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The Mountain's Secret
My Profile
Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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Pour l’esprit de vos enfants,
Pour la vie et nos enfants,
Déesse je vous en prie.
Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière,
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Vous qui nous avez gardés
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et
La méchante.
La méchante, lui qui nous mange,
Lui qui noircir la vie,
Né du naïf narcotique,
Narcotique de l’esprit.
Narcotique qui est la haine.
Déesse je vous en prie,
Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs,
Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents.
On tombe, Déesse,
Comme l’étoile des ciels.
Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole.
Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs,
Et laisse passer la nuit,
La tristesse,
Les larmes dans nos yeux.
Vous qui nous avez gardés,
Nous gardes encore.
Aide-nous Déesse,
Les sourires nous attendent.
Les étoiles, les esprits contents.
Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous
A trouver nos sentiers.
A trouver nos esprits,
Nos esprits contents.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Je vous remercie Déesse.
With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there.
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All the Riches Buried There
last modified Nov 19, 2005, 6:50 p
Thursday, June 30, 2005
The Feather
Staring at its elegance, imagining its once flawless shape: smooth and soft, its curves give wind to the song of its tale. It has travelled the world, and it wears its age. A smooth brown broken by a scar: an amazing creation ruined by life’s drama.
I take it in my hand, stroking the wound, hoping that with hope and love and help it will heal. It does. However, my efforts are not as perfect as creation’s. I leave its once smooth, even plain with ridges and curves, marking my presence and changing it from what it was to what it will be. I continue to gently touch the side of the scars together, slowly healing them, until they are no more.
But I do not see that my job is done. I admire its beauty and its soft caress, and continue in my endeavours, trying to fix that which is not broken. I test the limits of its strength, trying to create another level of strength within it. I try the nature of its shape and try to flatten the edges that I have curved.
My testing, my trying, my “helping” all for naught. In the end, I create more scars, that I heal. Then more, and still more scars. I turn from being its saviour to being its destruction. The source of its eternal pain: eternal scarring. And though I always return to help heal those scars which I have created, I am still the creator, the source of pain and suffering.
*hugs*
Running through my head: a brutal murder in the making.
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CityKat - 5:24 a
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(1) Lost In The Void
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Quiz Help!
Kk... how many of you guys have actually seen me cry??? I ask this everytime a quiz has a question that asks it, but I never get the answer right... Reply if you have, please... And even if you haven't could your reply, that way I know not to go asking you and don't bug you more...
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CityKat - 9:14 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
Thursday, June 23, 2005
brain go BOOM!
My head hurts... too much to remember. I have most of my physics course down, but the half that got crammed into the last three weeks of class is escaping my brain. Somebody should tell it to stop leaving...
Bio went well enough today... I'm a hamburger! And math will be easy. Meanwhile I'm going to blow up over physics.
Anyway, I should get back to studying... Tara's right... I never should have started studying, it was easier that way!
*hugs*
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you - Hoobastank
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CityKat - 7:52 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Chin Held High, Lopking through Chicken Little's Eyes
I can't wait for today to end... There are only two things that can fix what today has created and neither of them can happen. Mostly because the mall's closed, and there aren't enough hours left to go home and come back before tomorrow.
I just want today to end... For tonight my curse will be a blessing... Please someone make today end...
*hugs*
If today ends, and the future must always be, but tomorrow never comes... What's next?
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CityKat - 5:50 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Summer Woes
Summer's coming! It's warm enough to jump in a lake, so I love it. However for now it's June, and June always sucks.
For some of us this is just another summer, one to get out of school and have fun. Make money, make time, make memories.
For others time is up, their memories of highschool are made and this June will be the time when they finally realize that over the course of the past year they've grown up. Yes, they've done the one thing they swore they never would - they grew up. And for those people I have hope that they will succeed in their endeavours, and that they will make their mark on the world. All the while I know, that they have all made their mark in my heart.
To those of you moving on, to bigger schools and higher levels of learning, or straight to reality, the real world, and the work place: never forget the past four years. Hopefully you can all remember highschool as one of the best times in your lives, and cherish it forever. Youv'e survived late night cram sessions, drunken parties, formal dances, broken hearts, love triangles, childishness, mean teachers, and early mornings, hopefully to come out on top knowing that you can conquer them all and that you can smile at the end of the day.
Never forget these past four years, and never forget the people you shared it with. Sure, those of us who are left are still children, and yes you're all a little tired of our stupidity - but hey! you were once one of us! Remember the smiles and the laughter that we've shared. And hopefully, if we never lose touch, that we will share time and time again!
*hugs*
The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things...
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CityKat - 5:27 p
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(4) Lost In The Void
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Life is a balance between holding on and letting go.
-remind me to finish this post later... thanks for the reminders. And yes Sunshyne, I hadn't gotten as far as thanking you for it yet...
Life is a balance, one so delicate that to off set it could affect not just you, but many others. But what happens... what happens if your life is balanced? Perfectly even. Except the sides are swapped. That which is good is bad; that which is bad is good.
That which is being let go off I should be holding on to. And that which I am holding on to, I should let go of.
Because that is how I live my life is it not? Those things that are utterly hopeless and I am losing I cling to until my last breath. And those that would bring me the most joy, those I should keep by my side, I discard.
So what happens when the balance is not tipped, but reversed? What happens then?
*hugs*
Make the yelling stop...
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CityKat - 9:36 p
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(4) Lost In The Void
Burnt to a Crisp...
Yesterday was fun!! *dances* I got out of the house!!!! And I'll be trapped for the rest of the summer, but oh well. I'll live! Always do.
Happy Birthday for the ten millionth time and a bunch of days later than the first Paul!!!!
Anyway, I'm out... I'm at work so shhh!
*hugs*
What do you do when it's not safe to think about the other things... What happens when what I used to think about becomes safer...
...I could not bring myself to disclose a secret which would fill my hearer with consternation, and make fear and unnatural horror the inmates of his breast. - Mary Shelley
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CityKat - 10:47 a
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(0) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, June 8, 2005
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CityKat - 8:55 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, June 7, 2005
A is for Age: 16
B is for Booze: I don't drink.
C is for Career: Eclogist
D is for Dad’s Name: Michael William
E is for Essential items to bring to a party: Friends!
F is for Favorite song at the moment: I am my own grandpa
G is for great friends: All of them!!! Especially Dev and Lex and Ash tonight!!! And my sexy lady!!!  Love you all!!
H is for Hometown: Milton (some would say Saddlebrook)
I is for Instruments you play: Alto Sax (keeping the list nice short and easy)
J is for Jam or Jelly that you like: Strawberry!
K is for Kids: OMGosh!!! Almost as great as puppies!
L is for Living arrangements: My basement.
M is for Mom’s name: Marie Louise Christine
N is for Name of car you drive: My mommy's!
O is for Overnight hospital stays: Only when I was born...
P is for phobia(s): Losing everyone, and my fear of falling. Hitting the grounds okay, jumping's great! Falling sucks.
Q is for Quote you like: Yeah that's it Josh, it's sort of like baseball.
R is for Relationship that lasted the longest: 7 months
S is for Siblings: the kid (the auxs: the other kids)
T is for Time you wake up: 6am
U is for Unique trait: I dunno!
V is for favorite Vegtable: Carrots!
W is for Worst trait: I'm me.
X is for X-rays: none
Y is for yummy food you make: cookies!
Z is for zodiac sign: sagi
Firsts:
Job: Dock
First screen name: Tara's a bum! Her fault!
First funeral: Grammys and Aunt June's (I don't remember who's was first, they were in the same month though)
First pet: gerbil... it died... along with about a dozen others. I had no luck keeping furry thigns alive as a child.
First piercing: Ears
First tattoo: none
First credit card: none
First enemy: Jessica Lyons - she stole my best friend in kindergarten!
First favorite musician: Shania Twain, Spice Girls, CCR
First Love: Nathan or Jesse... flip a coin?
Lasts
Last car ride: home from school today
Last kiss: I got a kiss from Seline on Friday! (March sometime...)
Last movie watched: Chasing Amy
Last phone call: I made: Dan; Received: My Aunt
Last time showered: last night
Last CD played: Great Big Sea - Sea of no Cares
Now:
Single or Taken: single
Birthday: December 13
Hair color: Brown
Eye color: hazel
Shoe size: 10
Height: 5'6"
Right now where are you: in the office
Wearing: what I wore to school
Drinking: nothing
Thinking about: people
*hugs*
We must always change, renew, rejuvenate ourselves; otherwise we harden. - Johann Wolfgang con Goethe
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CityKat - 9:23 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Monday, June 6, 2005
Holding On
There's no manual to tell me how
To fix these things that happen
There's no guide to help me learn
How to put the pieces back together
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Have I held on for too long again? Is it over?
Or is this my nightmare?
I don't know... what to think, what to do,
Without you.
*hugs*
Day is done,
Gone the sun,
From the lakes,
From the hills,
From the skies.
All is well,
Safely rest,
God is nigh. - we never did get our chance to sing it...
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CityKat - 8:29 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Sunday, June 5, 2005
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
*swings on imaginary swing set*
Good mood!
*hugs*
Ambition is a poor excuse for not having sense enough to be lazy.
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CityKat - 8:51 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
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