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Invisible Bowling Balls, and their shadows. It feels like my tummy hurts… like I ate too much of the brownies I smell out of the kitchen right now… *smiles* But I know that’s not it, it’s not a tummy too full… There’s something missing in my belly ache… It’s like an invisible bowling ball almost, that bowling ball that sits in the pit of your stomach and shouts – “hey, you suck! Pay attention to me! I’m trying to talk here!” Yeah… that one… but this one’s rosy cheeked… and makes me smile from ear to ear… this one brings a tear to my eye, and then blinks it away as nonsense… this bowling ball isn’t there. Its shadow is left though, a warm and fuzzy shadow… a shadow that misses and that loves. A shadow that can only hope – for the past, present, and future. A shadow that can but see the smile in each of the rain drops falling from the clouds outside my window right now. A shadow who sees life and beauty in the leafess trees of winter. A shadow who see the sparkle in the eyes of children. A shadow who knows only love – and yet that shadow creates the tear drop it blinks away. Is that tear drop the bowling ball coming back? Is it butterflies come to fly in their glory? What is it? What is hiding in the shadow… whatever it is, I betcha it the same thing that hides in those three little dots… Re: InsatientHunger *laughs* You're congratulating me for doing what I always do... Just wait, generally speaking sexbomb or cr0mag or someone else I know will comment and tell me to stop being vague and they'll laugh at me because my belly aches never go away.
WHOA! K.. It actually made a tongue-sticky-outtie-emoticon out of my boredom!!!
I find belly aches are a very touchy subject.. one that's very personal to most people.. Writing out your feelings regarding this issue is a healthy and positive way to cope. It is certainly much wiser than many of the alternatives, such as running away to drugs and alcohol, or resorting to selling itty bitty little, wolly finger puppets on ebay for a temporary, cheap thrill. |
