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The Mountain's Secret
My Profile
Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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Pour l’esprit de vos enfants,
Pour la vie et nos enfants,
Déesse je vous en prie.
Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière,
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Vous qui nous avez gardés
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et
La méchante.
La méchante, lui qui nous mange,
Lui qui noircir la vie,
Né du naïf narcotique,
Narcotique de l’esprit.
Narcotique qui est la haine.
Déesse je vous en prie,
Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs,
Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents.
On tombe, Déesse,
Comme l’étoile des ciels.
Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole.
Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs,
Et laisse passer la nuit,
La tristesse,
Les larmes dans nos yeux.
Vous qui nous avez gardés,
Nous gardes encore.
Aide-nous Déesse,
Les sourires nous attendent.
Les étoiles, les esprits contents.
Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous
A trouver nos sentiers.
A trouver nos esprits,
Nos esprits contents.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Je vous remercie Déesse.
With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there.
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Battle Fields
All the Riches Buried There
last modified Nov 19, 2005, 6:50 p
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Liz's Fault!!!
_-YOU-_
1. What Time is it now? 10:40
2. What is your name? Marie Anne McConnell
3. Single or taken? single
4. What does your name mean? Marie -> Mary -> "virgin mary" ;P
5. Who picked out your name? My Mom... it's my great aunt's name, and my grandma's middle name and my mom's first name...
6. What's your nickname? Smiley, Cruel and Unusual, CityKat... I don't remember!
7. What colour are your eyes? hazel - currently green or black...
9. Do you have an innie or an outie? Innie
10. What size are your shoes? 10 - 10.5...
11. How tall (or short)? short 5'7
12. Honestly what do you like about yourself? me like myself? nah... my ability to smile almost always...
13. What do you always get complimented on? me get complimented?
14. What is your worst quality? I tease people too much
15. Phone Number? 905-876-3302! or at least it used to be
16. Hair colour? light brown naturally... some reddish colour right now
17. Do you wear contacts? nope
18. Living Arrangements? my basement!
__----FAVOURITES----__
19. Favourite Drink? OJ
22. Favourite month? Any one that's far from September and June
23. Favourite Food? pouts!
24. Favourite Board Game? does twister count? 
25. Favourite Web Site? does danchan count? it's my life force some days!
26. Favorite clothing Brand? eh?
27. Favourite day of the Year? Tomorrow... I get to spend time with my friends
28. Favourite colour? rainbow!
29. Favourite Animal? any sort of big cat... or frogs!
_FAMILY AND FRIENDS_
30. Do you have more girl or boy friends? girls right now... but they sort of even out
31. Who's your best friend? Dan, Regs, Tara, Ash, Ali
32. Are your parents together? yep
33. How often do you get together with the family? dinnertime?
34. Do you tell your parents or your friends more? Friends!
35. Anything special about your parents? they're parents who are overprotective...
36. Siblings and their ages? The Kid and 12 I think...
-_YES OR NO_-
37. You're a flirt? just a lil' bit?
38. You're slutty? I like to think not
39. You shave? yes... when I remember
40. You like someone? stay single
41. Do they like you?
42. You can keep secrets? yes
43. You dance in front of the mirror? nope
45. You sing in the shower? sometimes 
46. You liked Britney Spears? nope
47. You've liked a cousin? nope, but my best friend slept with mine!
48. You've been in the opposite sexes bathroom? never! well... okay... this one time...
49. You've seriously hurt someone? I think so... but I hope not
50. You've been hurt seriously? yes
51. You swear? back off slowly if I'm swearing unless you have a white jacket and a padded room
52. You get your way? always and never at the same time
53. You're willing to try new things? *bites tongue*
54. You've cheated on a test? yes, on a spelling test
_RIGHT NOW_
57. What are you wearing right now? t-shirt... jeans... socks... bra's on the floor
58. What colour are your pants? blue
59. What are you listening to? Ac/Dc - Hells Bells
60. How are you feeling? *looks at homework*
61. What are you doing? avoiding homework
62. How many people are online? 24
63. How's the weather? it's sooo nice outside!!! I want it to stay like this forever!!
64. What's on your mouse pad? mouse pad? try touch pad
65. What books are you reading? Catcher... I'm too annoyed right now to read anything else
-------Girls------
66. How many lip glosses do you have? one maybe... under my bed somewhere...
67. What perfume do you use? none
68. What's in your purse? purse? what's that?
69. Tall or short boys? and it matters because if they're shorter they have a better view of your chest? I don't understand this question...
70. Blonde or brunette guys? it matters?
71. Good or bad boy? spark (ask angel!)
72. Boxers showing? pull up your pants!
73. Long hair or short hair on boys? doesn't matter
74. a) What do you find annoying in a guy? lack of trust
74. b) What do you find attractive in a guy? trust and spark (ask angel again...)
75. What's the first thing you notice about guy? he's male?
_ GUYS ONLY_
76. What kind of cologne do you use?
77. What's in your pockets?
78. Boxers or briefs?
79. Blonde or brunette girls?
80. Tall or short girls?
81. Piercings on girls?
82. Long or short hair on girls?
83. Good or bad girl?
84. What do you find annoying in girls?
85. What's the first thing you notice about girls?
_OTHER QUESTIONS_
86. What was the last movie you saw? me sit down for long enough to watch a movie? then it would be - the mask 2
87. What did you have for dinner? hamburgers
88. What are you hoping for? Robin's return and my sanity back
89. Have you ever fallen asleep in school? nope
90. What movie do you really want to see? RH;MIT
91. What's your locker combo? ask and I shall tell... just not here!
92. Where is your favourite place to travel? home
93. What did you dream about last night? you dont want to know my dreams... they're my worries...
94. If you were a crayon what colour would you be? red...
95. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Dan
96. Ever had a crush on a teacher? nope
97. Are you too shy to ask someone out? I'm always shy! but nope...
98. Scary movies or happy ending? depends on who's next to me
99. Summer or winter? both! lake and ski hill
100. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla
101. Do you want your friends to write back? of course!
102. Who is most likely to respond? just about everyone
103. Lucky Number? 13
104. Worst Fear? loosing my friends
_--LoVeY DoVeY--_
105. Does he/she know you like him/her? stay single
106. Are you going to try for him/her? stay single
107. If no, why not? stay single
108. Have you ever been in love? yes, I think so...
109. Do you love him or her? stay single
What time is it now? 11:08
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CityKat - 11:01 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
And I thought physics was confusing...
Why? It makes no sense. Such a silly thing to do. I shouldn't get attention... sooo confused... men. they're confusing....
*hugs*
No kisses...?
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CityKat - 10:53 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Monday, March 28, 2005
I don't know! Just leave me be... I don't understand. I can't put the peices together... I've faced life and death... But compared to this that was easy... Why is it so hard. It's math... it shouldn't be hard. I just don't know. I can't afford to not know...
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CityKat - 10:32 p
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(3) Lost In The Void
Score One For Life
Yay!!! *dances* You don't know how much your words mean to me. In fact you probably don't know who you are... Funny how when you least expect it to happen, they learn to walk.
For a friend... it's old and you've all seen it before but still...
I pray you never know why I’m confused.
I pray you never know.
You are my confusion,
You are my pain,
You are my heart, my soul, my love.
I pray you never know the reason,
The moment you do you will be hurt, your heart will break.
The moment you find out I will be in tears, I will need a friend.
The moment I tell you, you will know that that friend is not you,
In that moment I will have to walk away,
Walk away,
Alone.
You are my confusion,
You are my pain,
I am your heart, your soul, your love.
I pray you never know my rhyme,
I don’t want you to suffer that pain.
I pray you never learn my riddle,
I don’t want to cause your depression.
I am confused,
I am in pain,
And the only way to stop this,
Is to tell you.
*hugs*
screaming out my faliures
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CityKat - 4:52 p
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(2) Lost In The Void
OMGosh!!! I hate this book. I hate having to relate to it... I just want to expand on thoughts about it... I hate this lab! It's sooo annoying and stupid!
Owwy... my head hurts... literally... I don't headaches! :'(
*hugs*
Down forbidden streets I talk with...
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CityKat - 2:53 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Why?
Does life really have this evil a sense of humour? Can it not see how badly I want to cry, and how hard I fight to not break? Can it not see how often I sit here alone and afraid of the dark? How often I tredge on, because I know I can, and because someone calls my name and I'm not afraid to answer a friend's call?
People ask how I keep my strength... They ask how I do it... I have no choice, no one has a choice, we are all forced to pass each minute and hour of the day. And if I must pass those minutes as everyone else must do, then I will jump to the chance of helping a friend. Because together, two people who are scared of the dark, can lighten the room for eachother. Two people can tread a new path together.
You see, I'm not scared to face the unknown, I'm not afraid of losing a battle. My fear is that I'll lose a friend. And lately I've been doing too good a job to lose just that...
You don't see me some nights... Face white as a ghost... Trembling with guilt and regret and fear... Tears locked up wanting to fall down my cheeks... A bitter sweet silence surrounding me... Nothing having gone right and yet I refuse to stop... Refuse to go to bed until I've cleaned up my messes... Until I've done all I can in one night.
*hugs*
They found her with her face down in the pillow... And when they burried her beneath the willow, the angels sang a whiskey lullaby.
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CityKat - 10:33 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Colour Quiz (Jeff's Fault!)
Your Existing Situation
Readily participates in things that provide excitement or stimulation. Wants to feel exhilarated.
Your Stress Sources
Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which she feels separates herself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. She therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on her and insists on being free and unhampered.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels that she cannot do much about her existing problems and difficulties and that she must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity.
Your Desired Objective
Hopes that ties of affection and good-fellowship will bring release and contentment. Her own need for approval makes her ready to be of help to others and in exchange she wants warmth and understanding. Open to new ideas and possibilities which she hopes will prove fruitful and interesting.
Your Actual Problem
Feels restricted and prevented from progressing; seeking a solution which will remove these limitations.
Your Actual Problem #2
The fear that she may be prevented from achieving the things she wants leads her into a relentless search for satisfaction in the pursuit of illusory or meaningless activities.
*hugs*
The hotter it gets...
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CityKat - 9:02 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Friday, March 25, 2005
...Marie shouldn't get attention...
*hugs*
Chatting on paper.
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CityKat - 9:53 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Another long day...
OMGosh I didn't think today would ever end... Now I''m left to count the hours to sunrise and another school day. It's pretty far away right now.
Stupid cookbooks! Grr... they're in Toronto somewhere now... urg!!!! Evil things...
Anyway... it's late so I'm off to bed.
Good luck in the games tomorrow Biff and Adric and Jordan!!!
Good luck on the rink tomorrow Angel and Chia and *bleep*!!!
*hugs*
Forever and for always.
A prayer for the strong, who fight and never win. A prayer for those I love, Angels still exist.
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CityKat - 11:20 p
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(2) Lost In The Void
Monday, March 21, 2005
Ignore it...
When the weight on my shoulders seems to double by the second. When salted tears threaten more than ever to fall down my cheeks. When the hours I spend alone hating myself for not knowing what to do pass like cars on a freeway. When I can't but help look for someone beside me... I'm Batman without Robin.
And oh how perfectly it describes it. Because Batman didn't need a partner, didn't want Robin. Just like I don't need a partner to get through life... I don't need someone to point me in any given direction, because I can find my own way. And yet I look around, just to find someone walking beside me, with me. On this uneven path that takes so much of me away, I look for a sidekick to lean on when I don't think I can hold back my tears any longer. And yet there's no one...
That's not quite true though... On the days when I can't hold myself up, when I just don't have the strength to go any further... There are some that are always there to help, who never fail to pull me through. Funny how those same people are the people who have left scars and have made the deepest wounds in my heart... Life does have a twisted irony to it I guess.
But then again... I can't lean on anyone... I can't ask for help. Becuase I wont have my friends in anymore pain than they already are... And to lean on them... To tell them would have them in even more pain.
I'm sorry to those of you I've hurt... I didn't mean to... I wasn't thinking, I shouldn't have pressed send... I don't have the strength normally to actually talk to people... So I probably introduced you to it online... And in the end I pressed send again... Damn button keeps hurting people.
*hugs*
Sitting here alone, no one to chase away my fears
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CityKat - 9:51 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Hallway Ramblings
It stretches on for miles and miles
Lights shining bright over nothing
An uneasy stillness with doors wide open,
Voices surrounding the empty chill.
Looking through this moment in time:
Nothing moves
No one surrenders
To the mind numbing knowledge
Taught between these fortress walls.
One by one the cages line up
Each bearing the barcode of its entrapment
Each containing creation
The means behind another mindless drone.
Windows are barred
Yet doors left open
An invitation to death
A blackened fate.
A glimpse of colour
Seen here and there
False signs that creativity lies within
Blinding and grotesque
Murderously bland
Unnoticed they stay
In a land of beige and black.
Walls remember
The deafening shouts
Of children dying
Of drones being born.
Windows have seen
The painted faces
Of the warriors our land creates
More worried about war paints
Then being their own.
Locked doors remember
The single filed biological machines
That they once knew as laughing minds
Full of creation and knowledge
Untouched by the hammer and anvil
That holds reign over the crewel land.
The lights start to die
Over this barren land
Void of what it was built to create:
Knowledge, creativity
Laughter, and love.
Void of life.
- Marie
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CityKat - 9:18 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Once Again... Seline's Fault Not Mine!!!! *points figers*
Neat little quiz thing:
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Marie
Smiley
Hey You
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
What goes around usually gets dizzy and falls over.
Keep all hands and feet in close range, mutants do bite.
On ne voit qu'avec la coeur. L'essentiel est invisible aux yeux.
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
I tend not to give in.
I try to always be there for people.
I can laugh at most things when they're over.
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
I'm an ass.
I whine too much.
I have zero motivation.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
Français
English
Gaelic
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
Being alone.
Letting someone down.
Loosing a friend.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
Friends.
Phone.
Messenger.
(they are sadly all the same)
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
My red hoodie.
Mismatched socks.
Mice smelling clothes yuck...
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment)
Kyla!
TFN!
Farside Quartet.
...asuming Disney doesn't count as a band...
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
Mr. Mom.
Whiskey Lullaby.
Steady as the Beating Drum.
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
Pass physics...
Not loose my friends when they move.
Go camping (with my guys).
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
Friendship.
Respect.
Patience.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
I need a drink.
I'm still living.
I need school back.
THREE *PHYSICAL* THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
Eyes.
Smile.
THREE *PHYSICAL* THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
Eyes.
Smile.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
Remember that damned seventh equation.
Clean tanks without making a mess.
Stop playing my game.
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
Talking on the phone.
Swimming.
Hanging out with my girls.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Call someone.
Kill someone.
Hate someone.
...it's a pity I can't do any of the above...
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
Ecologist.
Zoologist.
Friend for life.
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
Ireland.
Costa Rica.
Milton.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
Accomplish something.
Keep someone's spirit alive when they are gone.
Help those who are in need.
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR [ELSE]...
I dunno.... Regan.
Dan.
Seline (only because she already did!).
WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?:
Time for kisses n cookies! (6:43)
*hugs*
Ouchie.. Owwy...
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CityKat - 9:13 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Thanks Seline
Full Name: Marie Anne McConnell
Age: 16
Height: 5'7
Hair: Ligth Brown (currently redish)
Eyes: hazel... but apparently they're sticking to green lately
Piercings: not even my ears anymore... 
Tattoos: nope
Shoe size: 10
Siblings: The Kid (aka. Josh)
What time is it now?: 10:25
[what you did last....]
You watched: Charmed
Movie you bought: Around the World in 80 Days and Sky Captain and blah blah blah
Song you listened to: currently - Josie & the Pussycats - 3 Small Words
CD you bought: Hell if I remember
Person you've called: My mommy, I think..
Person that's called you: Dad..
[do...]
You have a crush on someone: Nope...
You wish you could live somewhere else: Sometimes...
You believe in online dating: Not for me...
You want more piercings: meh
You like roller coasters: Top Gun!
You play a sport: me? sports?...
You belive in fate/destiny: You mean that thing you write as you live it?
You write in cursive or print: you can't read my cursive and neither can I - so print
[for or against...]
Long distance relationships: For if the parties involved are ready for it.
Smoking: *smushes cigarettes* take that!
Gay/lesbian relationships: As long as there are smiles, and they love each other.
[have you...]
Ever cried over a boy: Yeah
Ever had a boy cry over you: I think so... even though I hope not. I'm not worth anyone's tears.
Ever cried over a girl: Yeah
Ever had a girl cry over you: I hope not... but again I think so.
Ever lied to someone: I try not to.
Ever been in a fist fight: Nope... I'd loose, so I avoid them.
[what...]
Shampoo do you use : Whatever's in my shower.
Shoes do you wear: My hiking shoes, my boots, my black sandals, my slippers (times like ten), my red leather boots... or my favourite - none!
Are you scared of: Losing those I love.
[number...]
Of times I have been in love?: Number of times I've mistaken something for love? 3. Number of times I'm certain it was love? 1.
Of times I have had my heart broken?: 1
Of hearts I have broken?: 2
Of times my name has appeared in the paper? too many... let's just say I stopped counting at a dozen the week I was born.
[do you think you are...]
Pretty/handsome: Nope
hideous. nope... no one is!
Funny: depends who you are...
Hot: not at all!
Friendly: I try to be... As much as Im scary...
Amusing: Normally I can be laughed at...
Ugly: Sometimes
Shy: Yeah...
Loveable: I'd like to think so
Caring: I hope so.
Sweet: It's not cute... no comment.
Dorky: Yesum! (I'm with Seline)
[favourite...]
4 letter word: camp
Cartoon: Pooh Bear
Cereal: Honeycombs
Chewing gum: Juicy Fruit
Color: Rainbow
Color nail polish: ...
Day of the week: Tuesdays... back to school and not a monday.
Least fav day: Mondays and Saturdays
Flower: Dandylions
Jelly flavor: Cherry
Jewelry: My necklaces
Summer/Winter: Winter if I can ski... but summer (camp!)
Drink: OJ
[person who last.. ]
Slept in your bed: Me and Bob and Pooh and Butterball and Tristan
Saw you cry: Devin lmao Actually if was Biff...
Yelled at you: My father... it hasn't stopped all week
Sent you an email: Geocache...
Hugged you: Dan I think... but it's been so long I can't remember...
[have you ever.. ]
Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yes
Kept a secret from everyone: Yes... not anymore though
Cried during a movie: Yep... guilty on many occasions
Planned your week based on tv: yeah for all of grade nine
Been backstage: not unless you count random school based events*
Been to California: Yeah
Hawaii: Nope
China: Nope
Canada: Never!
London: Nope
Asia: Nope
South America: Nope
Central America: Nope
Africa: Nope
[this or that?]
Apples or bananas: Both!
Blue or red: Red
Walmart or target: Walmart
Spring or Autumn: Both? Spring on a whim, Autumn if I think too hard about it.
What are you gonna do after you finish this: Tease people then go to bed
Are you bored: OMGOSH YES
Last noise you heard: Music from my laptop
Last smell you sniffed: I dunno... the spa?
[friendship/love]
Ever been in love, if so whom:.. yeah... if you know me, you know the second half.
If you were stuck in an elevator name 2 people you'd want in there with you : Tara and Dan (sorry Regs... you're not safe in an elevator anymore!)
Ever kiss someone of the same sex: yeah
Would you do it again: kisses n cookies!
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Sorta,but I don't trust love
Do you want children one day & if so, how many: Yeah... I dunno... I'll decide that later.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Nope
Have you ever kissed one of your friends Ex's?: Yeah...
[other info]
Do you speak any other languages: French
Last book you read?: Child of the Prophecy
Something in your bedroom you like?: My teddies!
Nickname(s): Smiley, CityKat, Darling, Frog
Initials: MAM
How old do you look: apparently 13 or so I was told last time I was at work...
How old do you act: Hyper - 3, Problem Solving - too old
Glasses/Contacts: Yeah
Braces: not anymore!
Do you have any pets?: No :'(
You get embarrassed?: Yes... but people tend not to know.... so shh!
What makes you happy?: Smiles
What upsets you?: Don't go there...
[finish the sentence...]
I Love to... hang out...
I'm Annoyed by... parents...
I Want to be... with my friends right now...
[Which of ONE of your friends]
Tall: Adric
Short: Trish
Cute: Kait
Funny: Dan
Nerd: Regan
Loser: Dan I love ya!
Annoying: Nanonan... but I love ya!
Sexy: Seline!!!
Good in bed: Regs...
Good Listener: Regs, Dan, Lex, Tara, Ash, Jesse, Seline...
Great for advice: All of them...
You miss the most: Tara, Ash, Ali... (Robin)
Good Kisser: Rachel!!! *is avoiding answering*
Best Hair: Tara you bum
Best Clothes: Regs... I could live out of her closet.
Smart: Regan and Dan
Sporty: Regan, Chels, Dan, Caitlin
Likes Math: ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and Dan
Relationship Material: Stay Single
One night stand material: *bites tongue*
*hugs*
She put the bottle to her head and pulled the trigger.
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CityKat - 11:10 p
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Wish I was anywhere but here... I'm tired of playing this game. But I seem inclined to play, and others to join in. So I guess I'll just make the best of it.
*hugs*
Partners.
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CityKat - 4:04 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Sooo Bored!
Holy homework... I knew it would take forever but I didn't think forever would be this long! Oh well, it'll all get done eventually.
Tarface had better call me when she gets back... I want to hear stories... Evil people go to Europe without me! (For the how-many-nth time?!?)
Anyway... I should stop wasting time by chatting and surfing and go abck to working...
*hugs*
Forever and For Always
Goddess I pray
To Right all the wrongs,
Goddess I pray
That today I am wrong.
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CityKat - 3:18 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
*double poke*
I'm Sorry!!! Mom sent it to me... I couldn't resist...
A frog goes into a bank and approaches the teller. He can see from her nameplate that her name is Patricia Whack.
"Miss Whack, I'd like to get a $30,000 loan to take a holiday."
Pattie looks at the frog in disbelief and asks his name. The frog says his name is Kermit Jagger, his dad is Mick Jagger, and that it's okay, he knows the bank manager.
Pattie explains that he will need to secure the loan with some collateral.
The frog says, "Sure. I have this," and produces a tiny porcelain elephant, about half an inch tall - bright pink and perfectly formed.
Very confused, Pattie explains that she'll have to consult with the bank manager and disappears into a back office.
She finds the manager and says, "There's a frog called Kermit Jagger out there who claims to know you and wants to borrow $30,000, and he wants to use this as collateral."
She holds up the tiny pink elephant. "I mean, what in the world is this?"
(you're gonna love this)
(its a real treat)
(masterpiece)
(wait for it)
The bank manager looks back at her and says... "It's a knickknack, Pattie Whack. Give the frog a loan. His old man's a Rolling Stone."
*hugs*
I won tic-tac-toe!!!
Forever and For Always
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CityKat - 9:17 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Sunday, March 13, 2005
From Ashleigh...
When a girl...
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running through her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She's thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She's wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds,
She isn't at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She's wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She wishes you'll be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She wants your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says \"I love you\",
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She's made up her mind that you're her future.
When a GIRL says \"I miss you\",
No one in this world can miss you more than that
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CityKat - 5:28 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
*pokese noses*
OMGosh! All of you need to cheer up... Damn there not being school tomorrow, I can't actually poke you in the nose. I should just call all the siblings and give them a cookie every time they poke you for me.
Anyway... yeah I'm never going to get through this pile of homework. Probably a good thing I have nothing to do all week...
*hugs*
Running circles around questions, but no one cares. Too caught up in your love affair.
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CityKat - 8:35 a
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(0) Lost In The Void
Friday, March 11, 2005
*hugs*
*pokes everyone in the nose*
*hugs*
Hush my Darling,
Sleep tonight,
You’re surrounded by angels,
Both black and white.
Be still my Darling,
Black feathers adorn a heart of gold.
You’re surrounded by friends;
Of new and old.
Silence my Darling,
For in the light,
The peace of mind
Is in your sight.
Don’t worry my Darling,
I’ll always be here,
When voices taunt
And Angels appear.
Sit down my Darling,
Don’t wear down your feet.
Running circles around us,
Brings an unrewarding defeat.
Be calm my Darling,
Please don’t take flight.
The white winged angels
Watch you by night.
Stay cool my Darling,
Don’t take alarm.
These days in our lives
Shall end without harm.
I love you my Darling,
Please don’t forget.
Staying by your side
I’ll forever be without regret.
P.S. I am poked! Well... ummm... depends on who you are...
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CityKat - 8:23 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Thursday, March 10, 2005
...just a reminder...
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CityKat - 6:29 a
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(0) Lost In The Void
Never once did I lie...
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CityKat - 6:26 a
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(0) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, March 8, 2005
*hugs*
Stress overload. Ha... I think there's a reason Levan didn't give me my interm... Something about it being the opposite of all the 4s I have in any other class... oh well! Just have to remember the equations...
This week is Hell all over again. Ah well, March Break is soon, so I'll get a chance to catch up with myself and be really depressed because I don't get to see anybody...
*hugs*
Almost...
P.S. Remind me to call Tara tomorrow
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CityKat - 11:35 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Monday, March 7, 2005
*hugs*
Can't always avoid trouble, sometimes it comes looking for you. Then you just have to meet it with heads held high.
*hugs*
Did you know that it echoes when you bonk your head?
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CityKat - 10:19 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Sunday, March 6, 2005
*yawn*
Hmmm... Okay I swear I'm only ever updating when I'm at work and I'm out of things to do... Well actually ot's 414... so I'm just waiting for my mother to come pick me up. Stupid homework is getting in the way of things that sound like they could be fun.
Oh!!!! March break!!!! I'm sooo dying because I don't get to see people on a daily basis; but a break from school! I'm slacking lately... so yeah a break from school might just give me a chance to catch up and get back on track.
I'm soooo confused with this whole Canadian Idol thing... First it's at the mall... Then it's at the Holiday Inn... Now it's at Science North... Make up your minds!!!! Please just pick a place and stick to it. For my sake?
I figured something else out today... Well it's something I already knew, but I remined myself of it today. If you don't hope - you can't be disappointed. Yay for depressing sounding things.
OMGosh!!!! I swear today is like the first day ever the Quillan has spent not sleeping!!! He danced all day. He was only in his tree for the half hour I was at lunch... It was sooo funny, him dancing and all of the visitors asking why. He's such an attention whore.
Anyway, yeah... as you can tell my brain is on too many tracks (see Regan, not just one...). So if I call any of you, or even just talk to you today, my apologies in advance. Yeah... What else... This week should prove interesting... Has anyone seen the cookbooks? They've gone missing. I'll post an All Star list tomorrow if I remember... I didn't listen to the whole thing at the ceremony.
*hugs*
Shattering Sorrow Reflects Dark Mirrors
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CityKat - 4:16 p
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(3) Lost In The Void
Thursday, March 3, 2005
Sorry about the touchy-ness
Must be some weird mutant habit born as a cross between my attention whore-ish-ness and my want for love and not some freakish form of hatred…
*hugs*
P.S. I've decided that I will now make up words rather than figure out the real suffixes that go with them!
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CityKat - 9:04 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, March 1, 2005
Uh oh
*looks forward to messing up tomorrow*
Dum dee doo... Need phone!!!
*hugs*
It hurts me Mommy,
Make the pain go away.
I’m crying now Mommy.
Wipe my tears away.
I’m having more bad dreams Mommy,
Can you make them leave me alone?
I see him everyday Mommy,
Will he do it again?
Is it my fault Mommy,
He touched me this way?
Would you help me Mommy,
From the cold room I’m in?
I’m trapped now Mommy,
In my own home.
I’m ashamed Mommy,
Can you make me feel Better?
He told me once Mommy,
He wanted to play a game.
I was so stupid then Mommy,
I played his stupid game.
I want to die now Mommy.
I can’t live like this anymore,
Why wont you help me Mommy?
Do you hate me now?
I was so young Mommy,
Do you still love him more?
I can’t stand him Mommy,
Do you think I’m lying now?
I hate myself Mommy.
I have to go now. - not mine so stop worrying
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CityKat - 9:38 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
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