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The Mountain's Secret My Profile
Name: Marie aka: CityKat aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
Fellow Tin Soldiers Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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Pour l’esprit de vos enfants, Pour la vie et nos enfants, Déesse je vous en prie. Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière, Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour. Déesse je vous en prie. Vous qui nous avez gardés Sauf, loin de la tristesse et La méchante. La méchante, lui qui nous mange, Lui qui noircir la vie, Né du naïf narcotique, Narcotique de l’esprit. Narcotique qui est la haine. Déesse je vous en prie, Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs, Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents. On tombe, Déesse, Comme l’étoile des ciels. Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole. Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs, Et laisse passer la nuit, La tristesse, Les larmes dans nos yeux. Vous qui nous avez gardés, Nous gardes encore. Aide-nous Déesse, Les sourires nous attendent. Les étoiles, les esprits contents. Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous A trouver nos sentiers. A trouver nos esprits, Nos esprits contents. Déesse je vous en prie. Je vous remercie Déesse. With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there. Email Me Battle Fields All the Riches Buried There
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Owwy!
Owwy... owwy... owwy... Remind me to not funnel metal into my eyes. Or at least that's what I think I just did because nothing else kills like that! Owwy.
Boston in 2 days!
*hugs*
Killing them. Killing them all, because they don't deserve life.
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CityKat - 9:21 p
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
Cursed.
Can't I just make four into five?
Please... For once just trust the one who doesn't trust love.
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CityKat - 8:12 p
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Loooong Day!!!
OMGosh... Too many visitors. Too little sleep. Too many noises. Too little time. Too much work. Too little rest. Too many chores. Too little staff. Too much hate. Too little love.
Today sucked.
*hugs*
And still the worst part... Was knowing that I hurt you.
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CityKat - 3:16 p
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
Your Element is the Life-Giver?
Water… There are four basic elements, or so I am told. To me, they are the four immortals sired by Love and Dream, raised by the Goddess. Fire; glowing with intensity and warmth, the spark of love and the flame of destruction. Wind; forever changing and moving forward, the gentle breeze that brings a leaf to the ground and the ravaging tornado that tears apart forests. Earth; sturdy and strong, passage to the sky’s wonders and slippery cliffs to the depth’s dooms. Water; succulent and fluid, dripping with life’s power and cascading with death’s power. All four are balanced, each with the power to aid life and to hinder life.
To Earth to I pledge my allegiance, for I am one of Earth’s children. Rock hard head and stubborn as an ass, I am a friend to be leaned on with my cursed sturdiness. I can climb to the skies and live in the land of dreams and stars, I know the fear of my depths where blackness and torment abide. I have the ability to see all, to see through everyone’s eyes; both a blessing and a curse. I can erect mountainous walls to keep other’s out, or live in a field of flowers where all are welcome. I know how to shatter a soul with a quake powered by guilt and distaste. And yet I know how to help grow, as the do plants from feeding on the Earth’s love and kindness.
I am also the grandchild of Love and Dream. We are all the grandchildren of the immortals. In every one of us lies their traits, their lessons, their aspirations. How to love unconditionally, to share love and to create love. How to reach for the clouds and in them see what we will, how to be children wishing upon the first risen star, how to wish and hope for what might be. These things are buried deep within our souls, waiting for us to find and unlock their powers.
And yet there are other things waiting for us to find them, other things waiting for us to unlock their doors. For life must always be balanced, for the ups there are downs. For every mountain a valley, for every love there is lust, for every warm day a cold one, for every full tummy an empty one, for every life… a death.
And so Water teaches us, as do those who pledge allegiance to Water. Of all the immortal elements Water is the greatest, for Water gives life. And most who pledge their allegiance therein are also life givers, but there are a few, a few who find death in water. Who find the plummeting waters too tempting to resist. Those who see unsurpassable power and can’t restrain their lust for death. For Water is Earth’s opposite, and so Water’s child is mine.
Remember children, that we are all greater than those elements to which we pledge allegiance, for they create our balance, but it is you and only you who can create your own identity! Will you choose to burn yourself with fire? Break and not bend with the winds? Create uncontrollable quakes? Or drown in same waters from which you were born? Or will you create warmth and comfort with the spark of love, use the winds to help changes progress, stand proud and tall and strong, and drink the life-giving waters? Who you are is up to you, what you do is up to you. I will always forgive your actions, but you may not always forgive them.
Four immortals were chosen to sire and protect our galaxy; Creation, the sole father, who’s mistress’ were Hope, Sun and Prosperity. From Hope he sired Life, the mother of Remembrance, Forgiveness, Love and one other who’s name has been long forgotten. From Sun he sire Sky, the sole male in his generation. From Prosperity he sired his most trusted child, Mother, who would soon give birth to three of Sky’s children; Loyalty, Friendship and Dream. From these seven grandchildren thirteen great-grandchildren were born. Birthed by Love and sired by Dream were four; Fire, Earth, Air and Water, who are the four purest elements. Loyalty gave birth to Water’s children; Serenity, Beauty, Peace and the twins Trust and Distrust. And by Fire four more were born; Hate, Vengeance, War and Honour. They are the twenty eight Immortals and their story begins here.
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Creation, the father of all was filled and consumed with the idea of creating a universe of beings who would live, learn, love and pass his lessons forward. To do this he called upon his mistress’ Hope, Sun and Prosperity to give birth to his family, who would guide these new beings.
Hope gave him the trust and open mind to see the good in all. She would give birth to Life who took after Hope in teaching good, and how to live life to the fullest, having fun and not worrying.
Sun, his favourite, loved lighting up his world with laughter and joy. She explored the limits of the universe. The boundaries of the heart. She gave birth to a true gentleman, the lord Sky. He always thought of others first, he wasn’t afraid of being with his mother and made a star shine for every good deed anyone did.
Last, but not least, there was the snake, Prosperity. While she brought out good and made more, she was the beginning of greed. She did, however, give birth to the most powerful, Mother. Though her name is old, and she holds all the knowledge of the ages, Mother is always young at heart and caring by nature. Mother would adopt Earth, Air, Water and Fire and become known as the Goddess of the Elements.
And so they were; Creation, Prosperity, Hope, Sun, Life, Sky, and Mother. The rest is determined by the heart and what it makes of them. For they are not beings, but immortal spirits.
Twenty Eight. No more or less. But emotions and spirits. To serve forever; The good of beings to come, The evil that will teach. Twenty Eight; To fill hearts and souls, To be and to give, To sing of and to dance for. To children they will pass, From generation to the next.
Oh the irony I see in it now... Water's children are your games!
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Monday, April 18, 2005
Kait blames it on Scoot, I blame it on Kait!
Time started: A freckle past a hair! (9:44) Full Name: Marie Anne Nicknames: Smiley mostly Single or Taken: Dot! Sex: Female!! Birthday: I wonder... *points to calendar* about then! Sign: Sagi Siblings: The kid. Hair colour: brown Eye colour: hazel Shoe size: 10 Height: about that tall! Innie or Outie: innie What are you wearing right now: clothes! Where do you live: in a box! hee hee Spense. Righty or lefty: righty Any pets: no  Can you make a dollar change right now: no money on me...
RELATIONSHIPS ------------------------------------------ Who are your closest friends? *refuses to answer* Best place to go for a date: out Did you send this to your crush?: what crush? Fav romantic memory? *blushes*
Fashion Stuff ------------------------------------------------ Where is your fav place to shop: the mall! a REAL mall* Do you have any tattoos or piercings? nope FavoUrite kind of pants: cargos...
Favs ------------------------------------------------------------------ Colour: Rainbow! Number: 13 Food: pouts Boys name: depends on the day Girls name: depends on the day Subject in school: math! Animal: big cats... oh! and butterflies Drink: OJ Celebrity: eh? Veggie: as long as it comes from a garden! Fruit: chocolate Fast food place: sub places Place to visit: biodome!!! and camp... and home!!! Month: right about now... whenever this weather falls into a month! Band/singer: Disney music right now
Movie: RH;MIT!! Yay Mel!!! Juice: OJ Finger: *ignores question* Ice Cream: vanilla with sprinkles! Breakfast: waffles or french toast Cologne: I care because? Perfume: I care because?
Have you ever --------------------------------------------------------- Smoked: nope Bungee: nope Broken the law: I'm sure I have somehow... Made yourself throw-up: nope Gone skinny dipping: nope Been in the opposite sex's washroom: yes Eaten a dog biscuit: ewwy Put your tongue on a frozen pole: nope! Broken a bone: nope Been in a police car: yepper! I got to turn on the sirens! Been on a plane: yes Come close to dying: nope Swam in the ocean: yeap Fallen asleep in school: not during class Kissed your cousin: the little ones! Ran away: nope Pictured your crush naked: nope Broken someone's heart: yes Cried when someone died: yes Wanted someone: yes (want*) Flashed someone: nope Cried in school: too many a time Laughed so hard you fell off your chair: yes Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: yes Saved MSN conversations: yes Saved e-mails: yes Wished you were someone else: never Wished you were a member of the opposite sex: no way! Fallen for your best friend?: he wasn't my best friend... Made out with JUST a friend? nope Been in love? yes Been cheated on? yes Done something you regret?: yes
First thing that comes to mind: -------------------------------------- Red: rose Blue: water Autumn: change Cow: milk! Greenland: ice Green: forest
What is------------------------------------------------------------ Your good luck charm: my necklace Best song you ever heard: Camp songs... I'm not sure which one I'd pick. Oh! Colour of the Wind is high up there... Stupidest thing you have ever done: fallen in love or trusted in love... I'm not sure which Whats your room like: pig sty Your crush: non-existant Last thing you said: I was reading a convo... I don't remember... Last thing you ate: hamburgers... my tummy hurts! What kind of shampoo do you use: *shrugs* whatever is in the shower Something that has happened to you this year: Hell
Have you ever had------------------------------------------------------ Chicken pox: I think so... I'm not sure. Sore Throat: yeap Cold: yeap Stiches: yes stupid skates! Bloody nose: yes Surgery: nope!
Do you----------------------------------------------------------------- Believe in love at first sight: I won't believe in love. Enjoy parks: yes! Like school: yes! What schools have you gone to: Safe and Sound 3, JM Denyes, Martin Street, WI Dick, Milton District, Lockerby Composite Hate anyone: I try not to
Would you------------------------------------------------------ Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000: nope Kill someone you didn’t know for 15 billion dollars: never If you were stuck on an island, what person would you want with you: Yellow! nah... Tara or Dan or Regs... If you loved someone and u were keeping something from them and it would hurt them if they found out, would you tell them: yes
Who ------------------------------------------------------------------- Do you admire: Danny, Regs, Tara, Butterfly... Was the last person you slow danced with: Lex I think... Makes you laugh the most: this week? Yellow! Makes you smile: everyone! Can make you feel better no matter what: Dan has a crush on you: *bites tongue* *stomps around* Was the last person you touched?: does butterball count? You talked to: the computer You hugged? Charlie Messaged: Dan You Kissed?: I don't know... Who told you they loved you: Tara! Is your loudest friend: OMGosh... after this weekend Yellow gets the prize!
Do you/Are You-------------------------------------- Do you like filling these out: I'm bored, so it all works Do you wear contacts or glasses: glasses Do you like yourself: I try to Do you get along with your family: don't go there... Depressed? chin up! Suicidal? defenetly not
Final questions ---------------------------------------------------- What are you listening to right now: She only smokes when she drinks... What makes you happy: My friends. Life. How many buddies are on your list: 113ish online: 30 What do you like to do: *bites tongue* What did you do yesterday: worked, did homework, slept, worried Hated someone in your family: yes Career: something I love doing Got any awards: me? that good? nope What are you most scared of: loosing people What car do you wish to have: Jeep! that I can fall out of! hee hee James Where do you want to get married: yeah If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change: I'd give myself the ability to not be my father's daughter What was your first car: dunno yet! Vegetarian: nope Good driver: stay off of the sidewalks! Good actor: nope good dancer: nope Good kisser: ... Have a lava lamp: nope How many remote controls are in your house: 9ish Are you double jointed: nope What do you dream about: you! Last time you showered: this morning Last time you took a bath: dunno The last movie you saw: Taxi
Either Or-------------------------------------------------------------------- Night or Day: Day Sun or Rain: either or Scary or happy movies: both... one's happy, the other's fun ;p Chocolate or white milk: white root beer or Dr.Pepper: neither Mud or Jell-O wrestling: mud, less sticky Skiing or Boarding: skiing! Summer or winter: both, I need 4 seasons to survive Cake or Pie: apple pie! Silver or Gold: silver Diamond or pearl: either Sunset or Sunrise: les deux avec quelqu'un d'importance Coke or Pepsi: pepsi Sprite or 7up: 7up Pants or shorts: pants Cats or dogs: big cats or dogs... coffee or tea: neither Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: oldest
Fill out (for girls only, about guys)---------------------------------------------------- Boxers or briefs: whatever works! I prefer boxers... but he's the one wearing them I have my own... Tall or short: either Good or bad guy: there's a difference? Ears peirced or not: doesn't matter Stubble or neatly shaved: don't like beards... but I don't care otherwise... Studley or cute: meh Dark or blonde hair: meh Curly or straight hair: curly's more fun to play with, but I could care less dark or light eyes: deep eyes hat or no hat: doesn't matter Long or short hair: meh Tan or fair: meh Freckles: meh Foreign accent or Canadian: meh What do you notice first about guys: the depth of their eyes... six pack: meh muscular arms: meh Jewelery or none: *grabs and runs*
Fill Out (for guys only, about girls)------------------------------------------ Regular underwear or thong: Painted nails or not: Bra or sports bra: Cute and mysterious or wild and sexy: Dressy or casual: Dark or blonde hair: Long or short hair: Curly or straight hair: Dark or light eyes: Long or short nails: Hat or no hat: Good or bad girl: Hair up or down: Jewelery or none: Tall or short: Pants or dress: Tan or fair: Freckles or none: Accent or Canadian: What do you notice first about girls: Shy or outgoing: indoor or outdoor: dimples:
time you finished: 10:39
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CityKat - 9:23 p
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
OMHGosh!!!
OMGosh I had soo much fun today! It was hell to set up, and easy enough to tear down. Stupid changing entire set up today! That, Lilith is dead and Val is PMSing... so yeah, the equipment just wasn't behaving. Yellow and Charlie and I had soo much fun though, and Yellow finally loosened up today, so that's good. I want to hang out with her tonight but I'm stuck here! Dammit!
Oh! And I soo don't look like Mel! I can't! I mean LOOK at her!!!!! *drools* Okay, so I've been guttered for three days straight and she was stripping and teasing... not my fault!
Anyway pseudo-hyper me is going to bed now.
*hugs*
You look comfy. I wonder if she's allowed too!? It would make things comfier!
Forever and for always.
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CityKat - 10:03 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Loooooong Week
OMGosh! I'm sooo jealous, AllStar sounds good! I want to be able to just sit down and play like that! And all my OELCers are there... Well, only two or three, but still! That and Jamie can play french horn too! How many instruments can one person play THAT well!? </jealousy>
This week's been sort of long, so a sorry to anyone who's been looking to talk to me, or annoyed by my running past them. *begs forgiveness*
Stolen from Chrissy and Dev...
 In your eyes, people see life... You see yourself as just an average person! You enjoy life, love wildlife, but also enjoy time with those who know you best. You like to get outdoors and let your mind wander over all of the mysteries god gave to you. You don't really have a certain sanctuary because you're so well-rounded, but you like having fun and adventures, but can also be found sitting quietly about, reading a book. You have a pretty good life ahead of you, never trade it for anything else 
What Lies Behind Your Eyes? brought to you by Quizilla
Anywho... I'm tired! I'm off to do something that involves less brain power than typing...
*hugs*
Life might seem to knock you down, but your friends will always be there to pick you back up... And of course join in the fight.
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CityKat - 9:28 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
I Love You...
Come home... If you need out the alarm's not set... but come home... please come home...
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CityKat - 10:39 p
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
The Morning After
No... it's not bloody. But it's headachy... Oh well! I'm not making any more drinks this week! 16-year-olds should never have to teach 30-year-olds to make drinks... It's just not right!
Anyway, I'm off to work shortly... I'm sooo increadibly bored though! Stupid weekends... nothing to do. Though a break should technically speaking be a good thing... Nope, it's not. Need something to do!
*hugs*
Love you all!
If you want something done ask the busy man. Because the man who does nothing, does nothing. And the one who is busy, is getting things done.
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CityKat - 7:41 a
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Friday, April 8, 2005
Stolen From Random LiveJournals (too many to name)
1. Post the names of 20 musicians. 2. See who can guess which is your favorite song by each. 3. Once someone guesses right, bold that row and include the song.
Here we go...
1. Eat Big Sea - Wave Over Wave (Regs) would count Boston and St. Johns as well. 2. Kyla and the Lost Boys - Sorry Merilin - trumpets!!! (Regs) 3. Too Far North - Dream, Dream (Lex - MSN) 4. Garth Brooks - Two Pina Colodas (Regs) Regs technically shouldn't have gotten that one.. My top two are Belleau Wood and Fit For A King. 5. Randy Travis - Three Wooden Crosses (Regs) 6. ABBA - Thank You For the Music (Regs) 7. MeatLoaf - Paradise By The Dashboard Light (Regs) 8. Cher - Gypsies, Tramps and Thieves (Regs) Tied with Just Like Jesse James. 9. Brad Paisley - Whiskey Lullaby 10. CCR - Travelin'Band (Regs) 11. Chris de Burgh - Patrica the Stripper (Regs) 12. Farside Quartet - Glory Be 13. Dr. Hook - Cover of the Rolling Stone (Regs) 14. Jack Off Jill - Strawberry Gashes (Lex - MSN) 15. Josh Groban - The Prayer 16. Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody (Lex - MSN) 17. Styx - Borrowed Time 18. The Beatles - Yellow Submarine (Regs) 19. Simon & Garfunkel - The Sound of Silence (Regs) 20. The Wilkinsons - 26 cents
Okay... so most of them I'll accept more than one answer for. And it's not my fault if I haven't forced you to listen to some of the random bands! And no, drinken' bone and chicken dance aren't on the list... Sorry!
Good Luck!
*hugs*
Stay Strong. You and I both my dear. Stay Strong.
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CityKat - 8:56 p
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Thursday, April 7, 2005
Voices
These voices... of past... present... future... Never leaving.... ever speaking. No peace.
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CityKat - 8:44 p
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Tuesday, April 5, 2005
Grab My Hand, If You Can't Do It Alone
Maturity begins to grow when you can sense you concern for others outweighing your concern for yourself. - John MacNaughton
Happiness and moral duty are inseparably connected. - George Washington
Our ability to reach unity in diversity will be the beauty and test of our civilization. - Mahatma Ghandi
The pillars of truth and the pillars of freedom - they are the pillars of society. - Henrik Ibsen
The soul that perpetually overflows with kindness and sympathy* will always be cheerful. - Parke Godwin
*hugs*
Love you all
For always and forever.
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CityKat - 8:04 p
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Sunday, April 3, 2005
Just Believe
Movies should not end with that line...
Garth Brooks had it all wrong... He's over the hill, she's stuck right here. And knows it... I should let go... But I care too much. I want my girl back. I'd forgotten how much we relied on each other... I guess we've both had stand-ins for too logn now. I'll just wish I could go home. And next time, I'll bring Robin. I promise. Because if I bring her... it means she's back.
*hugs*
My blessing, my curse. Dreaming of an ocean, wishing for a chance to drown.
P.S. Angel you always check these... so please read this tonight... and please find me in the morning... Find me... because I don't think I'll be able to find myself.
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CityKat - 9:28 p
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Saturday, April 2, 2005
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeEE!
I'm Home!!! ...and it's snowing out... but that's okay 'cause I got sexy ladies in pjs! Seline you should come join me!!!
I'm home!!! OMGosh downtown doesn't change, but it does... it's so scary and funny all at once. And well the used-to-be-urban areas aren't any more... that's just scary. However there's this one lot on Steeles and Martin that's been up for sale for as long as I can remember and they refuse to buy or build on it... but they'll buy whole fields and buil in less convenient places! Stupid people, I like my feilds...
Anyway, my girls are all in the kitchen so I should probably go make sure nobody's caught fire or killed Shannon (the kid sister who wont stop talking about her new boyfriend).
*hugs*
Take care, if you need me you know who to ask to find my number.
Who needs clothes to go ascross the street to A&P?!?
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CityKat - 10:26 a
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