constant disappointment.
anyway thats my peace. Good luck
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Boof - January 17, 2006, 10:24 p
Re: Carpe Diem
Ask anyone who knows me well - I am grateful for everyday I spend on this planet, as much as I am bitter about a lot of things life has handed me. The reason I'm so stuck is because one of the most amazing things I see when I look around is him, and I want him to realize that. I want him to seize the day, to feel that he has the right to seize the day.
I worry too much, about everyone - because I want them to be safe and I have a lot of friends that don't live lives that will let them be safe. I do go on living, I try not to dwell. Most times I write because writing lets me release the thoughts.
Living life to the fullest just doesn't seem like it's true without him. That's why I'm stuck. My best friends are like a part of me, they are my life, and they aren't. If one of them is hurt, or if one of them is missing (by them I'm referring to a specific 5) it's as if a part of me is gone as well. And it's hard for you to seize the day when you aren't. If that makes any sense...
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CityKat - January 17, 2006, 8:38 p
Carpe Diem
You don't know me.
Forever is a long time...and you know what they say about time.
I was in a similar situation once, but someone pointed out to me, if you have to spend all your time worrying about how to make someone see what is right infront of them. they aren't worth your time. Live for the moment, be greatful for all you have, because while you're making them see everything they have.. you can lose everything you have.
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Boof - January 17, 2006, 7:09 p
Re: Boof
you see... what complicates matters is that he's my best friend - now and forever.
btw... are you new to danchan or are you someone I know who I'm just not recognizing the writing style of?
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CityKat - January 17, 2006, 6:09 p
Q: How Do I Make Him See?
A: YOU DON'T! Its not your job to make him see anything. you are not his guardian. and he is obviously more selfcentered then a peach pit. Relax. Enjoy your life. and Leave other people to they're own devices. They aren't your responsibility.
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Boof - January 17, 2006, 11:43 a
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