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The Mountain's Secret
My Profile
Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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Pour l’esprit de vos enfants,
Pour la vie et nos enfants,
Déesse je vous en prie.
Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière,
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Vous qui nous avez gardés
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et
La méchante.
La méchante, lui qui nous mange,
Lui qui noircir la vie,
Né du naïf narcotique,
Narcotique de l’esprit.
Narcotique qui est la haine.
Déesse je vous en prie,
Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs,
Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents.
On tombe, Déesse,
Comme l’étoile des ciels.
Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole.
Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs,
Et laisse passer la nuit,
La tristesse,
Les larmes dans nos yeux.
Vous qui nous avez gardés,
Nous gardes encore.
Aide-nous Déesse,
Les sourires nous attendent.
Les étoiles, les esprits contents.
Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous
A trouver nos sentiers.
A trouver nos esprits,
Nos esprits contents.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Je vous remercie Déesse.
With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there.
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All the Riches Buried There
last modified Nov 19, 2005, 6:50 p
Monday, October 31, 2005
Where did I go? Has anyone seen me? I miss me...
My nickname is apt, or at least it was... You couldn't stop me from smiling, the eternal optimist I always avoided the darkness behind the raibows. Now I long for it... Where did I go?
I wake up bright and happy, but it degrades... by lunch I'm emo, by third period I'm silently crying... and it's not just a one time thing... it's everyday... I want to start again... I want to get away from the hell I live in. I love the people dearly, but they are in my hell... and my hell is like my shadow, I can't get rid of it!
I want to start again... three years ago I was kicking and screaming, I didn't want to live. And now... now I want to. How sad must I be to want to leave what I have? Leave these things that mean so much to me, that so many people don't have... and I'll willingly give them up...
where did I go? can I have me back?
*hugs*
no wonder the mocking bird sings
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Monday, October 24, 2005
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a dish I would prepare for you.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. Answer the question in a comment.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal: follow the rules.
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(20) Lost In The Void
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Come back soon.
Not just today... but everyday.
In your arms where I belong... - Material Wealth (me!)
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(0) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Hmm... Air... must remember how to breathe.
Yeah... I'm in rough shape lately... I'm currently seeing triples, my hands are shaking uncontrolably, I can't focus or stay on track, molecular compounds all look the same, french and english might as well be the same language, and I'm in pain...
so yeah...
eek
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CityKat - 8:09 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Ahhh!!!
I've heard that song too many times!!!!! Not only do germans have a week long holiday that is an excuse to drink more than they already do, they have a song after which you must take a shot. Pass the gun...
I'm an hour away from my girls and I can't visit. Twenty minutes from a mall and can't shop. Two steps from death for a few people on hallowe'en and I couldn't enter the store. I'm babysitting teenagers, I'm tired, my homework makes no sense, and I have a test on Tuesday.
Other then that, life's great!
*hugs*
Ziggy Zaggy Ziggy Zaggy
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Friday, October 14, 2005
Thanks Charlie, we hate you now - but we'll always love you!
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(2) Lost In The Void
Thursday, October 13, 2005
*dances*
OMGosh! I'm sooo happy right now! Hell is over, AND Guelph is heaven. OH! And I don't appear to be able to exit the gutter...
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(2) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Wishing for what I had.
I know Jesse was right, like he almost always is, when he said it wasn't my decision in the end. If it was, this wouldn't be what is happening, but I guess every once in a while things don't turn out like you would have liked them. The problem comes when that means that your heart gets ripped out, and your life gets scrunched up and pitched in the trash can. If only I was suicidal this whole wanting to be dead thing would be so much easier...
*hugs*
There was once a map on the floor, but now... Now I think I've taken the elevator to a floor below, a floor with no map.
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(1) Lost In The Void
Sunday, October 9, 2005
I'm sick of them... They don't trust me, they don't beleive in me, they're constantly on my case, and they don't give me an ounce of freedom! Now I realize that I'm probably overreacting - but it's true! I'm so tired of this, I just want to be in charge of myself for once, so that I can prove to them that they CAN trust me, believe in me, give me freedom... But no, if they don't give me the chance I remain the premature baby they brought home from Jersey. And apparently that's all I'll ever be to them. They don't see my efforts because I can't show them, and then they turn around and tell me I'm selfish and make no effort... How much longer will this last for? When can I be me?
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Saturday, October 8, 2005
the results of jazz...
Musical Orientations
Flats are gay.
Naturals are trisexual. Yes, TRIsexual.
Sharps:
A# is asexual
B# is bisexual
C# is a cunt
D# can have whatever it wants
E# is elephant-sexual
F# and G# are gay.
yes, elephants...
*hugs*
How Far - Martina McBride
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Friday, October 7, 2005
Friendship
We will be friends forever, just you wait and see.
- Winnie the Pooh
okay, so I stole it… can you blame me?
Let there be laughter, for in the dew of little things the heart finds its morning and is refreshed.
- James Allen
When friends meet, hearts warm.
- proverb
Everyone hears what you say.
Friends listen to what you say.
Best friends listen to what you don’t say.
- unknown
Together forever, never apart.
Maybe in distance, but never in heart.
- unknown
If you have one true friend, you have more than your share.
- Thomas Fuller
Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.
- G. Randolf
A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
Friendship is one mind in two bodies.
- Mencius
and in our case half a brain 
Life without friendship is like the sky without the sun.
- anonymous
Love is blind; friendship closes its eyes.
- proverb
There is nothing on this earth more to be prized than the friendship.
- St. Thomas Aquinas
True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side but side.
- unknown
A best friend is somebody who knows, every last thing about you, yet still manages like you anyway.
- unknown
Charlie!
It’s the friends you can call up at 4am that matter.
- Marlene Dietrich
Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art, like love. It has no survival value; Rather it is one of those things that give value to survival.
- C. S. Lewis
just survivin’
Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.
- Anais Nin
Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It’s not something you learn in school. But if you haven’t learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven’t learned anything.
- Muhammad Ali
What is a friend? I will tell you. It is a person with whom you dare to be yourself.
- Frank Crane
A friend can tell you things you don’t want to tell yourself.
- Frances Ward Weller
True friendship is felt – not said.
- Mariecris Madayag
I hope we’ll be friends forever, together we’ll always be. I don’t think you understand just how much you mean to me. And one day when we part our ways, we’ll think back to the past. And think about how happy we are ‘cause out friendship will always last.
- Bridget Davis
Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.
- Oprah Winfrey
but… but… I don’t like buses…
And you help each other realize that all the things you want to be… you already are.
- Gretchen Witter
If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.
- unknown
A friend in need is a friend indeed.
- Latin proverb
I don’t remember how we happened to meet each other. I don’t remember who got along with whom first. All I can remember is all of us together… always.
- unknown
I always promised forever and for always…
A circle is round it has no end, that’s how long I want to be your friend!
- A circle’s round (guiding song)
What’s fascinating is that strong friendships exist amid the most cutthroat competitive relationships.
- Lynn Jennings
Only your real friends tell you when your face is dirty.
- Sicilian proverb
We have been friends together in sunshine and by shade.
- Caroline Norton
Hold a true friend with both your hands.
- Nigerian proverb
A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
- unknown
As long as there is a post and the telephone is not cut off, so long as we have things to tell and joys and anxieties to share – we will be friends.
- Marion C. Garretty
Yay for telephones! No… I love YOU more…
In prosperity our friends know us; in adversity we know our friends.
- John Churton Collins
I found real love in girlfriends.
- Tina Turner
In the world of relationships, possibly the most complicated, uncommon, hard to find, hard to keep, and most rewarding has got to be friendship.
- Lauren Bacall
It’s been wonderful to have a best friend who knew me before this whirlwind. Somebody I can go home to. Somebody who knows what’s real.
- Jennifer Aniston
The best mirror is an old friend.
- proverb
We shared many smiles and many tears, we shared all our hopes and all our fears, but if there was one that beat out the rest, the times we shared laughter, were always the best.
- unknown
Friendship is always a sweet responsibility, never an opportunity.
- Kahil Gibran
Long, long afterward, in an oak
I found the arrow, still unbroken;
And the song, from beginning to end,
I found again in the heart of a friend.
- Longfellow
A road to a friend’s house is never long.
- Danish proverb
Friends are the most important part of your life. Treasure the tears, treasure the laughter, but most importantly, treasure the memories.
- Dave Brenner
“let’s go for a walk, I’ll meet you at the swings…” we never did get anywhere.
Friendship is love without wings.
- Lord Byron
The growth of true friendship may be a lifelong affair.
- Sarah Orne Jewett
Don’t be dismayed at goodbyes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends.
Richard Bach
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For all those of you who were booted from Jazz – if you want your spot back, come talk to me… I’ll help you as much as I can, things are apparently changing.
*hugs*
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(0) Lost In The Void
Thursday, October 6, 2005
Save a Horse; Ride a Cowboy
OMGosh, Hallowe'en is going to be fun for the first time ever!
I can't wait for the coming months... they sound promising, and my parents are finally starting to realize that I'm not three anymore.
*hugs*
A tape of my failures playin' inside my head... - Garth Brooks
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CityKat - 8:40 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Sunday, October 2, 2005
White Roses
Letting go... I've always had problems letting go of things. I've always held on until the last possible minute. And I'm doing it again.
This time it's worse though... Normally when I say something like this it's because I can't let go of someone I'm in love with. But this time... this time it means letting go of more than one person... and letting go of people I love.
This time it means letting go of what's left of my heart. Letting go because it's not mine anymore.
Letting go...
...I don't know if I can.
The tears that fall down my cheek seem easier than losing them. They could fall forever and it would be easier.
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CityKat - 8:27 p
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