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The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
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Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
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Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
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Pour l’esprit de vos enfants,
Pour la vie et nos enfants,
Déesse je vous en prie.
Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière,
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Vous qui nous avez gardés
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et
La méchante.
La méchante, lui qui nous mange,
Lui qui noircir la vie,
Né du naïf narcotique,
Narcotique de l’esprit.
Narcotique qui est la haine.
Déesse je vous en prie,
Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs,
Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents.
On tombe, Déesse,
Comme l’étoile des ciels.
Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole.
Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs,
Et laisse passer la nuit,
La tristesse,
Les larmes dans nos yeux.
Vous qui nous avez gardés,
Nous gardes encore.
Aide-nous Déesse,
Les sourires nous attendent.
Les étoiles, les esprits contents.
Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous
A trouver nos sentiers.
A trouver nos esprits,
Nos esprits contents.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Je vous remercie Déesse.
With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there.
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All the Riches Buried There
last modified Nov 19, 2005, 6:50 p
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
3rd Place
Okay... so there are no penguins in the Northern Hemisphere - thank goodness!!! My world is back together again.
We came in third today... Sadly enough we were in 1st after the tests. I'm normally pretty good with oral presentations... oops?
Oh well... anyway...
Yeah.
I'm going to go find an alternative to putting my fist through the wall as something is telling me that hurts - and well, I've had that kind of night.
*hugs*
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CityKat - 6:45 p
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(2) Lost In The Void
Monday, April 24, 2006
Chicken Little
The sky fell down!!!
Okay - news flash! Polar Bears might actually eat Penguins... Who would have thought? It's not every day that you find out you are completely and utterly wrong and that penguings exist in the northern hemisphere...
I need to go sleep on this...
*hugs*
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CityKat - 7:55 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Things are sorta okayish right now... It's nice. Well, everything's great except my sore tummy... someone remind me not to eat chocolate anymore!
*hugs*
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CityKat - 4:57 a
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(0) Lost In The Void
Monday, April 10, 2006
Just a little trust and freedom...
Please, let me first apologize to those of you that read this because it has become my place for venting. If you do not know me or do not see me often any more my happiness probably doesn't reach you - I have a perfect life. It's just that perfection has it's flaws.
I remember four years ago, Chelsea's 13th birthday was the day after mine - as was her party. I remember not being allowed to go because there were boys. I remember never having been allowed to have a boy over, they must have had cooties or something - and always dreaming of the parties Chelsea was always throwing with all of our class. I also remember that party, her first co-ed sleepover... and I remember once again not being allowed to attend. Not once did I attend a party with my classmates, because we never seperated ourselves by gender - we were the French Fries and that's all that mattered.
Four years (minus a day) later... I plan a party for my own birthday, my 17th birthday. A bunch of friends over for a party - most of them gone by about 11. A select few sleeping over. I've been reviewing plans with my mom forever. Finally that night comes...
"Is everyone gone that is going home?"
"Yeap, for the first time on time! If we're too loud just tell me and I'll turn things down."
...
"I still hear Dan..."
"Yeah"
"He's not staying over is he? You know how I feel... *scowls*"
"I asked like a month ago and you said it was alright!"
"Marie"
"Please mom... does he really need to go home? I can make the call if you want me to."
"He can stay. *scowling more* but we need to talk in the morning."
I didn't throw a sweet 16 party because I knew she wouldn't approve... I try not to ask for anything that she might even consider saying no to. I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't do drugs. I'm one of the top of my class, I never skip school, and I'm active in my community. What did I do wrong? I planned it with my mother, I ran all of the plans through her before telling anyone else.
I was in trouble for a month, but I got through that... such a great birthday present. I'll have to remember to thank her for it again.
So now... today... I'm 17, I'm moving out in four months...
"Mom, are we doing anything on the weekend of the 22nd?"
"Not that I know of, why?"
"Can we have my envirothon team over so that we can cram for the weekend? I promise we wont be too much of a bother."
"Sure - that sounds fine. As long as you girls study."
"Ian and Dan are on the team, is there any chance they can join us? It's not worth it without the whole team."
"I don't want them over - you know the rules."
"We're just studying mom... they can sleep upstairs if you really want."
"No, not in the house."
"Pitch a tent?"
"*scowls* Go do the dishes, and don't bother trying - you're being inconsiderate and immature."
I just want to study. I want to study, so that we have a shot at winning... Is it really that big a deal that there are two guys on my team? If we were drinking or doing drugs or something bad-ish I would understand... But it's a bunch of teenagers asking permission to study!
I'm sorry I grew up without a mother. I'm sorry she made up for the missed time with toys and presents. I'm sorry I idolized her. I'm sorry I've lost so many people. I'm sorry the neighbour tried to rape me and my father never believed me. I'm sorry my father left the four year old home alone without saying he was leaving and an old guy walked in and she ran out the back door and got in trouble for hiding at the neighbours. I'm sorry I didn't have a childhood with parental figures.
I'm sorry... For whatever it is I didn't learn as a child. I'm sorry I'm not the angel you wanted. I'm sorry for being a disappointment. I'm sorry for everything.
I'm sorry - for the fact that I am nothing.
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CityKat - 7:16 p
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(5) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, April 5, 2006
Stolen from Ali
ONE WORD. NO EXPLANATIONS.
1. Yourself: me
2. Your Lover: caring
3. Your Hair: wet
4. Your Mother: grumpy
5. Your Father: hated
6. Your Favourite Item: teddy
7. Your Dream Last Night: none
8. Your Favourite Drink: lemon
9. Your Dream Home: tree
10. The Room You Are In: bed
11. Your Pet: none
12. Who You Are Now: lost
13. Who You Want To Be In Ten Years: friend
14. What You Want To Be In Ten Years: mother
15. What You're Not: everything
16. Your Best Friend: amazing
17. One of Your Wish List Items: Freedom
18. Your Gender: Bitchy
19. The Last Thing You Did: shower
20. What You Are Wearing: towel
21. Your Favourite Weather: spring
22. Your Favourite Book: pooh
23. The Last Thing You Ate: sandwich
24. Your Life: a miracle
25. Your Mood: procrastination
*hugs*
Sometimes lemonade isn't good enough - and you have to make a concotion.
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CityKat - 5:22 p
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(1) Lost In The Void
Tuesday, April 4, 2006
Goddess protect us...
I love her, because she is our mother and our guardian... but goddess, sometimes you play a cruel game.
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CityKat - 7:21 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Sunday, April 2, 2006
RIP Sabrinus
*lowers flag*
Sab's gone  She was 12 or 13 though, so I guess it was time. Now Dale's lonely though... poor him.
Today was long, my mother wants to disown me, my father's an ass, and work was really long. Maybe sleep will help...
*hugs*
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CityKat - 8:38 p
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(2) Lost In The Void
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