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The Mountain's Secret
My Profile
Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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Pour l’esprit de vos enfants,
Pour la vie et nos enfants,
Déesse je vous en prie.
Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière,
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Vous qui nous avez gardés
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et
La méchante.
La méchante, lui qui nous mange,
Lui qui noircir la vie,
Né du naïf narcotique,
Narcotique de l’esprit.
Narcotique qui est la haine.
Déesse je vous en prie,
Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs,
Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents.
On tombe, Déesse,
Comme l’étoile des ciels.
Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole.
Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs,
Et laisse passer la nuit,
La tristesse,
Les larmes dans nos yeux.
Vous qui nous avez gardés,
Nous gardes encore.
Aide-nous Déesse,
Les sourires nous attendent.
Les étoiles, les esprits contents.
Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous
A trouver nos sentiers.
A trouver nos esprits,
Nos esprits contents.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Je vous remercie Déesse.
With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there.
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All the Riches Buried There
last modified Nov 19, 2005, 6:50 p
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Humph!
Maybe I don't...
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CityKat - 10:13 a
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(1) Lost In The Void
Monday, November 29, 2004
I've got it!
I just don't get it...
*hugs*
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CityKat - 9:35 p
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(2) Lost In The Void
Sunday, November 28, 2004
Update on Update!
Total tech project done: building - 0%, Planning - 75%, Understanding - I'm pretending I'm a goldfish apparently... one minute it makes sense the next it doesn't
Total Géo project done - 0%
Village tiers - 4
Tumbling piece - non yet
Annoyed mother - 100%
*hugs*
Eh jeune! Toi et ton vasiline va aller voir Jenny? - Christine et Paul
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CityKat - 9:40 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
Saturday, November 27, 2004
Update
Okay so today was entirely unproductive for me but productive for my mom. Oh, and if I make up any words - it's me and I'm tired!
Total tech project done - 0%
Total Géo project done - 0%
Room cleaned - 40%
Mom pleased - 0%
Total number of village tiers - 4 (plus the mountain)
Total number of tumbling piece - 0 for now...
*hugs*
Dammit I have to work tomorrow then do a whole tech project. And I still can't figure out how to get distance without sacrificing power!!!
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CityKat - 10:02 p
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(3) Lost In The Void
Friday, November 26, 2004
Circus Act
Okay, so somehow this weekend I have to play good child and visit with family and help around the house and play mommy's pet which would normally take about a week, but I only have three days. PLUS I have a tech project to design, build, re design, fix etc... I never could juggle anything!
*hugs*
Life is something to do when you can't get to sleep. -Fran Lebowiz
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CityKat - 10:06 a
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(1) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Go away!
Okay, I just extinguished enough flames. If the purpose of you posting on my blog is to flame someone else, or to bitch or to rant, go somewhere else and do it! I will not be the mediator of a battle zone. I want to thank Jesse for avoiding that very situation and continuing his post on his own blog.
Now, it was wrong of me yesterday to even mention Jesse's name, and normally I wouldn't have. However I had just read Regan's blog and was slightly upset with him. So Jesse, I'm sorry this ever started as it was my first two posts that started it all. I'll go hide in a corner now. But remember as much as we piss eachother off I'm still here if you need me.
*hugs*
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CityKat - 6:35 a
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(2) Lost In The Void
Monday, November 22, 2004
Lost in the Crowd
Well last week's fire have been extinguished - thank the Goddess. However that means we're all back to worrying about school  . A few people are still lighting new fires (*cough*Jesse*cough*) however they're looking for attention and a fight. And a few others are still working on the old ones so hang in there. I love you all. Currently there's another pot being stirred and I don't know why, so it's driving me crazy. Oh well, I'll live and I'll smile.
For those of you who were shooting me wierd looks at lunch, don't worry. And for those of you who take after Lex, when I say I'm looking for someone because they're missing, it's not just my sense of humour. I like to keep tabs on people, especially when they're having a rough time, so if I'm looking for them I probably just want to make sure they're okay. Don't worry about that.
*hugs*
Men who have a pierced ear are better prepared for marriage - they've experienced pain and bought jewelry. -Rita Rudner
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CityKat - 12:41 p
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(3) Lost In The Void
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Stupid Me
I should really stop with the procrastiation thing. It leaves me with too much work. I have three reports to write, a bunch of physics questions to complete, and a project to plan - and that's only tech! Oh well. My hot tub will save me.
Sorry for not coming last night guys  By the time someone go thome I could bum a ride off of it was 730 and I was still in Lively. Really wish I could've come though!
*hugs*
*brushes neck* Dammit my hair's missing again!
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CityKat - 7:57 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Friday, November 19, 2004
*snore*
I'm really tired right now, and I have a pile of work to do this weekend. I still don't know if I can go to the show tonight - which sucks. Mom'll probably say no because it runs too late.
I've come to the sudden realization that I"m completely detatched fromt he outside world... I currently am in a circle of about four people. It sucks. One of them is gone today, one of them is out with someone else, and the last is in class... So I'm bored stiff. Oh well.
Hee hee, this is my third spare today, I wonder what the point of coming to school was - especially as the only class I had was Chenier's. French spare was sorta fun... Not really though, I was tired and needed to be around people. However I lost a bunch of mini-pseudo-fights with Court.
Soooo bored... Matantes dying my hair again tomorrow - I wonder what she's gonna do this time... I'm her guinee pig. She randomly told Mom that it was time for Grandma and I to come into the shop.
Well I'm gonna go now... As this is only making me more bored than I was already.
*hugs*
Let's be childish!
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CityKat - 2:24 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
Thursday, November 18, 2004
Left or Right?
Okay, I know I haven't updated in a while but I've had nothing to write about. I like to post things, not just updates on life, but I've finally given up and I'm posting again... Finally.
This week has been really long, and there's still one day left in it. *hugs* to everyone! Expecially if you go to Lockerby and aren't Jesse (he's just too apathetic to join in). For the rest of the world - the LCS gang has chosen this week to blow up. Not just random emoness, but really blowing up.
If any of the Elite reads this - hang in there. *hugs* I love you, and I'm annoying so I'll always come back. Stick together and talk things out with one another, it'll prove it does miracles.
And you, Guardian Angel, keep fighting. You hold us all up at times, I know you've been there for me lately. Keep smiling, pass the smiles on. Both hugs and smiles are necessities of life, as much as some might liek to argue. Holf strong and pass them around, you'll see that with them people will start to see the good, that they'll calm down, and that they'll fine within themselves the power to learn and solve their problems. We love you, but that doesn't mean you need to take all the problems we throw at you, let us carry our own weight sometimes, and let us carry some of yours as well.
To those others who laugh and skip and hop and hug and smile and joke and help along side Sidekick and myself; Thank You. I owe you millions, and yet no amount of money or treasure could repay this debt, for the heart has no price, and neither does it's love.
I love you all
*hugs*
It's hard to have fun without getting dirty. Anyone in for a mud fight? Or how about baking?
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CityKat - 2:40 p
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(4) Lost In The Void
Monday, November 15, 2004
*hugs*
Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We always know that there's tomorrow
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me
So just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to make it
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to make it
Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
Lean on me...
*hugs*
I love you all.
If you need a friend then I will come, there's plenty more where I come from.
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CityKat - 11:11 p
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(3) Lost In The Void
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Yay!
Okay I've decided that it doesn't matter whether or not my tech project works. Only that I've completed it to my designs before midnight tonight and all by my self. It doesn't seem too hard, but the night's still young.
Sorry I had to leave last night guys... Hope you had fun without me. And heres another happy birthday to the Alexs.
*hugs*
Hi Ho Hi Ho it's off to work we go!
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And after breaking it (my project) at least three times, I'm in the middle of repairing it yet AGAIN. Good news - it's in one piece. Bad news - It doesn't move. Something about not being able to find my elastics... Oh well. You know what sucks? Having the workd at your fingertips, literally (keyboard and net), and having your priorities set so that you stop yourself from siezing it. Damn tech.
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Okay after much country music (I've had my tv on CMT all day), and a few hours I have no confidence what so ever that my project will work tomorrow. In fact if I don't touch it I know it wont. However I have confidence that if I were to work for another four hours tonight I'd get no further than I am now. And I'm far enough to be happy with myself. Yay! Now I"ll start to shoot these good thoughts down because I haven't touched anu of my other homework or the report. Dammit. I shouldn't have gone to the party... Stupid stupid me.
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CityKat - 5:25 p
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(3) Lost In The Void
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Moving Down
I need to go back home. I need to add another name to my list of dead. My own.
I don't exist anymore to you, you hide everything from me. I need to go home, to where I'm wanted, where I'm welcomed, where I'm needed. I don't belong here. No one wants me, no one wants to hurt me, no one shares my pain. You couldn't imagine it.
Don't bother trying. Give in, you won't get through.
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CityKat - 9:42 p
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(4) Lost In The Void
Goddess Protect
Lots of people are upset today because of the lack of assembly, or really anything more than a ceremony over the PA. I'm not about to argue with it, it's a giant disruption to create an assembly for the whole school - though yes it is reason enough to cause a disruption. However this school does have a lack of respect as far as honouring the dead goes. I've never seen the flag at half mast unless someone (a student) asked it to be lowered and the PA ceremonies are sort of dumb.
God keep them safe our heroes of yesterday and tomorrow. Victor McConnell. Ernie McConnell. Chrsitopher Robidoux. John Robidoux. Fred.
May we always remember the lives that war has cost us. May we always remember the smiles that victory granted us. May we always remind ourselves that in war only one team wins, when in peace our race wins. We are but one race, may we live in peace.
*hugs*
In Flanders Fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.
We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.
Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.
- Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae
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CityKat - 11:22 a
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(1) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Cookies!
Okay so my cookies are running out fast. Uh oh. I'm using them to ignore the fact that my project's not done. I almost cut my hand off so I figured I"d stop for the night. Not like I got home until 830 so I didn't start working very early. Oh well, I'll be up unitl like midnight finishing it tomorrow. And we're not in class tomorrow so I can't test. *eats another cookie*
If I've said anything to upset/annoy/depress you on here in the past few weeks - I didn't mean to hurt you! I know I've done it and I can see how I've done it. But I didn't intend to hurt you by saying it, I meant to make another point.
Dan - you have to fix my computer!!!! Hmm... Need free time... Maybe the weekend after this one? Or two weeks from then... I dunno. TOO busy. Apparently Tara and Ash are going to decapitate my mother if I don't go down for a week during the Christmas break. Eek . Soo busy...
Friday - recipe stuff comes in, tech project due, going to Regs' after school.
Saturday - chores, design report, other homework.
Sunday - Work.
Monday - band, tutor, school (brother's birthday)
Tuesday - band(*2), school, scouting meeting
Wednesday - band (*2), schol, beavers
Thursday - boredom
Friday - Play at Sud Sec
Saturday - Nothing yet
Sunday - work
Week - dunno
Weekend - village rising
Week - same old
Weekend - Ali's up possibly
Week - dunno
Weekend - chocolate making
Monday - my birthday
Tuesday - Steve and Chelsea's birthdays
TOo much thought from then on...
*hugs*
It feels like Christmas - muppets!
Psst! Happy birthday Alex!
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CityKat - 9:52 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
Monday, November 8, 2004
Non!
Jsuis pas mignon!!!!!
*hugs*
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CityKat - 9:59 a
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(5) Lost In The Void
Sunday, November 7, 2004
Banish the day when sparkling silver blocks out tarnished gold.
Okay so I've messed up. I'm sorry is messenger's an ass. I'm sorry if you're an ass. If I'm not online right now it's probably because you're not one of the like 7 people not blocked on my list. Congratulations if you're not blocked, clearly I think you might be able to help pull me through this. You're the closer friends I have, or Gigs - who is blameless as she's too far away.
So evidently I'm failing at this whole living thing. So I'm going to lock myself ina corner and cry myself to sleep now. You seem to only see one side of the problem, funny, me too. It's pity the only side being seen is the one where I'm to blame. Clearly if no one sees any other sides it's because they don't exist and it's soley my fault.
I'm sorry I messed up again. I'm sorry I'm not an angel. I'm sorry I didn't meet your expectations. I'm sorry I'm useless. I'm sorry all I do is cause pain and suffering.
I'm sorry. You may not believe me, but my teddy bears do. They still care. They're the only ones who ever see my tears, they're the only ones who understand. I mean, what are friends for, if not to leave when you need them most.
Banish the day when sparkling silver blocks out tarnished gold. Oh I'm sorry... That was inappropriate of me... To think that I could ever be associated with silver and gold.
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CityKat - 10:53 p
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(12) Lost In The Void
Plan Ahead
Okay, I know my mom wants me to plan things early, but I figured thinking about my birthday over a month in advance would count. Maybe not.
I get in the car this morning and am explain the whole Ruckers thing to mom, thinking it might not be a bad idea for Josh. However apparently Matante Carole called and they had agreed upon a joint birthday for the 5 youngest cousins (Lucas, Josh, James, TJ, and myself). Her sole question to me "you didn't have anything planned did you?" No you numbnut, it's over a month before my bithday. However it Is my 16th birthday and I was thinking of something fun for once, not like that's ever happened. Oh well, plan my life for me again. Yay! My answer "no, a family outing sounds fine." Of course sweet sixteen parties aren't ever supposed to happen.
*hugs*
Come with me where the fire burns bright, you can even see by the candle's light.
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CityKat - 2:35 p
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(5) Lost In The Void
Saturday, November 6, 2004
Might as well sleep my life away.
Hmm… My brother’s birthday is coming up and he wants a family party. He’s suffering from a lack of friends. Any idea where I can take him? My parent’s want to bring him to Kitchener, but who wants to spend their birthday driving and visiting with relatives?!? Not me.
Speaking of birthdays, there’s a little over a month until mine… I should start working on my mom. I have two perfect birthday scenarios. They’re quite close actually, as they both involve sleepovers and waffles. The first would be all my girls sleeping over, all of them. Tara, Ash, Ali, Sara, Regs, Kyla, Tindall, Seline, Ry, Alex… All of them. Stay up with chick chat, watch a few movies, chat some more, chocolate fondues (no spilling the chocolate on the rug this time!), waffles in the morning, and movies (no Michael Jackson). The other would be the gang, including the guys. Less chick chat, more chatting about chicks, and less movies more fun. But same idea. However the first would be impossible, as four of my girls can’t come. And the second not happening as my mother would flip. First off – too many people. But before whe got to thinking about number one – guys.
Oh well, maybe I’ll just skip my birthday this year… would be easier than planning yet another birthday. Or maybe another failed camping trip as a birthday party (only 6 months after my birthday).
Either way, my dreams are either too far away or lost in my mother’s lack of trust in me. Oh well. I survive don’t I?
*hugs*
The perfect present is never seen. For it lies in the love, trust, and friendship of those surrounding you.
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CityKat - 11:28 a
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(3) Lost In The Void
Thursday, November 4, 2004
Runaway Friend
If wishes came true, right now I'd be back home. Tara and I would be skipping class and out hiking or swimming, or shopping. I'd be with my one true friend. Sure Ali's my best friend, but we fought, and when we fought we stopped talking to each other. And Ash, well she's my best friend too, but she's not the same. Tara's been with me through thick and thin, we've stuck by each other. Now it's gone. My life was finally right and now it's hell again.
Sure, I have a great boyfriend and my friends are awesome. But it seems the better I think my life gets, the worse it really does. The bullying is back, it took me 7 years to get rid of it, and now it's back. Sure, let's ruin all the happiness I've gained, how far I'd gotten away from the girl who ran to the corner and cried.
The rumours are back, and the fights. I can't seem to keep a friend. Ever. I loose them all. They don't stay close. I only cause pain, and suffering. Sure I can help, but I probably had a hand in causing the problem to begin with!
Damnit, I need a timemachine. Darien where's your fridge when I need it??!?
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CityKat - 1:20 p
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(9) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, November 3, 2004
Merci
Qu'est ce que je vous ai dit aujourd'hui n'est pas quelque chose que le monde sachent. Ni Tara, ni Ali, ni Ash sait. Seulement vous deux et les personnes qui on entendu par accident. Mais en tous cas, merci. Toi, tu n'as pas me pousser a parler et m'a donner un coup d'oeil puis changer de direction. T'es une meilleure amie pour toujours. Et toi, merci mon cher. Merci pour demander si je voulait parler, mais non, c'est dans le passer. Si en temps je veut parler je sais maintenant que t'es là. Et en fin, se soir était un soir de bataille moral. J'ai perdu celle du passer, et celui du présent.
*hugs*
Merci
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CityKat - 10:26 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
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