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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS

Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links

Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It�s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It�s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!

Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links

Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?

Pour l�esprit de vos enfants,
Pour la vie et nos enfants,
D�esse je vous en prie.
Pour vos enfants captur�s sans lumi�re,
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l�amour.
D�esse je vous en prie.
Vous qui nous avez gard�s
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et
La m�chante.
La m�chante, lui qui nous mange,
Lui qui noircir la vie,
N� du na�f narcotique,
Narcotique de l�esprit.
Narcotique qui est la haine.
D�esse je vous en prie,
Vous, qui n�existe que dans nos c�urs,
Vous, qui est l�amour et les vents.
On tombe, D�esse,
Comme l��toile des ciels.
Aides-nous D�esse, pour qu�on
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole.
Pour qu�on trouve nos c�urs,
Et laisse passer la nuit,
La tristesse,
Les larmes dans nos yeux.
Vous qui nous avez gard�s,
Nous gardes encore.
Aide-nous D�esse,
Les sourires nous attendent.
Les �toiles, les esprits contents.
Aide-nous D�esse, aide-nous
A trouver nos sentiers.
A trouver nos esprits,
Nos esprits contents.
D�esse je vous en prie.
Je vous remercie D�esse.

With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there.
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Battle Fields
All the Riches Buried There

last modified Nov 19, 2005, 6:50 p

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

21 hours and counting!

Montreal in 21 hours!!!

I'm in History class, talking about Valedvictorian duties... Chenier's in a bad mood, the Canadiens lost and the guys in my class decided to bug him about it... Apparently it was a bad game (meaning the scores were probably REALLY close, and they lost to a bad team).

Tara and Ash have a legend among the male students in my class as angels, and among the females as stupid fucking bitches. Why? They're bi. I had two guys ask me to hook them up last period, and it's not the first time! Joey and John - you've clearly got keepers, so keep 'em! Sheridan's the last one I want to see with either of them...

*hugs*

Here's to our wives and our girlfriends! May they never meet. - Irish toast

103275 | CityKat - 9:24 a | (2) Lost In The Void

Monday, April 26, 2004

Stop the room from spinning...

Okay, I'm not sure what's wrong with me. But there's a random sharp pain in my right shoulder - left over from hauling dirt on Friday. My muscles (from my shoulders to my hips) have been randomly clenching and cramping . It hurts. Luckily my foot's not spazzing. Oh ya! And to go with the pain is the spinning. Now I'm not sure if the room is spinning, or if my head is spinning, but things are going in circles. Oh well... Back to History!

*hugs*

The ground is only safe if I don't fall to get there. - Me!

102911 | CityKat - 11:28 a | (4) Lost In The Void

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

x^2 - 2x - 4i = 0

I had a huge long post... but I forget it...

Oh! And those of you who came to school stoned this morning - you're idiots! Not only is the stuff stupid, but you look like idiots when you can't remember when you were in class the day before or not because the room is pink and fuzzy (yes true story).

Note to whoever made the Viking Voices site...
"Welcome to the Lockerby Underground(.) Where the students ar(e)n't afraid to say w(h)at they wan('t) (to) say!" Now maybe if you came to school you'd be able to spell a little better.

Kutsche - FUCK YOU! Sorry I'm running out of patience with this kid. He's probably more immature than the kids I babysit. He can't get enough of sexist, racist, and gay jokes. Not to mention blonde jokes, and he thinks all women bow down to him (he's ugly and an ass, he can bow down to me!)

First he want's people to pity him because he has diabeties. Next he wants to kill all gays. Next it's legalizing pot. Next it's showing up to class stoned and asking all the girls in my first period to screw him. Then saying we were all too scared of his 'abilities' because we said no. Next it was dissing/hittign on my best friends because they're bi, and a little closer than many of the other girls at Lockerby. They come from the city! Then it's on to gays. Then Jews (of which I ave friends), then french (half of my family). Then it's KILL EVERYONE! Why? Just take over politically no need to kill people. 'But blood! death!' You!.

Ya so... I'm killing him soon!

*hugs*

Teenagers aren't as hopless as we think they are! - Mrs Lesk (proposed theme for Spring Concert)

102275 | CityKat - 9:36 p | (12) Lost In The Void

Monday, April 19, 2004

"My brother has one of those!"

OKay everyone! This week is Pitch in Canada week! Guess what that means? I have a challenge, a sad and pathetic one, btu I gave it to my boys and now you get it!

Stupid Challenge - Pick up at least one thing once a day until sunday and put it in the garbage can! Help clean up people, you've made your fair share of the mess!

Now that the stupid challenge is over with... Below are posted poems... 15 of them I think *didn't coutn so I'm probably wrong*. Comment! Whether to say you like, you don't, or be like Ali and give me big long paragraphs to tell me how to change them! (Yes Nathan this is your turn to get me back for the last one.) I'm going to try to fix it so that anyone can comment... Blah... more work!

*hugs*

Let freedom ring, let the white dove sing
Let the whole world know that today is a day of reckoning
Let the weak be strong, let the right be wrong... - Independance Day by someone I don't remember

101812 | CityKat - 9:28 p | (2) Lost In The Void

Beacon of Hope

When the sun sets and nothing lights the way,
This window holds a candle light,
To shine until the coming of day.

When the sun no longer shines,
This candle lights the road,
And never goes out until another lights the way.

When the sun no longer protects its children,
This candle represents hope,
With the moon and the stars there, to light the road ahead, it lay.

And when the sun makes its entrance,
This candle takes a break,
To rest until the road has no one to light the way.

101807 | CityKat - 9:12 p | (2) Lost In The Void

Black and White (White and Black)

Life's wonders; oceans, grass, rainbows
They all have different colours,
None are black nor white.

They; see right and wrong,
Black and white,
No shades of grey, no colours of feelings.

To us the world has no white, it has no black.
It contains the reds of the heart,
The greens of the grasses.

The chance of good, in all things bad,
And the bit of evil, that keeps the good
From straying far.

To us, the people of the world,
White and black are dreams,
They are easy to understand.

Our world is coloured with shades of grey,
With the colours of the rainbow,
The colours of life.

Colours that are confusing, frustrating.
Colours that cloud decisions,
Complicate matters.

Colours that give us hope,
They create love and beauty,
Colours that shine with peace.

They are the stonemasons of our roads,
They lead us down our paths.
They are the answers to the questions, and the
Questions being asked.

101806 | CityKat - 9:12 p | (2) Lost In The Void

Dance of Eyes

As blue as the sky,
As black as night.
Your eyes of darkness,
Giveth no sight.

Key to a heart,
Lock guards it now.
Kings and castles,
Maidens bow.

Domni thrown away,
Stewards tossed aside.
Domnas step away,
A lone maiden doth not abide.

As blue as the sky,
As black as night.
Your eyes of darkness,
Are in her sight.

Walls keep her far,
From treasure buried deep.
Trenches separate her,
She dareth not leap.

Round in circles,
Twine her eyes in yours.
Refusing the masters,
Their love doth soar.

As blue as the sky,
As black as night.
Your love and darkness,
Are in her sight.

Blockades laid with care,
Quickly torn down.
This dark lover,
Layeth down his crown.

Turn by twirl,
In this dance of eyes.
Closer she gets,
Love speaketh no lies.

As blue as the sky,
As black as night.
Your love and darkness.
Are given this night.

101805 | CityKat - 9:11 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Dreams

Somebody counts to four.
We tap our feet to his rhythm.
The sound we next make is but a part,
Of the wonderful chorus of which we are each a part.

Together it is like we can move a world.
Mountains crumble beneath our collective energies,
The wind blows with the force of our excitement.
The whole world is on it�s knees,
Demonstrating but a third of our magnificence.

At least, that�s what will happen.

Right now, were just a bunch of kids,
With a bunch of enthusiasm,
And a bunch of love for music.
Most importantly,
With a friendship that will take us to the top.

Maybe we�re not as good as we hope,
Maybe we�re better.
Maybe we�re worse.
To us, it doesn�t matter,
As long as we�re right here, right now,
Playing with a love for music.
Having fun dreaming of where we will go.

101804 | CityKat - 9:10 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Heaven?

This place I stand in is it heaven?
For the trees are green, the flowers in bloom,
The animals free, and still I assume.

I assume this is heaven, but how can that be?
For heaven is of pureness, and this place is of envy.

The trees are just make up, for the sapling they tore down next door.
The flowers� just paint, covering up the chemicals in war.
And the peace� it�s just clothing, over the evil in our hearts.

So if this is all just cover up, for the deeds we have all done,
Then will we ever know?
Will we ever know�

Heaven?

101803 | CityKat - 9:10 p | (1) Lost In The Void

Monarch�s Flight

Lost.

The ferns rise to your coming and gather all around.
The birches praise your arrival and show their truest colours.
Both big and small, the maples crowd, this; your abode.
Joyous with your appearance, the insects flutter and fly.

Confused.

The trees seem to grow, the sun shines brighter, and you know your home is close.
You cannot see from whence you came, the plants do not part.
One monarch lands on the nearest birch to show to you its brilliance.
You cannot see, left nor right; there is but more expanse.

Found.

Your mind wonders; your heart seems true. Home feels but steps away.
The monarch takes flight with the jay, and the sun dulls to your expression.
You have found your way; you know just where to go.
The soft moss greets as you sit in your true place.

Home.

101801 | CityKat - 9:08 p | (2) Lost In The Void

Silver Takers

Sharp metal edges.
Slicing through beauty.
Slicing through time.
Slicing through life.

Sharp metal blades.
Slowly they drain the crystal blood.
Slowly they steal the sun away.
Slowly they kill; one by one.

Sharp silver blades.
Taking one.
Taking another.
Taking by death.

Quick silver blades.
Never missing a being.
Never slowing their speed.
Never stopping to grieve.

Quick silver takers.
Killing the animals.
Killing the trees.
Killing our earth.

Chainsaws.
Cutting.
Killing.
Tearing.
Killing.
Ruining.
Killing.
Punishing.
Killing.

My heart.

101800 | CityKat - 9:06 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Road Block

Where did it go?
The peace of mind.
What will come of it�s parting?

Once, I could�ve cared less,
Once this never would have happened.
Now, that�s all gone.

I�m not the best of best friends.
I�m not the girl no one thinks about.
A block has been placed in my path.

They want me,
And I don�t know what to do.
My mind is uncertain,
My heart is unclear.
My throat is in a knot.

Once upon a time,
A child knew what she wanted.
Now, in the present,
An adolescent is unsure.

101798 | CityKat - 9:05 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Pure Us

We forget.
Forget the present.
Forget the past.
Forget the future.

We drop it all,
Letting all of our worries fade.
We leave it all behind,
Forgetting all of our pains.
We are singing,
Time is stopped.
We let go.

Let go of sanity.
Let go of rhythm.
Let go of leaders,
Of followers.

For this moment we are all that exists,
We laugh, tease, joke, play and time does not move on.
For this space in history, we sing in harmony,
Harmony with our minds, souls, bodies, and still time it still.

We are here.
We are now.
In the moment.
We are us.

Slowly the clock starts to tick,
The past, present, and future collide in our minds.
Slowly time comes back into being,
We regain sanity and rhythm as our leader turns the corner.

Wrought in stone.
Wrought of our souls.
Wrought in our minds.
This moment will always be remembered.

101797 | CityKat - 9:04 p | (0) Lost In The Void

The Future of a Kiss

Don�t regret the past,
His feelings are unknown.
That kiss you did show him,
His smile was in your heart.

The past is carved in stone,
But the future still lay ahead.
He may just kiss you back,
With your heart in his head.

Be not scared of what you�ve done,
It all must be said.
Why not now with him,
His laugh may be your med.

Don�t regret the past,
His feelings still unknown.
The kiss has been given,
And a new day begun.

101795 | CityKat - 9:04 p | (0) Lost In The Void

This House Was Once A Home

These doors were once swung open,
These windows shouted through.
These floors were once a playground,
These steps a mile long track.

This house was once a home,
This house was once filled with laughter.
This house was once a castle,
This house was once a child�s realm.

These walls once whispered secrets,
The hinges once squealed with excitement.
These pictures once spoke one thousand words,
The lights once lighted stormy nights.

This house was once a home,
This house was once filled with laughter.
This house was once a castle,
This house was once a child�s realm.

These doors now lay still, the windows hear no sound.
The floors feel no children, the stairs have no runners.
The walls have told all their tales, the hinges make no sound.
These pictures now mean nothing, the lights are not on.

This house was once a home,
Now it hears no laughter.
This house was once a castle,
Now no child rules this realm.

101794 | CityKat - 9:03 p | (0) Lost In The Void

This House; This Bed

I sit here on this bed,
In this house.
In this house built by a family,
In this house that has endured time and trial.

I sit here on this bed,
Pondering this house.
Pondering the doings of this house.
This house that has seen children grow to adults,
This house that has seen and heard the marvels of love and joy.

I sit here on this bed,
Thinking of this house.
Thinking of what these walls might have to tell.
Thinking of what stories of love and joy,
Thinking of what stories of children and teenagers these walls might tell.

I sit here on this bed,
In this house.
Pondering.
Thinking.
Writing.
Playing.
Being.

In this house.

Here.

101793 | CityKat - 9:02 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Too Scared To Say

101792 | CityKat - 9:01 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Torn.

Torn.
My heart tells me to cry,
My head orders me to move on.
My dreams tell me to stay,
Reality shouts to me the passing of time.
Lost.
My heart searches for a love gone,
My head knows not what to do.
My dreams all fade to black,
Reality slowly pulls me away.
Confused.
My heart opens to the coming of tears,
My head stays high never wincing to the pain.
My dreams welcome thoughts of times gone by,
Reality forces me to forgive and move on.
Pain.
My heart breaks with your memory,
My head wanders lost in confusion.
My dreams have not their knight to love,
Reality brings forth the pain in my heart.
Silence.
My heart feels not yours to guide it,
My head searches for your smile.
My dreams wait for you to come back,
Reality hides that you have gone.
Torn.

101791 | CityKat - 9:00 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Why Not, Not?

Why do I write this sonnet? Why not, not?
For this thing is boring and annoying,
While I write this, my mind is in a knot,
The lines are trapped, and the words are hiding.
Is it possible? Can I hand it in now?
�My ideas are no more,� that is my excuse,
I wonder, will she fall for it, Mrs. Dow,
My words are tangled and my tongue is loose.
Why not, not? Each line has enough syllables,
The problem is very clear and unsolved.
Two parts and fourteen lines, respectable,
For that�s all that this sonnet has involved,
Why not, not? For I can hand it in now,
All I need to do is give it to Mrs. Dow.

101790 | CityKat - 8:59 p | (0) Lost In The Void

Friday, April 16, 2004

Cardinal Sin

I broke a promise. Not just a promise - a way of life. I never should have said what I said. I never should have done what I did. But it's over, I've broken a promise. The consequences are my own, and I will take them willingly. However when this has blown over, when this is through. Later, when I have earned your trust again. I ask one thing. I ask you, I beg you, to forgive me. I ask you to find a place in your heart to forgive these sour deeds, to forgive my actions, to forgive my heart. I ask you to forgive me. Not now, not yet. When I deserve it.

*hugs*

When all else fails - look cute! - Klepto

101195 | CityKat - 4:54 p | (9) Lost In The Void

Thursday, April 15, 2004

Depression!

Silver Takers

Sharp metal edges.
Slicing through beauty.
Slicing through time.
Slicing through life.

Sharp metal blades.
Slowly they drain the crystal blood.
Slowly they steal the sun away.
Slowly they kill; one by one.

Sharp silver blades.
Taking one.
Taking another.
Taking by death.

Quick silver blades.
Never missing a being.
Never slowing their speed.
Never stopping to grieve.

Quick silver takers.
Killing the animals.
Killing the trees.
Killing our earth.

Chainsaws.
Cutting.
Killing.
Tearing.
Killing.
Ruining.
Killing.
Punishing.
Killing.

My heart.

I'll go have fun in this loop now... Someone come show me around, I'll be here for a while...

*hugs*

If you can't do the math get out of the equation. - Hilary Duff

100950 | CityKat - 5:34 p | (5) Lost In The Void

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Death (No I'm not suicidal!)

I'm too weak to face your eyes,
So how could I dare face your heart?
I'm too scared to let down this 'guise,
So where on this world can I start?

To my friends - I'll always remember.
Grandp�re - Je te n'oublie jamais.
To my family - be gone that pretender,
"I love you" you'll never hear her say.

To the world - let peace reign free.
Children - stay young forever.
To the people - open your eyes and see;
The ties you risk all to sever.

I'm too weak to be my all,
So how could I dare face your heart?
I'm too scared to break down this wall,
So where in this world can I start?

Before my eyes time never stops,
My being never leaves it's rightful mark.
Before my heart love flies by,
My soul is ever so stark.

Before I leave I'll say one last thing,
Mourn me never my friends, few.
Before I go I'll speak one final thing,
My families - I'll always love you.

"I had friends like you who always stuck by me in the storms, who later grew to be my pals, then my family. I've had three families throughout life, the first was my teddy bears who I came home to and told everything, but they don't listen anymore, the second my parents and brother, they were always there, but they built a wall of responsibilities and distrust between us, and the third, the ones who were always there, my friends. You were there to listen and to speak, if I simply needed homework help, or comfort in a bad time. You were there for me and I will never forget that. Thank You." - Letter to Chels.

Begotten in spring was I, a child of winter's wonder. Spring is the season of life right? Only in a fairy tale where never a thing is wrong. But the season of life to those of us blessed with mortality - Autumn. When the famine ends, the children are grown, the harvest ripe. Autumn... so far from Spring... Yet full of life and colour. Autumn so far from my heart...

Automn however, no matter how great the colours, and clear the skys. No matter how plentiful the harvest, nor how delicous the fruit. Is tainted. Tainted with the red of blood shed, the icy grip of winter, the searing brilliance of the sun. The months in which I have cried the most tears have been those withing Autumn's grasp. I have watched people fade before my eyes as they run off with the sprites to wait until their return, only they do not return in the Spring with their merry partners. I have watched things forgotten as it is swept away with the last of Summer's strong winds. Autumn... such a blessed season... such a cold month.

She spoke those damned words, words to which no one can anwer truthfully. "Il te reste 48 heures. Que faits-tu?" Two days. 24 hours. 1440 minutes. 86 400 seconds. What would I do if I had the time? Vicky was given no warning, she was young, too young. Grandp�re - had nothing lef tot do, he was one of the greatest men to ever walk this earth and wore a smile the day his life faded to the shadows. Matante Isabelle (taisez-vous!) - she passed all she was onto her children, now because of her we have many generations of smiling good-willed people, she was one of the best. Grandpa - you still had ties to mend, but even with your passing the fight only got worse. Great Auntie - wonderful, as much as you were McConnell through and through, if only my five-year-old brain could have learned your name.

What would I do? I guess the answer starts with another question. Am I satisfied with my life? Have I done all I can do? Have I done all I wanted to do? In truth all I want to do is in the past, it can't be changed so I won't dweal. However there ARE a few things I need to do, I need to say. A few things I know I shoudl do daily that I haven't ever done, that I didn't even think of doing today. The answer of one person was simply - "We live to die". How true, yet how false. We may live to die, but we live to let live. We live to let live. As the wheat grows, then dies in the feeding of man. A human spirit must grow and die in the giving of memory, of peace, of fufillment, and of completition.

I Love You, you are my friends - my family.

*hugs*

O Great Spirit, hear our song
Help us keep the ancient ways
Keep the sacred fire strong
Walk in balance all our days - Steady as the Beating Drum

P.S. The results of a french class...

100686 | CityKat - 5:19 p | (1) Lost In The Void

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

I want Spring to come!!! Who's idea was it to move the south kid to the north? I mean I'm used to four normal seasons, with a quick Spring change. Well it appears that here we skip the Spring part, and the Sring change takes forever! By Spring change I mean this yucky part where the weather is nice, the plants are still dead and brown, nothing's budding, and the winter silence is still in place... Blah.

I wish I was outside wandering through a green forest... Well one - there's still snow... two - it's brown not green... And three - it's somewhat boring to do in Spring wihtout someone to smile with... Otherwise I'd be out there!

In other news... Well there is none...

*hugs*

I wish outer space people would conquer the Earth and make people their pets, because I'd like to have one of those little beds with my name on it. - Wherever Steeev got it from...

100422 | CityKat - 3:49 p | (5) Lost In The Void

Sunday, April 11, 2004

To quote Steve...

Happy!

100016 | CityKat - 7:41 p | (4) Lost In The Void

Dashboard Paradise

Dum dee doo! It's not my fault I didn't post! It's Ali's fault! Or the third trumpets.... Or Nathan's... Either way not mine!

Dum dee doo went to see a movie last night... Was fun... Amanda and Kyla should soon be gossiping about it, so if I'm not online ask them...

I need to stop going to bed and waking up on the same day in that order.... It's bad for you... Any way gotta go get dressed and call people... Ali says hi!

*hugs*

I've been on a calendar, but i've never been on time. - Marilyn Munroe

99949 | CityKat - 9:09 a | (2) Lost In The Void

Wednesday, April 7, 2004

Pure Us

99389 | CityKat - 9:40 p | (2) Lost In The Void

Tuesday, April 6, 2004

So sorry...

Okay I feel horrid now, because I've been in a bad mood for the past few days, and I'm still really confused, but I think I've done a few people wrong in the past few days... I'm sooo sorry. I really didn't mean to hurt anyone... And as I was dealing with the hurt and confusion in my own heart, I did. I just hope I didn't do too much damage...

Ali comes in 2 days... Woot! Chocolate and RH;MIT and me dying because I'm getting her up early!!!!

Oh!!!! If you read this and you're either coming or not coming... mind commenting to tell me which? To the party I mean...

I had something else to say, but I forget what it was... other than I'm sorry...

*hugs*

Cheerleader Update.
Well most of you have heard about the cheerleader in my math class. Since she's a riot I thought I might psas these on to you, however less funny they are without her attitude or facial expressions...
Mr. Smith - So please make sure you try question 3b, and you have the rest of the period to work on your review.
*ten minutes passes*
Cheer - Are you going to give us work to do or can I leave since we're not doing anything?
Mr. Smith - I asked you to finish question 3b.
Cheer - That was in the homework from like three days ago! I did it this morning...
Mr. Smith - So do your review, like I asked you to.
Cheer - Whoa! You don't need to use that attitude with me! You could've just told us that's what we're supposed to be doing!
Mr. Smith - Okay, so for the third time in 15 minutes... Please do your review if you're done question 3b.
Cheer - What were the review questions again?
Mr. Smith - They're on the board, or you can get them from another student. Please do your work.
Cheer - You're the teacher! Shouldn't you be able to tell me the questions? Not just tell me to get them from someone else in the class!
Mr. Smith - I've put them on the board.
Cheer - WOAH! There's that attitude again! *goes on for ten minutes longer...*

Lead us to a place,
Guide us with your grace,
To a place where we'll be safe. - The Prayer

99179 | CityKat - 5:59 p | (1) Lost In The Void

Monday, April 5, 2004

Call Me!

That goes for Regs, Tara, Kyla, Court (if she wants to), and well ya... I think that's it...

99068 | CityKat - 6:46 p | (1) Lost In The Void

Sunday, April 4, 2004

AfterShock

Where did it go?
The peace of mind.
What will come of it�s parting?

Once, I could�ve cared less,
Once this never would have happened.
Now, that�s all gone.

I�m not the best of best friends.
I�m not the girl no one thinks about.
A block has been placed in my path.

They want me,
And I don�t know what to do.
My mind is uncertain,
My heart is unclear.
My throat is in a knot.

Once upon a time,a
A child knew what she wanted.
Now, in the present,
An adolescent is unsure.

98906 | CityKat - 4:21 p | (4) Lost In The Void

Thursday, April 1, 2004

Silence et l'Amour

Je t'aime. Je ne peu pas te le dire, mais je t'aime. Depuis combien ann�es est-ce que je t'es aimer? Je te l'ai dis, mais je t'ai dis aussi non. Je t'ai dit non.

Il y a un paix quand je te parle. Un paix insurmontable. Je me trouve toujours regarder pour toi, es-tu l�? Puis-je te parler un autre fois? Mais je t'ai dis non.

Je ne regret pas mes actions. Mais je t'aime encore. Peux tu dire a mon coeur que c'est fini? Peut �tre mon coeur pourrait arr�ter si tu le dis. J'ai fini. Mon coeur est fini.

Okay, and for all you english people - LEARN FRENCH! And for Ali, yes my grammar and spelling only get worse from here on in.

I'm thinking maybe I should tell my mom about the party on friday... Just maybe. Oh! And I forget the times... Somebody post them for me! Pwease... *pouts*

Side note - Brad - get over Krystal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's only been a year... You only broke up with HER... OMG!

ummmm.... What else? I had something to say... Ummmm... Oh yeah!

Who's friggin idea was it to make me play the role of Anna Kournikova?!? Not me! Anybody but me! Amanda can I raid your closet? Somebody get me outa this jam! Do they not realise that I'm far from hot, far from pro tennis player, and far from wanting to play her! Grr Hello! Camp girl, not slut!

Okay over it... Wait no I'm not... a;or43pwq5y7w4e9prohfsd Okay now I'm done...

Oh! Fuck you too! (no not you, The Bitch) What the hell?!@? You pick the tv over talking to me? So what, I don't give a shit that Psy Factor is on! I call you every fucking thursday, you'd think for once you'd not be in the shower or watching tv, but no! So go fuckj yourself!

Not over that one...

*hugs*

I am am always ready to learn; but I do not always like being taught. - Winston Churchill

98483 | CityKat - 7:24 p | (11) Lost In The Void