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The Mountain's Secret
My Profile
Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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Pour l’esprit de vos enfants,
Pour la vie et nos enfants,
Déesse je vous en prie.
Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière,
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Vous qui nous avez gardés
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et
La méchante.
La méchante, lui qui nous mange,
Lui qui noircir la vie,
Né du naïf narcotique,
Narcotique de l’esprit.
Narcotique qui est la haine.
Déesse je vous en prie,
Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs,
Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents.
On tombe, Déesse,
Comme l’étoile des ciels.
Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole.
Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs,
Et laisse passer la nuit,
La tristesse,
Les larmes dans nos yeux.
Vous qui nous avez gardés,
Nous gardes encore.
Aide-nous Déesse,
Les sourires nous attendent.
Les étoiles, les esprits contents.
Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous
A trouver nos sentiers.
A trouver nos esprits,
Nos esprits contents.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Je vous remercie Déesse.
With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there.
Email Me
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All the Riches Buried There
last modified Nov 19, 2005, 6:50 p
Thursday, September 30, 2004
Urg!
Apparently the world is falling down aroudn my ears... FUnny it looks pretty damn stable to me. I HATE IT!
Parents are still annoying. Mom says I need to calm down my social life (I have none).
*hugs*
Luck be a lady.
Sit down, sit down, sit down, sit down,
sit down you're rocking the boat.
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CityKat - 9:06 p
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(2) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Stupid Parents...
Wow... We talked pretty much all afternoon... And still had things to whine about. Go us! Anyway, tomorrow should be fun. Hee hee.
*hugs*
Yes, you have to share the cookies.
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CityKat - 9:29 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
Monday, September 27, 2004
English on the outside...
Et en français en dedans.
Man, I'm realising just how bad my french is... Damn notes.
I got to go swimming!!! Okay, so it was only like a foot of water, and I fell in. But it was fun anyway. My bridge was crappy, I didn't have anyone to help, so I asked my Dad and he made me compeltely redesign it. It sucked. It sank.
Tech still sucks, I'm in the middle of a write up - man do I hate tech. Cars??? Golf balls??? I've only heard rumours, but man I'm gonna die.
I'm still a little out of it, I'm not back in the loops yet, but I'm less in my own. I found a new fear I have too, I'm scared of change. I guess I just don't know what to make of it. Thanks for the pillow fights, the shoulders, the kisses, the hugs, and the notes. For those of you still mad at me, or waiting for me to step up to bat, give me a little longer, I've only just found my balance again. And thanks for sticking this out with me, I owe you all. Et toi, ma fille, je te remercira pour toujours!
That's all for now folks.
*hugs*
J'ai peur. Tout change, et j'ai peur. La change est-elle bonne ou mauvaise? C'est differente et elle me fait peur. Je suis effrayer.
[edit] There are some people on this planet who still fail to understand something. Money is the source of all evil and has no prominent part to play in my world. I don't care about how much money or power you have, I will treat you on the same level as I do the bum on the corner of King and Queen. You don't scare me. Hope, love, kindess, friendship and trust are the keystones to my world. If what you want doesn't involve those things than you can forget it. Yes, there are some things in life that don't work with those thigns in mind, and those I deal with in stride, but I don't need your help to deal with them.
This isn't directed to many of you, and will probably be deleted when my mood improves. Sorry I had to do this.
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CityKat - 5:16 p
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(4) Lost In The Void
Saturday, September 25, 2004
Copy Cat
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions.
02. I don't watch much TV these days.
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I have loads of books.
06. I once slept in a toilet. (does bathtub count?)
07. I like playing video games.
08. I adore marijuana.
09. I watch porn movies.
10. I watch them with my father. The hell?
11. I like sharks.
12. I love spiders.
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair.
14. I like George Bush.
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche.
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself.
20. I'm really really smart.
21. I've never broken someone's bones.
22. I have a secret.
23. I hate snow.
24. I drink only milk.
25. Punk rock rules.
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food.
28. I would hate to be famous.
29. I am not a morning person.
30. I wear glasses.
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses.
32. I have potential.
33. I'm pure Japanese.
34. My legs are two different sizes.
35. I have a twin.
36. I wear a padded bra.
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing.
38. I'm left-handed.
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them. I'd comment, but....
40. I don't like horror movies.
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway.
42. People hate me usually.
43. I love pop music.
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight.
45. I hate parking fines.
46. I know the National Anthem of my country by impulsive memory.
47. I know more than two languages.
48. I spend too much time on my computer.
49. I often want to throw out the computer through a window.
50. I live on a ground floor.
51. I don't like chocolate.
52. I'd like to be more original.
53. I've lied.
54. Cocks are my favorite birds.
55. I want to conquer the world.
56. I wonder what happens when you die.
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter.
58. Eat your dog! ...?
59. I love to exercise.
60. I hate chemistry with a passion.
61. I love to write.
62. I like changes.
63. I hate going to class.
64. I am afraid to die.
65. I hate dish washing.
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly.
67. My nails are nine inches long.
68. My favourite colour is Black.
69. I like to sleep on the floor.
70. I am hopeless at cooking.
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this.
73. I am online a lot, but not on MSN.
74. I hate government.
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend.
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can.
78. I don't trust newspapers.
79. I like debating.
80. I live in a lagoon.
81. I clean my room once a month. (not even)
82. I'm scared of American fast food.
83. I am prying open my third eye.
84. I love Mozambique.
85. I don't trust any religion.
86. I used to play with barbies because all the other girls were doing it.
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes.
90. My hair is long and straight.
91. I earn a lot.
92. I don't like spicy food.
93. I keep a blog journal thingy.
94. I can't do cartwheels.
95. I am very lazy.
96. I'm sarcastic.
97. I think my hair is annoying.
98. I'm very sensitive.
99. I love being "ab-normal".
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is light blue.
What about you?
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CityKat - 8:23 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
F.I.N.E.
I hate printers.
I hate meese.
I hate chem.
I hate french.
I hate cardboard.
I hate bad moods.
I need chocolate.
I need ice cream.
I need my bfs.
I need a sleep over.
I need tractors.
I need Snickers' song.
I need a cafe cookie.
*hugs*
True friends don't coddle your weaknesses, they encourage your strengths.
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CityKat - 9:02 p
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(2) Lost In The Void
Sunday, September 19, 2004
I give in.
You guys win. Blame it all on me. It's not like I'm trying to stop you. It's all my fault, has been since June. I don't care anymore... If you don't want the truth - don't ask me. If you're nto willing to work for the answers don't expect me to hand them over... In the end you can just blame it on me and everythign will be all right.
*hugs*
Quillan! Step away from the fridge... -Kyla let him get away again...
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CityKat - 8:28 p
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(7) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Are they really the poorest of us all?
Africa.
In class Mme gave us one word and asked us to tell her what it meant to us. Answers flew. Poverty. Depression, lack of economic growth. AIDS, deasise, plagues. Genocide, revolution. French degredation. Nothing good.
That's not what I saw. That one word brings to my mind a collage of pictures. It shows me a nomadic tribe living in the most beautiful of lands. A strong people that have survived in some of the harshest conditions, who live by their own two hands.
I see a people deservign respect and merit. I see a people who have learned to co-operate with each other, to love, to cherish, and to respect both each other and the land on which they walk. I see a people rich in culture and language.
I don't see the famine, the disease, the problems of the continent. I see their success. I see how a continent thought of as poor is really a collage of the richest countries in the world.
*hugs*
Material wealth matters not in this world I live in. My world is love.
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CityKat - 9:35 p
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(2) Lost In The Void
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Funny Feelings and Rose Petals.
The cold sets in, frost takes over. The last of it's gorgeous snow white petals drift to the earth. Slender and white in a world of sticks and stones. One last petal falls from the fearfull plant, it is no longer beautiful, it no longer will radiate with pureness and joy when the sun reaches it's peak. Instead it will wilt with the oncoming of frost. Die in the horrors of winter. Never to be seen again. That one petal it's last tear.
As the sun rises, it's light chases away the fear of night. On the earth below this everlasting battle a just as increadible force is encompassed in something so much smaller. As the snow white petal lay on the ground that force shows itself, growing beneath the protection of that petal. It shines green with youth and vitallity, demonstrating power with it's sharp thorns. As days go by, and time passes the dying flower that was once a rose, that force pushs aside that petal, wipes away that one last tear.
The birds sing, to no avail, the butterflies come but nothing is there. This simple green bud is but a beginning, no one recognizes it for what it really is, what it will grow to be. And as the one last petal wastes away into nothingness a new rose grows. A rose that will be kept safe with it's thorns, admired for it's false beauty, cut as a symbol of death. A white rose. A new beginning for an old end.
*hugs*
P.S. For those of you lost, a white rose has always signified death to me, I've laid one every time I visit a wake or a grave. A white rose is my love given to what is dead. The rose is love for nothing.
It will happen if you believe in it.
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CityKat - 9:46 p
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(5) Lost In The Void
Saturday, September 11, 2004
White Roses
Gone are the days of childhood,
Come are the days we die.
Regan - call me!!!
*hugs*
A good elader inspires others with confidence in him; a great leader inspires others with confidence in themselves. And then there's me - the bad leader.
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CityKat - 6:28 p
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(2) Lost In The Void
Friday, September 10, 2004
*dances*
Friday + last period = spare! Merci Jésus.
Neeway... Hey look! <-- it's HaileyDuke... I'm amused when people randomly start visitng danchan...
Boo! Did I scare you? Didn't think so...
*jumps up and down*
CityKat out.
Hee hee Jeremy...
lack of quote...
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CityKat - 1:25 p
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(6) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, September 7, 2004
Gone Fishing.
Bad Day. Summary - Break up, email, yelling, Father, mother working too hard, alarm going off too early, horrid chem class, frnech sucks, I hate curve balls. Hope everyone else had better days!  Chin up.
*hugs*
On Earth we are of one race. I am a part of humanity, are you?
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CityKat - 9:07 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Monday, September 6, 2004
A Prayer
I pray to the Goddess of the Elements,
Earth, Air, Fire, Water.
I pray you protect your children,
As you have always done,
And as I pray you always will do.
I pray you teach your children right from wrong.
I pray you teach them how to draw boundaries,
How to find their limits, both emotional and physical.
I pray you teach them to find the easy way
What I found the hard way.
I pray you lend them ease and comfort,
When most they need strength as well.
I pray you lend them songs and smiles,
When most they need a shoulder to cry on.
I pray you forgive them.
For what they have done in the past,
And what they might do in the future.
I pray you forgive me.
May Sun light the way, Earth keep them strong, Hope live in their hearts, Love reside in their souls, Hate be banned with a smile, and Happiness come forth with their presence. May the immortals protect their children.
I thus pray to the Goddess of the Elements,
Earth, Air, Fire, Water. A prayer to
A Goddess,
The Mother,
Our Friend.
*hugs*
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you.
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CityKat - 8:28 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
Friday, September 3, 2004
Thank You
Thanks. I doubt you know who you are, but thank you. Bets are if I know you you're one of the ones I'm thanking.
<edit>
I’ve never been here before,
This is all so new to me.
You seem to have nothing to live for,
You don’t see all that you could be.
In your eyes I see the world,
Held upon a pedestal.
In your eyes I see hope,
Out of sight, your locked up soul.
Funny I wrote that about someone else, and know well it's not about them anymore. It's almost about me. I'm scared, there's no where safe to run. My fear is of myself. I don't know where to go.
amusement - www.danchan.com/weblog/vikingvoice
</edit>
*hugs*
I have often wished I had time to cultivate modesty... But I am too bust thinking about myself. - Dame Edith Sitwell.
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CityKat - 12:08 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
Thursday, September 2, 2004
If you can’t stop thinking about someone, post this sentence in your blog.
Another day of chores. Get to clean the house yet again, oh joy! Going to see Matante to get my hair dealt with today, then babysitting tonight. Still trying to find the floor of my room, it should only take me another few years...
I’m currently wishing I was with Ash in the health room... I have a craving for a punching bag. Oh well, I’ll survive.
Oh! Guess what? ...It’s digital...
*hugs*
The devil can’t make friends with an angel. And an angel you are.
P.S. I GOT TO SEE REGAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
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CityKat - 10:03 a
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(2) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, September 1, 2004
Tug-of-War
My entire being is currently playing tug-of-war with itself, it's not fun. Hopefully it will stop - thank the goddess First Class conversations will start again soon. For the rest of you here's something one of my bestests sent me...
15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
A Minute
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
*hugs*
When all seems lost, look beside you and there I'll always be.
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CityKat - 7:36 p
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(3) Lost In The Void
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