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The Mountain's Secret
My Profile
Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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Pour l’esprit de vos enfants,
Pour la vie et nos enfants,
Déesse je vous en prie.
Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière,
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Vous qui nous avez gardés
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et
La méchante.
La méchante, lui qui nous mange,
Lui qui noircir la vie,
Né du naïf narcotique,
Narcotique de l’esprit.
Narcotique qui est la haine.
Déesse je vous en prie,
Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs,
Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents.
On tombe, Déesse,
Comme l’étoile des ciels.
Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole.
Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs,
Et laisse passer la nuit,
La tristesse,
Les larmes dans nos yeux.
Vous qui nous avez gardés,
Nous gardes encore.
Aide-nous Déesse,
Les sourires nous attendent.
Les étoiles, les esprits contents.
Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous
A trouver nos sentiers.
A trouver nos esprits,
Nos esprits contents.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Je vous remercie Déesse.
With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there.
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Battle Fields
All the Riches Buried There
last modified Nov 19, 2005, 6:50 p
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Procrastination
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
robe. François-Marie would have non eof it. He lacked all serious-
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
My besdie table.
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV? That I remember?
Stargate SG1
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is.
9:30pm
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
9:31pm - I'm good!
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The hottub.
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
7:50ish, I was getting home.
8: Before you came to this web site, what did you look at?
Jesse's livejournal.
9: What are you wearing?
My scouting uniform, mismatched socks, and my friendship necklace.
10: Did you dream last night?
Yes
11: When did you last laugh?
At Rob... Apparently when you turn 40 you forget how school glue bottles work.
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Whales of Canada poster, Snakes of Ontario poster, a feather, my whiteboard/tackboard and paint!
13: Seen anything weird lately?
Myself?
14: What do you think of this quiz?
It's giving me an excuse to not do homework.
15: What is the last film you saw?
I was watching Spider Man while I was watching Stargate...
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
Of what worth are material possesions?
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I'm acutally starting to think of this pothole as home.
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'd bring back all of the creatures our race has destroyed, and protect them.
19: Do you like to dance?
Sort of... its a complicated question.
20: George Bush:
What about him?
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
I don't know... once upon a time I did... then all my dreams left...
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes, but only if I had constant contact with my friends back home.
*hugs*
only two things...
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(0) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
*counts to ten*
Law school is to be avoided...
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(1) Lost In The Void
Saturday, November 26, 2005
they keep asking me what I want... what do you want in life? what do you want for your birthday? what do you want to do next year? what do you want for christmas? what do you want at the store? what do you want... what do you want... what do you want...
there are only two things in this whole universe that at the very moment I want... I want to go to Guelph, I want to pass, I want to have fun... but none of those are them. I want two things, and those two things can only be given by two different people. One each. And I know that I'll never get either of them...
why can't you see what I want you to see in me?
why can't you see...
what do I want?
it doesn't matter, because I'll never get them
it doesn't matter... because apparently I don't
and so she closes the door and turns on the music, drowning out life she takes a deep breath... and she makes it all go away... she makes it all disappear because she doesn't have time to feel badly, she has to prove herself to you...
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(0) Lost In The Void
Thursday, November 24, 2005
I'm bored! And no, that doesn't mean I'm going to go do chores.
-----------------DESCRIBE--------------- ---
-- YOUR HERITAGE: a mix of everything! On my father's side - Irish, Scottish and Native; On my mother's side - Spanish and French
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Wet  stupid snow
-- YOUR EYES: hazel
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: my inability to change
-- YOUR FEARS: losing those I care about, or my friends/family being hurt
-- ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: to maintain all of the friendships I've managed to keep
-----------------WHAT IS-----------------
-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: What do I have to do today?!?
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: Eyes
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE SAME SEX: ummm... *twidles thumbs* I skip the checking if their hot or not and go straight to seeing if they're friendly... yes... that's it!
-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: I have one?
-- YOUR BEDTIME: sometime between 9 and 2, whenever I run out of things to occupy my mind
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: managing to survive life with my father
-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: being able to lay in a field with my friends and watch for shooting stars while forgetting that anything except that field exists
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
-- PEPSI OR COKE: Pepsi
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: Ewwy!!!!
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: single
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: who cares?
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Vanilla
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Ewwy
-----------------DO YOU------------------
-- SMOKE: No
-- CUSS: I try not to...
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: yes
-- HAVE A CRUSH(ES): yes... *rolls eyes*
-- WHO ARE THEY: ask and I might tell...
-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: I think I've been close to love, I'm not so sure anymore whether or not it was love
-- WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: Guelph!
-- LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: YES! well... not so much highschool but school in general
-- WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: sometimes... I can if I pay attention
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: nope
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: yeah right...
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: my mother yes, most days
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: it depends who's beside me...
-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Saxes Rule!
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------
-- DRANK ALCOHOL: no
-- SMOKE(D): no
-- DONE A DRUG: no
-- HAVE SEX: no
-- MADE OUT: no
-- GO ON A DATE: no
-- GO TO THE MALL: no
-- EATEN SUSHI: no
-- BEEN ON STAGE: setting it up?
-- BEEN DUMPED: no
-- GONE SKATING: no
-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: no
-- BEEN IN LOVE: sort of...
-- DYED YOUR HAIR: no
-- STOLEN ANYTHING: no
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: Yes.
-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: no
-- TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: yes
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: yes... *hides*
-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT?: not really...
-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: yes
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: only as stage crew or speaking
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: no! never...
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: no
-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING? no ( I don't party)
-- BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: no
-- BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": not that I recall...
-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: yes
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: yes
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: I don't fight...
-- SHOPLIFTED: no
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: yes
-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: my own or adopted? No more than five I think... unless they're sponser children
-- DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: the man of my dreams by my side and my friends to help me realize just how lucky I am
-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: being content with my life
-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?: an ecologist, a mother, a friend
--WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT?: Costa Rica then Ireland
-----------------OPPOSITE (or Same) SEX------------------
-- BEST EYE COLOR: doesn't matter, its not the colour but what they say
-- BEST HAIR COLOR: doesn't matter
-- SHORT OR LONG HAIR: doesn't matter
-- BEST HEIGHT: doesn't matter
-- BEST WEIGHT: as long as they fit in my arms
-- BEST FIRST DATE LOCATION: playing at the park, or hiking
-- BEST FIRST KISS LOCATION: it depends...
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
-- NUMBER OF BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS YOU'VE HAD: 3
-- NUMBER OF KISSES YOU'VE GIVEN: haven't counted, but none that I regret - Seline I owe you one!
-- NUMBER OF DRUGS TAKEN ILLEGALLY: 0
-- NUMBER OF PEOPLE I COULD TRUST WITH MY LIFE: 6
-- NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: 0
-- NUMBER OF TATTOOS: 0
-- NUMBER OF TIMES MY NAME HAS APPEARED IN THE NEWSPAPER?: 4 or 5
-- NUMBER OF SCARS ON MY BODY: I'm not counting!
-- NUMBER OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: 3
----------------FAVORITES--------------- ---
-- SHAMPOO: whatever's in my shower
-- FAV COLOR: green or blue
-- DAY/NIGHT: either, normally day
-- SUMMER/WINTER: both
-- LACE OR SATIN: they're both hot, though lace is a pain
-- FAVE CARTOON CHARACTER: Pooh Bear
-- FAVE FOOD: pouts!
-- FAVE MOVIES: RH;MiT
-- FAVE SPORT: Skiing or swimming
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
-- WEARING: t-shirt and my boxers
-- DRINKING: nothing
-- THINKING ABOUT: wondering what tomorrow's schedule is
-- LISTENING TO: Barenaked Ladies - One Week
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
-- CRIED: no
-- WORN JEANS: no
-- MET SOMEONE NEW ONLINE: no
-- DONE LAUNDRY: yes
-- DROVE A CAR: no... apparently I'm not allowed because there's snow
-- TALKED ON THE PHONE: no
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
-- YOURSELF: sometimes
-- YOUR FRIENDS: with all my heart
-- SANTA CLAUS: his magic - yes, him - no
-- TOOTH FAIRY: no
-- DESTINY/FATE: I believe that your destiny is in your dreams
-- ANGELS: Yes
-- GHOSTS: no
-- UFO'S: there has to be something smarter than us somewhere, but no
-- GOD: no
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
-- DO YOU EVER WISH YOU HAD ANOTHER NAME?: no
-- DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND?: no
-- DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?: you've asked this before
-- WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS ACTS THE MOST LIKE YOU?: Regs
-- WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST OF YOUR FRIENDS?: Tara
-- ARE YOU CLOSE TO ANY FAMILY MEMBER?: my friends are my family
-- WHO DO YOU HANG AROUND THE MOST?: Dan and Regs
-- WHEN HAVE YOU CRIED THE MOST: when my grandfather died
-- WHAT'S THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: knowing you are safe because someone will always be there for you
-- WORST FEELING?: losing someone
-- WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?: 9:23
________________________________________ _____________________
+CURRENT+
CURRENT MOOD: bored!
CURRENT MUSIC: The All-American Rejects - Too Far Gone
CURRENT TASTE: nothing...
CURRENT HAIR: up in its ponytail-like thing
CURRENT ANNOYANCE: my life
CURRENT SMELL: like my hottub
CURRENT THING I OUGHT TO BE DOING: studying or writing my essay
CURRENT WINDOWS OPEN: winamp, conversation with Véro, conversation with Seline, 2 danchan
CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE: a desktop I stole from DA
CURRENT BOOK: a research novel on Voltaire
CURRENT JOB: Bluecoat
+DO I+HAVE I EVER+
HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK?: yes
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE?: yes
STILL LOVE HIM/HER: it took me a year and a half, but I think I got over him
READ THE NEWSPAPER?: I have, but I don't regularly
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER?: yes, but only to yourself... if being faithful to yourself means being faithful to your partner then so be it
CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERS?: most of the time
CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE?: no
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL?: no
HAVE A FAVORITE CANDY?: of course!
DO WELL IN SCHOOL?: not as well as I'd like, but yes
WEAR HATS?: I used to...
CLOSE FRIENDS?: Dan, Regs, Tara, Ash, Seline, Lex, Ali
WISH ON STARS?: all the time
LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: no
CARE ABOUT LOOKS?: rarely
+LOVE AND STUFF+
GAY? STRAIGHT? BI? NULL?: Straight
FIRST CRUSH: Nathan
EVER BEEN IN A THING CALLED LOVE?: you've asked this already
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?: no
DO YOU BELIEVE IN "THE ONE?": yes and no
+ARE YOU A+
WUSS: yes
DRUGGY: oh yes... I'm the biggest druggy to ever live!
DAYDREAMER: no... I never dream...
FREAK: nope! not me
DORK: never...
BITCH/ASSHOLE: Of course! when I want to be at least
BRAT: I try not to be
SARCASTIC: never.
SHY: sometimes
TALKATIVE: not a chance, I might as well be mute
ADVENTUROUS: kinda
JOKER: kinda
+LAST+
LAST BOOK YOU READ: Blindness
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW: Macbeth
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: Pepsi
LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: this morning
LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: Ruth
*hugs*
Yay! it's over!
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CityKat - 8:46 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
French Class Debates
Okay, I realize this isn't what sixteen and seventeen year-olds should be debating... but we were! Oh... and don't ask me where this came from...
Scientifically speaking its easier and better for us to have children when we're young. (Now add in my entire class shouting out "thirteen year-old kids shouldn't be having kids, that's wrong!!!) If you actually think about it, it makes sense. The younger you are the better a recovery you will make, of course if you're too young you're going to kill yourself. There's a difference bettwen being young and being a kid! (stupid... stupid girls...)
You've probably all heard about the girls in my French class that NEVER shut up - yes, they talk more than I do... they talk through lessons and stuff, drives me bonkers. Its at this point in time when they all pseudo-simultaneously shout out something along the lines of "I don't want to have kids until I'm at least 35". Does that make sense to anyone?!? Their reasoning was that they wanted to live while they were still young, and that by that point in time while they were getting a c-section they could get a tummy tuck or lipo to deal with the weight they will have probably gained. How stupid is that?!?!
I don't know about anyone else, but to live is to experience that sparkle in a child's eye. That wonder and thirst for the world. How better to live then, than with a child to help you recreate those emotions and those experiences? And as for being lazy - get off your bum and get rid of the weight yourself!
I realize that I've aquired a family habit at far too young an age, every cute kid/baby I see I want to bring home (normally it sets in at about 45... I'm 16). Because of this, and my pure love of children and anything young... its evident that if my life works out the way I hope it will by the time I'm 35 my children will also have a few years to their names.
Growing up I didn't notice how much younger my own mother was than most, she has more stress lines than most... I turn 17 this year... My mother turns 41. She was 24. She travelled alot and I was what I refer to as the "spoiled by absentee parents" children who got whatever they wanted. But when my mom was in town she had the energy and enthusiasm to run around in circles and could always tucker me out before she got too tired. I don't think she would've been able to do the same 5 years ago.
Still... who wants to be 51 when their child's sweet sixteen comes around? I realize that time will tell... But is it really living, or is it putting off your life for ten years because you're scared of growing up? And what's up with the whole using child birth as an excuse for lipo thing?!? Goddess help them  (it's not like they're not toothpicks now!)
*hugs*
I don't love you anymore... - yes you do!
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(0) Lost In The Void
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Stolen from I don't remember who...
You are blessed with the gift of tongues.
You are an extremely friendly person to be around
with, and it's hard to ever hate you. You seem
to make friends with everyone you meet. People
are attreacted to your charm, and can't help
but feel comfortable around you. This also goes
for the animals, who seem to understand your
language as well as you can understand thiers.
Whenever there is a language barrier blocking
your way, you break it down with ease. You know
how to communicate with those who can't speak
your language, and in no time make a quick
friend. Man are you happy-go-lucky!
Everyone has a secret ability. What is yours? (7 answers with pics)
brought to you by Quizilla
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(0) Lost In The Void
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Long over due rambling...
This has been bouncing around in my head since September… Please forgive the sometimes rhymes…
What happened to life? Where did it go?
Why can’t I smile now that it snows?
Why doesn’t a raindrop light up my life?
Why do my friends seem to bring only trouble and strife?
What happened to life? Where did it go?
Why doesn’t the river continue to flow?
Why does this hollow continue to grow?
What happened to life?
Why did it go?
*hugs*
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CityKat - 4:43 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Long time no talk!
Wow... okay, time to update. Then again apparently there are only 5 people reading this now, oh well! The days of Danchan in our gang seem to be limited more and more as of late. Especially as people keep on bringing down their sites or remodeling them.
I don't really have anything to say... I'm just updating...
Oh! I'm down to 14 teddies... :'( It's really empty in my room now...
*hugs*
go home... curl up... do homework... don't die... (I finally got it right Scoot...)
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CityKat - 7:52 p
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(4) Lost In The Void
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Stolen from achillesisdead
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad, or possibly illegal.
When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your journal to see what people remember about you.
This could get interesting... *Waits impatiently for tomorrow* I get to be outta my house!
*hugs*
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CityKat - 9:45 p
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(5) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, November 8, 2005
Winter will be long...
*curls up and waits for August*
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CityKat - 1:45 p
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(2) Lost In The Void
Friday, November 4, 2005
Ignore me, I'm whining again...
Urg! This sucks. I'm an hour away from Ash, and apparently I've made her upset. Tara's an hour away and she would take everything off of my mind. Shar's in pieces and I feel really bad for leaving her... I missed out on plans for tonight, sorry hun. Ky's in rough shape, and I could actually help her this time, if only I weren't so damned far away. And fuck, welcome to teenage drama all over again.
My courses are the only thing keeping me grounded right now... I'm really excited about Guelph, especially for Sunday... But it's being drowned out by all the other stupid crap in my life. And to think at lunch I thought today might just end in me smiling instead of me crying... for once something had gone well if not right.
Oh well... My mother's going to shoot me. My uncle wont stop cracking jokes that i don't much appreciate. My aunt wont stop building up pressure. And well, my father's 550km away (thank the goddess!).
And so the mocking bird sings...
*hugs*
P.S. Oh! And my cell is out of use for a while... It got wet and now it wont turn on...
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CityKat - 9:58 p
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(3) Lost In The Void
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