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Pour l’esprit de vos enfants,
Pour la vie et nos enfants,
Déesse je vous en prie.
Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière,
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Vous qui nous avez gardés
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et
La méchante.
La méchante, lui qui nous mange,
Lui qui noircir la vie,
Né du naïf narcotique,
Narcotique de l’esprit.
Narcotique qui est la haine.
Déesse je vous en prie,
Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs,
Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents.
On tombe, Déesse,
Comme l’étoile des ciels.
Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole.
Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs,
Et laisse passer la nuit,
La tristesse,
Les larmes dans nos yeux.
Vous qui nous avez gardés,
Nous gardes encore.
Aide-nous Déesse,
Les sourires nous attendent.
Les étoiles, les esprits contents.
Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous
A trouver nos sentiers.
A trouver nos esprits,
Nos esprits contents.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Je vous remercie Déesse.
With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there.
Email Me
Battle Fields
All the Riches Buried There
last modified Nov 19, 2005, 6:50 p
Saturday, February 25, 2006
The only thing worse than living right now... is having to do it alone.
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CityKat - 7:58 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
Friday, February 24, 2006
Just really want to make it through a school year... just one without having to adorn a hidden rainbow.
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CityKat - 8:18 p
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(2) Lost In The Void
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Everything is balanced...
For everything in life there is an opposite, something with which to give balance.
To whomever has the opposite of my life - enjoy it, I'm glad that someone can enjoy something...
... it's just one of those days when I want a few friends around me. Problem is that I let a lot of the friends I want around me right now stray too far... stupid stupid me.
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CityKat - 8:05 p
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(2) Lost In The Void
Monday, February 20, 2006
Just Throw it Away
Apparently I'm supposed to respect him... Apparently he's just proud of me and I should be nicer to me. Doesn't she understand that the last seventeen years of my life won't disappear magically?
I don't want congratulations now... I wanted them then. You see... you ignored me then, when I needed your support. And now I get your hollow pride because someone else has chosen to tell me just how great I am. And I'm not. Sure, I've worked as hard as I can to earn what I have - the universities I applied to have all accepted me, and I have entrance scholarships from them as well. Sure, I'm moving out in six months (I can't wait until it's five!). Sure, it's a big step. Sure, You're "proud".
Where were you when I was failing physics and needed help? Where were you when I couldn't concentrate during exams and you kept turning the music up louder and shouting and screaming more often? Where were you when you tore my life apart the day you told me I was moving? Where were you when I cried myself to sleep because I couldn't understand history or geography? Where were you when all of the members of my class felt that I was the target of everything from food to rumours? Where were you when I hid crying behind the drier, bruised and battered from their latest "game". Where were you when I ran crying to the front door and Matt still had my clothes? Where were you when I needed your support? Where were you when I was trying to learn and grow up?
You weren't there.
I've earned everything I have, by myself. I've paid prices dear and unheard of... I've beaten myself up over grades that were too low. I've set the bar higher and higher every year. Never once did you recognize my achievements, never once did you congratulate me, never once did you tell me that I was doing my best.
You always wanted more, you always thought I was the worst, you always smothered me, you always crushed me... You never let my dreams grow, you never fed my self-esteem. It's no wonder I always think I've done horribly, it's no wonder I still have insecurity issues, it's no wonder I hate you.
Don't try to hug me now and pretend like you're proud of me. You don't have any clue what I've been through, and you couldn't name my accomplishments if you wanted to. Which you don't. You've never accomplished what I have - don't pretend like you understand.
You're right... You don't know.
*hugs*
There is always time to smile.
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CityKat - 9:04 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Good News or Bad News?
Good news is - Guelph actually wants me. Silly them.
Bad news is - just about everything else...
*hugs*
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CityKat - 6:44 a
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(0) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Please?
Satisfy my curiosity...
Praise me!
*hugs*
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CityKat - 9:18 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
thank you
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CityKat - 7:53 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Thursday, February 9, 2006
Exhausted. Just exhausted...
I hate stuffy/runny noses!!!! Stupid beng sick.
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CityKat - 5:21 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Saturday, February 4, 2006
Isn't it funny... The thing that hurts the most is that I could disappear... and the thing that is the easiest is that I could disappear... and the thing I want most is just to disappear.
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CityKat - 6:32 p
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(3) Lost In The Void
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