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Pour l’esprit de vos enfants,
Pour la vie et nos enfants,
Déesse je vous en prie.
Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière,
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Vous qui nous avez gardés
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et
La méchante.
La méchante, lui qui nous mange,
Lui qui noircir la vie,
Né du naïf narcotique,
Narcotique de l’esprit.
Narcotique qui est la haine.
Déesse je vous en prie,
Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs,
Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents.
On tombe, Déesse,
Comme l’étoile des ciels.
Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole.
Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs,
Et laisse passer la nuit,
La tristesse,
Les larmes dans nos yeux.
Vous qui nous avez gardés,
Nous gardes encore.
Aide-nous Déesse,
Les sourires nous attendent.
Les étoiles, les esprits contents.
Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous
A trouver nos sentiers.
A trouver nos esprits,
Nos esprits contents.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Je vous remercie Déesse.
With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there.
Email Me
Battle Fields
All the Riches Buried There
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Friday, December 31, 2004
Happy New Year!!
I'm sooooo tired, this whole midnight thing isn't working... only 11 minutes to go! 12 hour shift was fun... but long. Nikole's pregnant!!! Hee hee... I pity her babies.. (twins).
OMG! I don't know if anyone's seen pictures of the tsunami... but it's horrible! Before and After And to boot the torrential rains are ruining the releif efforts. Mother Nature's way of welcoming us to 2005 I guess...
Anyway, I'm running on 4 hours of sleep... I think it's time for bed... *starts wishing there was someone she could call at this insane hour*
*hugs*
Dust Bunnies - Science North's favourite inexpensive house pet.
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CityKat - 11:48 p
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*yawns*
Soooo bored! The science center is dead today, and I'm here for another 8 hours... Somebody come save me!!!! Bonus to being here that long - I still don't know what I'm doing tonight... None of my supervisers are in! And to boot none of the staff know what's happening... Anyway my lunch break ended ten minutes ago... I guess I'll get back to my floor...
*hugs*
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CityKat - 1:57 p
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
Boredom!
Thanks Ali!!! Hee hee... Soo many things to know...
I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!
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CityKat - 10:36 p
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Monday, December 27, 2004
Snow...
Okay, note to self - geocache with boots on that actually keep your feet warm. We sooo cheated on this one! People were there yesterday and left snow tracks for us. Hee hee.
*hugs*
Let me be the candle to hold the flame of hope, when your own hope dies.
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CityKat - 9:43 p
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Sunday, December 26, 2004
Two birds with one stone.
This works so well you realize! You ruined my childhood and now you’re messing up the childhood of kids who aren’t even your own! Would you just go away and leave us be! We don’t need your sense of justice, or your sense of urgency. We have all the time in the world, let us be kids. Don’t embarrass us, then beat us up because we’re crying in our rooms. Don’t beat us, then tease us because we lost, because we now bare the scars you created.
What’s worst, is that you made me live through these years of torment. And now as you torment others you scream in my face when I tell you to stop. You flaunt the fact that the other adults, who failed to respond to my yelling and crying and pleading for help, now fail to respond to his. And why? Because they’re scared of you. They don’t want to get in the way. But no, I’ll respond to his SOS. I’ll scream back.
And every time it ends the same. The same bruises. The same scars. The same tears. The same guilt and doubt and hatred. And it wasn’t even me you were teasing. This time I just got in your way. And yet in the end I still have salty tears running down my cheek. In the end it’s all the same to you. Just another bird down.
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CityKat - 9:06 a
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Gosh Darnit... Stupid Days.
And yet another white rose falls rises out of the ashes.
RIP Mononcle, je te souviens. Meme qui je te n'a pas vu qu'un seul fois. Nos coeur mononcle.
*hugs*
There's no snow!
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CityKat - 7:44 a
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Saturday, December 25, 2004
Merry Christmas!
Hmm...I think I've lost scene it like ten million times now... It's Disney movies! I shouldn't be loosing! And somehow I won the trump game... Hotels are useful things.
Ride this morning sucked. PUs woke me up at 6am and told me to be in the car by 615... We didn't leave until 7, in all reality. Five hour drive here... Definition of "Here": Where there's no snow, no friends. And where you're annoyingly close to your friends, but still too far away. stupidness.
Still nto sure if I'm leaving for Kingston today or tomorrow... Who knows. People are still trying to get me to be girly... Manicure sets, nail polish, hair things, random things that look funny and I couldn't name... PLayed with the kids mindstorms all yesterday, made me feel like I was two, but I could make it beep! (ha ha lex, you messed it up! click 'no'!)
Anyway, I've got to get running... Tables to set, games to play, cousins to bug.
Hope you all had a great day!!!
*hugs*
Always and for ever.
"'Girls are like phones, we like to be held and talked too, but if you press the wrong button you'll be disconnected!'" - thanks Genie!
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CityKat - 6:36 p
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Friday, December 24, 2004
Merry Christmas!!!!
Hee hee, went to the farm today. It's been too long since I've eben on a hay wagon, but it was too cold to go today  . It's also been too long since I've sat in a room full of family and friends and just listened to the chorus laughter and the song of an old guitar. The old farm used to be sooo much fun, it seems technology has taken those treats away from us though. It's a pity my children will never know these wonders. The wonders of a well sung song, or a christmas carol. The wonder of a hay fight on a moving wagon, or of driving the team when you're five. The wonders of Christmas time.
Here's a question to all you people - which do you prefer... The remixed carols recorded by your favorite artists, or the carols you sing yourself with family?
*hugs*
Happy D.O.G.G.W.A.R.S. (Day of gift giving without any religious segnificance) - Nathan
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CityKat - 11:56 p
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Stupid Christmas
When I said all I wanted for Christmas was happiness and to go to Milton this isn't what I had in mind... Driving through Milton without stopping on Christmas day isn't my idea of being nice... rather of taunting and teasing. But I have no choice now do I? When I said I wanted to banish the sorrow that seems to be lingering over most of us, I didn't mean I wanted to create that sorrow first!
Fuck... I should just let go and forget.
*hugs*
Plus je regarde les hommes, plus j'aime les femmes. - Brandon
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CityKat - 7:03 a
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Monday, December 20, 2004
Urg
I need to stop being selfish. I need to stop wanting more than love. I need to stop wishing my life was more. I need to stop being selfish.
EDIT - Currently wishing I could slam doors or drown in tears. But anger keeps the tears at bay, and reality keeps the doors silent.
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CityKat - 4:20 p
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Thursday, December 16, 2004
~*throws pillow*~
Note to Charlie - it's Kelly, Jill and Sabrina.
If ever you question it, it will always be forever and for always.
*hugs*
Love you all.
Shattered pieces follow their leader.
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CityKat - 7:35 p
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
I'm sorry. :'(
Cry myself to sleep at night, refuse to look into your eyes.
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004
*hugs*
I love you all. I know I've not been great to some of you, and I've put you to the side lines while I'm with other people. Forgive me. I know how hard it must be for you to be shoved to the side, but it's easy for me to do. If I'm able to shove you to the side it's because I believe in you and your strength to hang on until I return; it's not because I don't love you.
How about we all stay in one piece this week, and at the end of the week we'll see if we can take it one step farther?
*hugs*
If she's not allowed to beat herself up neither are you!
P.S. Okay... I have no clue what I"m doing about Christmas presents... I sooooo don't want any this year. But presents for people. Eek. I'll probably end up doing the give them their present sometime between December 25 and June 25 thing again... Fudgesicles.
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CityKat - 7:13 p
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Monday, December 13, 2004
Eek!
I'm old... 
*hugs*
"Belleau Wood"
Oh, the snowflakes fell in silence
Over Belleau Wood that night
For a Christmas truce had been declared
By both sides of the fight
As we lay there in our trenches
The silence broke in two
By a German soldier singing
A song that we all knew
Though I did not know the language
The song was "Silent Night"
Then I heard my buddy whisper,
"All is calm and all is bright"
Then the fear and doubt surrounded me
'Cause I'd die if I was wrong
But I stood up in my trench
And I began to sing along
Then across the frozen battlefield
Another's voice joined in
Until one by one each man became
A singer of the hymn
Then I thought that I was dreaming
For right there in my sight
Stood the German soldier
'Neath the falling flakes of white
And he raised his hand and smiled at me
As if he seemed to say
Here's hoping we both live
To see us find a better way
Then the devil's clock struck midnight
And the skies lit up again
And the battlefield where heaven stood
Was blown to hell again
But for just one fleeting moment
The answer seemed so clear
Heaven's not beyond the clouds
It's just beyond the fear
No, heaven's not beyond the clouds
It's for us to find it here - Belleau Wood
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CityKat - 10:55 a
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Thursday, December 9, 2004
*DANCES*
I found it!!!! I found it!!!!!!  I found it!!!! *dances* Yay!!!!
*hugs*
Droit devant soi on ne peut pas marcher bien loin.
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CityKat - 9:36 p
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Wednesday, December 8, 2004
Steal the Patchcords and hook up the Dog Collars
Goal #1 - No killing people. Successfully completed.
Goal #2 - No breaking down. Successfully completed.
Goal #3 - I don't remember. Successfully completed.
Goal #4 - No murdering PUs. Successfully completed.
Goal #5 - Avoid guilt trips and say sorry as often as possible. Not completed.
OMG!!! I really hate spending the day in uniform!!!! Urg! I look awful, I feel the same way... Ewwy!!!!  yuck! We messed up!!! The only thing saving us is that the audience doesn't have a score.
Hee hee... I saw Joey... I don't think Meggan came... But I couldn't stay after so I couldn't actually meet Joey. Damnit! I'm sooooo sorry I couldn't stay and help clean up!!!! I'm sorry!!!!!! I will next time, promise!
Reminders for tomorrow -
1. Cellphone - Lex.
2. Shirt - Regs.
3. Hat before it gets stolen - snowman.
4. Return Sanity - Danny and Regs and Court.
Thank you soooo much for helping Danny!!!! You're an angel. And someone give Brock a hug, he was here at 745 this morning. And thank you Regs and Court!!!! You're angels!!! Oh! And Kevin!!! Thank you all!!!!
Goal for tomorrow - don't kill Lesk.
*hugs*
The party bone's conencted to the stayin' out all night long.
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CityKat - 10:03 p
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Tuesday, December 7, 2004
The sun'll come out... today!
Yay!!!! I get to meet Joey *dances*. And I get to see Meggan again!!!!! Sorry hyperness. Anyway, the concert's going to rock, even though we're going to suck.
Hee hee Mrs Lesk turned all the Seniors (except me because I magically escaped it) into precussionists... Fun fun.
Chocolate!!!!!
*hugs*
Killer Statement!
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CityKat - 9:41 a
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Sunday, December 5, 2004
 Emoticon Update:
Dan has now done as he was asked and updated CityKat's emoticons as well as create her own emoticon translation page, shown here. I hope you enjoy.  .
Luv ya. 
 Cr0magnus
Take Care!
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CityKat - 10:21 p
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The curse of wisdom is that when you find it you're too old to remember it.
We find hope in knowing that there is life after death. But is there really? What if there’s nothing there? What if we go through the senile and darkened days of old age with nothing to follow. What if the tears our sons and daughters shed over our frail conditions are for nothing. Why do we do this to them? Can’t someone just end the suffering of the old and in turn the sadness of the young? I don’t understand!
Day by day they wander lonely halls. No cheerful laughter of young hearts, no merry wishes of newly weds. They wander the solemn halls of nothingness surrounded by other who are as frail and helpless as themselves. Those who live on Death’s doorstep and are waiting for their invitation to join the loved ones long gone. These poor souls are the last of their generation, they’re haunted with the memories of all of their loved one’s passings, of accidents, and things gone wrong. But it doesn’t end there.
It’s not enough to punish them with gloomy hearts and frail bodies. We take away their memories. So that day by day they relearn the passing of their children, every hour they look anew for the husband long gone. We torture them with half lives, they don’t even have the happy moments of their lives to liven their grey hearts. Tortured souls locked in frail bodies.
I see them day by day, I meet them crying because they are lost. Lost in their minds and in their realities. They can’t remember where they live, they don’t recall happiness. The salty taste of tears is new to them and the only thing they know is that it will end.
I hope the Goddess ends their punishment before it’s unbearable. For such is the life of the old to wonder about things past present and future. To wander knowing all that’s left in life is death.
And us, the young, we continue to look past the darkened days they live. We continue to ask if there is something beyond death. Maybe some day we will learn better, we will learn that making the passing of the old as enjoyable as possible is better then wondering about our own. That living life and finding out for ourselves will bring more answers then asking the graves of those who have lived.
*hugs*
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CityKat - 5:09 p
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I'm Sorry
What is it with me? Have I just chosen to be depressed and moody? I don’t understand why I’m putting myself through this torture, and yet I realize I’m doing it. And I continue. I test my friends, I question my love, I debate life, I fight with darkness. And I never win. No one wins. It’s always a draw. Forcing my ever persisting sadness to continue.
I don’t know what to think of myself, what to do with myself. I know I must continue to smile, continue to live. For this thing I’m experiencing is life, and if I don’t live it will just end and I’ll never find the solutions to my riddles.
Please forgive my stubbornness, it’s stupid. Please forgive my testing, it’s mean. Please forgive me, I’m being an ass. An ass that’s lost within her own mind and laughing at herself. A girl who can’t find a way out, who wants to leave, but who is comfy right where she is.
I don’t know what to think. All I know is that if all else fails I have my bonds of love and friendship to hold me up, and that I have enough trust and faith to know they will hold.
… I hope.
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CityKat - 5:08 p
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*blows up*
Yeah, great way to start my day! First let my little brother yell at me to wake me up at 6am, I only got home 5 hours ago! Yes, pots make loud noises that normal people can't sleep through, good thing I'm not normal. And yes when you jump on me and I'm sleeping it hurts. Then be an ass and question why I didn't make you breakfast, well you've been up for three hours and the first time you woke me up you were making your own breakfast! Not my fault you never finished cooking. And don't even think of telling me to pile wood!
*hugs*
...Stupid master plans failing all the time...
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CityKat - 10:15 a
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Saturday, December 4, 2004
I feel like the little engine that couldn't.
I've been having a wierd past few days, so please forgive me. However your reactions to me have been amusing as you're not sure what to do or whether to persist.
A few things people haven't clued into...
Don't bother calling to ask if you can come over if it's for my benefit. I won't ask my mother and you'll think you're not able to.
I never turn anyone away at my door.
Persisting doesn't hurt unless I've tried to sack you once already.
I love you all, I just don't remember that some days.
No Scott... I don't remember who told me.
*hugs*
I love you... I really do...
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