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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
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Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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Isn't it amazing how the highs make the lows so much lower?
I was happy yesterday, utterly and completely content and happy with myself and the world. I couldn't help but smile, and laugh, and sigh, and look at the world through those rose coloured glasses that I love so much.
And then there was today... I woke up and it was cloudy, rainy and miserable. I knew then that it wouldn't be a good day at all...
And so now I sit here, day almost done, and its back. It's back, and all it took was a few pictures and some rainy weather.
I don't know what it is - but if I talk something spills out... Something about everyone quiting on me, including me, about losing my friends, about not making friends, about being teased, about being overweight, about being unmotivated, about being self-conscious, about being on top of the world but not feeling it. Something about loving so much, without love coming my way. Something about doing my best to do good, but not being sure how to ignore all the road blocks. Something about working to be a friend and keep friendships alive, but friends letting friendships die.
Something about emails and letters and messages sent, never to be replied to. About asking for help and for support, after giving help and support, and the support I need not being there. Something about giving, and giving, and giving, and never receiving... Something about hoping and dreaming, but never being able to overcome my own mind.
Something about needing a hug, but hugs not being there...
last modified Apr 4, 2008, 5:38 p
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