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The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS

Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links

Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!

Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links

Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?

~The Bloody Morning After~

Pour l’esprit de vos enfants, 
Pour la vie et nos enfants, 
Déesse je vous en prie. 
Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière, 
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour. 
Déesse je vous en prie. 
Vous qui nous avez gardés 
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et 
La méchante. 
La méchante, lui qui nous mange, 
Lui qui noircir la vie, 
Né du naïf narcotique, 
Narcotique de l’esprit. 
Narcotique qui est la haine. 
Déesse je vous en prie, 
Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs, 
Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents. 
On tombe, Déesse, 
Comme l’étoile des ciels. 
Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on 
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole. 
Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs, 
Et laisse passer la nuit, 
La tristesse, 
Les larmes dans nos yeux. 
Vous qui nous avez gardés, 
Nous gardes encore. 
Aide-nous Déesse, 
Les sourires nous attendent. 
Les étoiles, les esprits contents. 
Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous 
A trouver nos sentiers. 
A trouver nos esprits, 
Nos esprits contents. 
Déesse je vous en prie. 
Je vous remercie Déesse. 
 
With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there. 
Email Me 
 
Battle Fields 
All the Riches Buried There

last modified Nov 19, 2005, 6:50 p

Friday, January 30, 2004

The Confusion That Is HTML

It's fun! Wheeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry, been lost in HTML. My mom has warned me about using this Blog. SHe says that I may use the resource that is the internet inappropriatly therefore making a fool of myself. Or saying something that, shouldn't be said on paper, like I was saying it in a conversation with someone. That's my piece about safety on the net. All done.

OooooooooooooO Reminded me of some friends...

..now to remember coding...
...never mind I'm just gonna link it...

Go Here!

See how good I am? I cheated!

School on Monday! Can't wait! Apart from a little thing that's going to get on my nerves... But I can't help that...

*hugs*

87882 | CityKat - 6:57 p | (2) Lost In The Void

Thursday, January 29, 2004

Nothing adds up. Tell me why I'm here!

Well not really... HTML adds up! That's right I understand! Well sort of... I'm still learning, but I understand it! Amazing what an hour of boredom does.

87738 | CityKat - 8:07 p | (3) Lost In The Void

No more wood to pile! All done! None to pile! Yay!

In a good mood apart from the fact that I have chores to do, I'm not at the movie fest thing, and my cousin is pissing me off. So maybe I'm not in a good mood? Whatever. I'm bored again, been doing online quizzy things for the past three days and am not done yet. Might post resulsts... Will think about it.

Will go back to killing my cousin, wait I haven't started that yet. Anyone want to help?

*hugs*

87694 | CityKat - 11:47 a | (0) Lost In The Void

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

I’m just venting, so there’s no need to read the rest of this… If I actually write anything today, I’ll post it in a separate post.

On to my venting…

Okay, so it’s common knowledge that my father and I don’t get along very well, we have differences of opinion and are each too argumentative and opinionated and want to be right – so a difference of opinion turns into a very long stage where we are pissed off at each other. This is bad… One – I love my father dearly, I’m just REALLY pissed off at him right now. Two – my mother hates it when we fight and is disappointed in me when I don’t end it. Three – I hate disappointing or saddening my mother, and these fights do that really well. Four – I know I have one of the best lives, and that it could be much worse, therefore I get mad at myself for being so worked up over so little. Finally five – My normal happy self is ruined, therefore lessening my ability to help others with their more sever and more crucial problems, and I’m not happy, not happy at all.

What sparked all this? Wood and a two day vacation through which I am around my father and mother far too often. I’m a teenager, and therefore lazy. It’s how it works, no one wants to work, least of all me. In the end, though, when I am given a chore I will complete it in a respective manner. Which is what I thought I was doing. When there are three cords of wood outside and a new cord and a half arriving every day it is assumed, wrongly, that there is plenty of time to finish piling the wood. It is assumed that the real timing only starts after the last of the wood has arrived. Of course in assuming this I forgot a few things. Firstly, it’s winter and therefore when it snows any wood left n the ground gets covered in snow and doesn’t dry. Secondly, it’s my father – who likes everything done in thirty seconds. After getting over the fact that I took too much time to pile the wood, which has only just finished arriving today, there is the fact that I haven’t piled it as my father wants. As he helped to start or complete the first few rows in the first thereof four piles, I assumed I was doing it right – wrong again. Apparently I have piled them too far apart, to high or short (they’re only 4-5 feet tall), they are too full of snow, they aren’t covered by the canvas… I’ve now been piling for a week or so, so it would be assumed, once again wrongly, that in that week and mistakes I was making would have been pointed out and corrected. Rather, as it turns out, in that week all I heard was ‘I have as many skids as you need, it’s better too far apart then too close together.’ ‘It’s fine, stop wherever as long as they’re a reasonable height and they stay up not fall down.’ ‘Make sure yo uknock off the snow as you go, if it doesn’t come off don’t worry about it. Yep, like that.’ and ‘There’s no need to cover these piles, they’re stacked properly so they won’t gather snow anyway.’. So why yell at me for doing what you say? Why not yell at me because half of the piles don’t stand up. It’s true. Why not yell at me for not filling the smoking lounge. It’s true. Yell at me for something that I did wrong, not something that I did right.

Okay so I’m over the wood. How about the fact that I’m a high school student. That I have a week off and want to make the most of it. No, this doesn’t mean filling it with all the things you want me to do, I have no problem in doing some of them, however it does mean chilling and hanging out with my friends, taking time to have fun. How about the fact that my parents don’t trust me. How about the fact that they don’t care about the parts of my life that I want them to care about, only the parts I would rather they stayed out of. I mean don’t ask why I come home in a huff, but drill me on whether or not I plan to have sex before I marry. There are some things that aren’t planned, that’s one of them. Understand that! How about the fact that I haven’t been able to breath properly all day long because my aunt’s here and my bathroom, bedroom, and living room are full of smoke. I know that for some this is nothing new, however it gives me headaches, and makes it hard for me to breathe. Of course, because I am who I am, I won’t complain. She’s here for a week then she’s leaving, I’ll live. She’s my elder, my aunt, and has my respect so I won’t ask her to change her ways, she is already trying her best not to spread the smoke. How about the fact that lately my efforts aren’t up to my own par and everyone’s fine with it, however when they are up to par no one’s fine with it. How about the fact that I have to live through a week with nothing to do but vent, get mad at my father, make my mother disappointed in me, get mad at myself, get frustrated with my brother, miss my friends and my boyfriend. How about the fact that I won’t even have summer to wind off this ventage. I usually do, however now that I live close to camp it’s back home during the weeks where I get pissed off at my father and fight with everyone and then back to work at camp during the weekends running my dock. No chill time anymore. No time to wander the woods in search of the perfect dew drop. No time to swim laps between camp and The Point. No time to canoe through the swamp and climb the hills on the opposite shore. No time for me. No time to relax and forget. No time to appreciate. No time.

I realize that this post is long and quite useless however if you are still reading you will know that it is me relieving some of the burden from my shoulders. Some of the burden that I would rather not carry. Some of the burden I will always carry and always discard, then always pick back up.

*hugs*

P.S. I love all the people I'm pissed off at dearly, don't get me wrong. And I'm sure they all have their reasons, but I'm pissed off. So give me a break.

87469 | CityKat - 7:45 p | (2) Lost In The Void

Monday, January 26, 2004

Good Day!

I'm all out of things to quote....

Mom doesn't trust me... Or maybe it's him... Anyway need to kill my brother. Or at least injure him severly.

Good Day Apart from brother...

Jazz rocks!

I need sleep... Goodnight.

*hugs*

87395 | CityKat - 11:38 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Tree!

Tree rules! Thanks for sugar.

87214 | CityKat - 8:34 p | (0) Lost In The Void

I need something to post!!!!!!!!!!!

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say, "hi"

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

Okay, I have nothing to say so I'm leaving with that.

*hugs*

Wait... maybe I do! I wanna be at the movies! :'( My aunt is sooo mean and my mom! And if you know what my evil bunny is, my cousins has suggested that maybe it purrs because there is a vibrator in it... I'm scared...."*runs and hides* Steve? Tara?

87213 | CityKat - 8:30 p | (1) Lost In The Void

Friday, January 23, 2004

No More Exams!

I've learned....
That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.
I've learned....
That when you're in love, it shows.
I've learned....
That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day.
I've learned....
That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world.
I've learned....
That being kind is more important than being right.
I've learned....
That you should never say "no" to a gift from a child.
I've learned....
That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way.
I've learned....
That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with.
I've learned....
That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.
I've learned....
That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult.
I've learned....
That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.
I've learned....
That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.
I've learned....
That money doesn't buy class.
I've learned....
That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.
I've learned...
That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.
I've learned....
That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can?
I've learned....
That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.
I've learned....
That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.
I've learned....
That love, not time, heals all wounds.
I've learned....
That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.
I've learned....
That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.
I've learned....
That there's nothing sweeter than sleeping with your babies and feeling their breath on your cheeks.
I've learned....
That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.
I've learned....
That life is tough, but I'm tougher.
I've learned....
That opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.
I've learned....
That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.
I've learned....
That I wish I could have told my Dad that I love him one more time before he passed away.
I've learned....
That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.
I've learned....
That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.
I've learned....
That I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.
I've learned....
That when your newly born child holds your little finger in his little fist, that you're hooked for life.
I've learned....
That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.
I've learned ...
That it is best to give advice in only two circumstances; when it is requested and when it is a life threatening situation.
I've learned....
That the less time I have to work with, the more things I get done.

Wrote my last exam today. Probably failed. Have a list of things to ask guidance... If only I remembered what those questions were... Should get on that.

Eight cords of wood to pile tomorrow and no one coming to help pile it... Any takers? Free hot chocolate and food. Well not quite free as the payment is piling wood... But that's just a technicality. I promise I won't walk off and let you pile it like Amanda and I did to Alex and Jesse!

I have first period french next semester, how horrid is that? But I get math! And music! It will be a fun semester. Must go now before I fall asleep on my keyboard, yes I know it's only 9:42... I was at school at 7:15. Okay?!?

*hugs*

87148 | CityKat - 9:34 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Thursday, January 22, 2004

One Down One To Go

Today's quote/email/poem/random thought/thingy is for everyone who is stressing about exams. And the ones who normally take life too seriously.

1. Save the whales. Collect the whole set.
2. A day without sunshine is like ... night.
3. On the other hand ... you have different fingers.
4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name.
5. Remember, half the people you know are below average.
6. He who laughs last thinks slowest.
7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
8. Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines.
9. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese.
10. I drive way too fast to worry about cholesterol.
11. I intend to live forever -- so far so good.
12. Borrow money from a pessimist -- they don't expect it back.
13. Quantum mechanics: The dreams stuff is made of.
14. Support bacteria -- they're the only culture some people have.
15. When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane and going the wrong way.
16. Experience is something you don't get until just after you need it.
17. For every action there is an equal and opposite criticism.
18. Never do card tricks for the group you play poker with.
19. No one is listening until you make a mistake.
20. You never really learn to swear until you learn to drive.
21. Two wrongs are only the beginning.
22. The problem with the gene pool is that there is no lifeguard.
23. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.
24. Change is inevitable...except from vending machines.
25. Get a new car for your spouse -- it'll be a great trade!
26. Always try to be modest and be proud of it!
27. How many of you believe in telekinesis? Raise my hand...
28. Love may be blind but marriage is a real eye-opener.
29. If at first you don't succeed, then skydiving isn't for you.

Well I'm not really posting today as I'm tired. And I need sleep. OOOOOOOO I got a new book. Anyone at school tomorrow will see it. I know it sounds boring, but it's not. Only one exam left, Science, tomorrow. Urg. It's driving me nuts because I don't know what I don't know. If that makes any sense at all.

I have absolutly nothing to do next week except pile wood. So if anyone wants to come over and help, call me. And bring your coat. Must pile wood. Will see most of you people tomorrow!

*hugs*

BTW - the party that was happening and then wasn't and then was and now isn't will remain that way. Sorry Amanda, but I have no clue who's doing what, and it's a week off full of parties anyway, so we'll re-schedule it for later. (This concerns Alex, Alex, Jesse, Steve, Regan, Amanda, myself... if your not one of those poeple and you don't understand don't try to.)

87085 | CityKat - 9:46 p | (2) Lost In The Void

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

I have a list of folks I know......all written in a book,
and every now and then......I go and take a look.
That is when I realize these names......they are a part,
not of the book they're written in......but taken from the heart.
For each name stands for someone......who has crossed my path sometime,
and in that meeting they have become......the reason and the rhyme.
Although it sounds fantastic......for me to make this claim,
I really am composed......of each remembered name.
Although you're not aware......of any special link,
just knowing you, has shaped my life......more than you could think.
So please don't think my greeting......as just a mere routine,
your name was not......forgotten in between.
For when I send a greeting......that is addressed to you,
it is because you're on the list......of folks I'm indebted to.
So whether I have known you......for many days or few,
in some ways you have a part......in shaping things I do.
I am but a total......of many folks I've met,
you are a friend I would prefer......never to forget.
Thank you for being my friend !!

Okay, so Janis' post gave me an idea or two. For the next little while I'll be rippping of my archives and shooting some things your way. Mostly the less funny ones, but they're still good none the less. If any one has figured out that quote - tell me! I keep on repeating it and it still makes no sense.

Currently I'm in an off mood, sort of like Steve's.

Here's what I have to look forward to...
- Tech project due tomorrow
- Science project due tomorrow
- Careers project due tomorrow
- 5 paragraph essay in 45 minutes tomorrow
- Beavers tomorrow
- Ortho tomorrow
- Science exam Thursday
- Might have to baby-sit Thursday
- English exam friday
- Aunt and Cousin come up and ruin my plans Saturday
- Hopefully I'm going to the movies Saturday...
- Clean house and pile 6.5 cords of wood Sunday (Alex and Jesse - you wanna come help???)
- Jazz band monday (yay! finally something I like )
- I have no clue whats happening next week anymore... there was aa murder mystery party... But Amanda forgot to finish planning it

Just a thought...

Okay, so maybe someone has a problem grasping the class lessons. Maybe they have to rely on others more then they plan to. Maybe they listened and you didn't. That's what heppened today. This stupid ass kid whom I growing to REALLY dislike turns to a kid in my class to ask him a question...
"T*****(name removed)?"
"Ya?"
"Oh never mind, you won't know, you're stupid."
stupid ass kid turns to me
"Marie - do you know what we're supposed to have in this presentation"
"Nope, sorry"
T***** - who knows... "I do."
Stupid Ass Kid - "I didn't ask you"
Did we not leave this sort of behaviour back in grade one? Have we forgotten that different people learn differently, and that maybe even though they're the ones asking the questions normally they might just have the answer you're looking for? This pisses me off! I mean be nice. Is it so hard to follow your question through even if he might not know the answer. Is it so hard to be nice, to save someone else from mental torment? I've been there, it hurts. That riddle sticks and stones may break my bones, but names will never hurt me is the sorriest cover up that I've ever heard. Physical scars heal, mental scars stay. They're there for life. We all have our own stories like the one above, ones that have burned into us hatred, vengence, and sadness. Can we not just think about our scars and know that giving their likenesses to someone else is a horrid thing to do? Is it so hard to be nice?

I have feelings like this bottled up all over, in fact it's really bad. My father's family is sexist, racist, feminist, and stupid. My father himself carries most of those traits. My mother's family is okay, however their old-fashioned lives cause scars of their own. At school I can't help but worry for the people who cause such scars. They're all over, and I can see the pain in their victim's eyes. At beavers I can see these attitudes formign in the minds of 6-year-olds! These children are far to young for the pain. Moving into the town, the movie theatre, mall, hang outs... It continues. It's everywhere. It's never-ending. It needs to STOP. I'm done now. I've said my piece far too many times. And far too many times has it been ignored. I'd ask you to speak up, but it's hard. I'd ask you to walk away, but that's hard too. If anything please, think about what you're doing. If it will hurt someone, stop. If it's too late and you can see the pain in their eyes, apologize.

I'm over it now. Until next time Stupid Ass speaks up... I might have to hurt him... Then again he has a black belt (apparently...).

*hugs*

86799 | CityKat - 12:51 p | (6) Lost In The Void

Monday, January 19, 2004

Let's All Blow Up!

Okay, I didn't mean to do something that should never had been done. But it was say somehting or let a vicious rumour get spread about someone whom I consider a friend, not that I have the right to be their friend anymore. I'll leave this at this as if you understand I'm appreciative and if you don't, don't try.

I think my mind can be summed up in a quote I have yet to understand that we read today during English class...
"That that that that that had had that that that that that had. That that that had that that that that that had meant that that that that that had had that that that that that had."
Taken from Do Spot, Do... More, More! by Tico Lyer

Everyone is blowing up. Moods are taken weird turns. Stress levels are rocketing. Buttons are being pushed. Tempers are flying. We're all going crazy. As Joey says 'Boom!'. Boom! Boom! Boom! My aunt and cousin are coming over next week and that won't help as I won't get to vent... No bitching and whining for me. Well, I could bitch and whine. But I tend to vent better when listening to other people bitching and whining as then I solv emy own problems with the answers I give them.

*hugs*

and for those of you who are in my lets-all-blow-up club: *extra-big-bear-hugs*

86709 | CityKat - 9:58 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Because Amanda Commands It

Amanda want's people to read her Blog! So do it! She's actually updatign it this time around! For all of you who can't remember her nickname and substitute in in to make the URL... Amanda's Blog

86622 | CityKat - 1:02 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Sunday, January 18, 2004

I wonder... Saturday night or Sunday morning?

Amanda says hi!

We are planning on getting no sleep tonight. I slept in until 8 this morning, might be dangerous to see how long I will sleep in this morning. I am already up WAY too late for my own good. Wait, make that early.

Need sleep.

Need ATM.

*hugs*

86400 | CityKat - 12:24 a | (1) Lost In The Void

Friday, January 16, 2004

Money, Trademarks, and Mornings.

I have one simply request of anyone who reads this - if you say you will call someone, anyone, do so. It's a pain in the ass to never have a specific person call you. I know from experience. It broke up my best friends, and I'm not liking it one bit. I understand both sides, and only agree with one. So please for the sake of all things good, evil, and those with tits - call people back! Make an effort. Please. Thank You.

*hugs*

86265 | CityKat - 9:39 p | (2) Lost In The Void

Thursday, January 15, 2004

Creating Waves All Over Again?

Lex, this does look a little like your site. But as you're not using it - it's mine! All mine! Loving how that works.

I just got back from baby-sitting. **Note to all readers - force feeding a 9-month-old results in a babysitter pacing around with the child for a good 40 minutes before it feels comfortable enough to sleep. Declyn was fine, except that since his little brother, Connor, didn't have to sleep he felt he didn't have to either. 3-year-olds!

Tech exam tomorrw. Oh joy. Can't you tell I'm excited? I'm not. Especially as everyone is really testy recently. It's not fun, and well... it's driving me nuts. In short - we all just need sleep. That's what exam week is for though, so we will all sleep. I will be kidnapping Regan, bringing her to my house, and forcing her to sleep for three straight days. This way, she can catch up on at least half of the sleep she has not gotten. Speaking of sleepovers, Amanda's coming over this weekend! We're gonna watch Robin Hood: Men in Tights multiple times in a row well high on sugar and drunk on caffeine (as ATM calls it). Someone must remind me to call Tara tomorrow... I WILL forget. What else... I need sleep. I will leave now... And go sleep. Because I need sleep. Beware tomorrow, I will mosrt probably be bitchy, testy, ot some weird mood that I will make up on the fly. Just beware.

*hugs*

P.S. Any and all spellign mistakes are the fault of it being near midnight and me being tired. Ignor ethem, pass over them, and move on. I know there around, there's no need to point them out.

86121 | CityKat - 11:41 p | (2) Lost In The Void

New Design

hi its joey i just finished the new design and put it up the little x at the top is supposed to be that way till marie gets a logo so dont blame anything on me wat does every1 think of it?

86076 | CityKat - 8:00 p | (3) Lost In The Void

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Maybe Not...

Okay, so if you tried to read any blogs last night you know why I didn't update. If you didn't I'll clue you in - the server was down.

Here's what I have to look forward to in the next week or so...

- Tech exam on Firday
- Strike ends on Friday after school
- Joey bugging me about what I want on here (yes, he's still working on it Ash...)
- Tech project (love it - but urg!)
- Keeping Regan sane
- Keeping myself relativly sane
- Working on Ash's site
- Working on Amanda's site
- Baby-sitting on Thursday
- Jazz Band and Beavers today
- Studying for my exams (one next Thursday, another on the Friday of next week)
- Finding a name for '4' (speak! or at least point! something. anything...)
- My mother will have something for me to fill my weekend with...
- Random other things that I'm not thinking about right now as there is no more room in my brains

As it is going it also looks like I will end up at Janis' house some time this week... As some stupid kid broke whatever that thing is... Is anyone following? Because I'm lost... As always. I will remain being lost until I can leave this class (careers), not at all intersting especially as I have no clue what my great great great grandmother did for a living... Nor can I name her. Well okay, maybe I can... Leaving now as the bell will ring soon.

*hugs*

85876 | CityKat - 2:30 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

The Art Of Not Listening To Janis

He says go... I stay. He says I should be studying for my exam on Friday... I say-

Crap... He has a point.

*hugs*

-will update later

85827 | CityKat - 9:21 p | (2) Lost In The Void

Monday, January 12, 2004

Gutter

Repeat after me Amanda -

I will not tease, play, flirt, tempt, excite, seduce, or otherwise entice any member of the opposite species (male species).

Damn the stike! Dasmn Steve's mood! Damn Alex! Damn Darien! The former will undoubtedly soon break Amanda. We will last until Friday! We will I tell you, we will... not?

I don't know who's reading this... I thin kso far it's Joey (Joey Rocks), Jesse, Alex, Regan, Kyla (update!!!!!!!!!!), Ali, and whoever else hasn't shown their face. Hmmm... should use some sort of format for these posts... Give Joey ideas! I will go back to my void now. Back to my world of three brains and well... ya...

*hugs*

85635 | CityKat - 4:35 p | (5) Lost In The Void

wat does every1 think of the new design?

hi this is joey im still workin on the design ive changed a few things so far to make it less boring and now want some suggestions

85632 | CityKat - 4:11 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Sunday, January 11, 2004

*does a little dance*

Yay! I just roped Joey into formatting this for me... So anything that happens is his fault. And if they're any weird posts - it's him.

We recorded Too Far North today. I did absolutly nothing, and made the mistake of leaving it up to a slacker to plan everything. Bad idea. Never do it. Will have to still Janis' video, as we had no digital video camera, only my crappy one.

*hugs*

85518 | CityKat - 8:33 p | (3) Lost In The Void

Saturday, January 10, 2004

Teddy Bears Rock! (a not-so-random title)

Saw LOTR: The Return of the King. Will never catch up to Ali in her all-knowing-LOTR-facts. dammit! She beats me... again! I swear that movie ended like 6 times! Then it ended. If that makes any sense what so ever.

Any way, I have come to the conclusion that I have a fetish - a teddy bear fetish. Well not so much teddy bears as stuffed animals, becuase there are only 14 bears. Make that 16. And I'd count the total but... *looks around*... no. I only have 10 fingers and 10 toes.

Done for now... I will go sleep as I have been up for almost 18 hours and that leaves 6 for sleeping. Sleep is good.

- Someone still has to help me make this thing look good. Anybody?

85427 | CityKat - 11:16 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Bravo Oscar Romeo Echo Delta

Going to the movies today. Hopefully. If no one tells me what time we're meeting there soon, my ride (otherwise known as my mother) will get frustrated because she can't plan anything and will tell me that I can't go. I feel like bitching, or ranting but I dont know what about, I'll make it up later. I've been up since 6. That's just wrong - even for me. Probably has something to do with having gone to bed insanely early. I will be studying and cleaning all weekend. No fun. I whould go back to sleep to avoid that terrible fate...

*hugs*

85350 | CityKat - 8:25 a | (2) Lost In The Void

Friday, January 9, 2004

Guys Are Too Easy!

Well, a friend and I have decided to go on strike. Starting on Monday we will not tease, play, flirt, entice, tempt, excite or seduce and member of the opposite sex. This way we will be able to determine the weaker sex. Will the guys be groveling, or we will need to tease first? I do believe the key to this will be to remain outside of the gutter...

85285 | CityKat - 6:07 p | (2) Lost In The Void

Scrambled Brains Anyone?

Okay, I have no functioning brain anymore. One's on the fritz and the other has run away. Two down me to go? Anyway, I love the tech project we're doing! How about this weather? Not to sound corny, but it's messed up! Talk about cold. The only feeling in my toes was a sharp pain. Ouchy. Well, I'm bored. So for now, if anyone (not that anyone but Jesse and Lex have found this yet) has any funny stories about weather, like your tongue got stuck on the flag pole, or a freak storm got you run over by a 4-wheeler, post them. Can you tell I'm bored?

*hugs*

P.S. I still need help formating! Anyone with brains? Please! *puppy eyes*

85250 | CityKat - 1:40 p | (1) Lost In The Void

Thursday, January 8, 2004

Testing... Testing...

Someone needs to help me make this thing look good! There you go Kyla, see if you can comment now! hee hee

Okay, it's 3:41 and I have another 2 hours before I get to leave. I like school, I do. But when I have to stay after school for anything othe rthan band, it sucks. Especially if no one else is around.

Useless piece of information - I have two brains. One is on, one if off. You know the dumb thing about my brains though? The one I want to be on is off. And the one that drives me insane and crazy and past the point of no-return, guess what? It's on! So if I seem a little odd lately, it's my brain. Blame it on the brain! And don't bother asking me for an explanation because I'm as lost as I have gotten Regan and Kyla.

*hugs*

85088 | CityKat - 2:09 p | (2) Lost In The Void