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The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
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Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
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Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
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Pour l’esprit de vos enfants,
Pour la vie et nos enfants,
Déesse je vous en prie.
Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière,
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Vous qui nous avez gardés
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et
La méchante.
La méchante, lui qui nous mange,
Lui qui noircir la vie,
Né du naïf narcotique,
Narcotique de l’esprit.
Narcotique qui est la haine.
Déesse je vous en prie,
Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs,
Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents.
On tombe, Déesse,
Comme l’étoile des ciels.
Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole.
Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs,
Et laisse passer la nuit,
La tristesse,
Les larmes dans nos yeux.
Vous qui nous avez gardés,
Nous gardes encore.
Aide-nous Déesse,
Les sourires nous attendent.
Les étoiles, les esprits contents.
Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous
A trouver nos sentiers.
A trouver nos esprits,
Nos esprits contents.
Déesse je vous en prie.
Je vous remercie Déesse.
With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there.
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All the Riches Buried There
last modified Nov 19, 2005, 6:50 p
Monday, January 28, 2008
Fuck
*is writing this because she is still downstairs and she can't cry downstairs and is sick of crying*
I don't know what to do anymore... it's all so much harder than it sounds. I can't think without getting messed up in over-complicated emotions and the drama that is my life. Aida runs from drama she says - I therefore find it funny how she ended up living across the hall from me.
I hate this... it takes over every last part of my life...
"this" What is "this"? I think it's some sort of overly-complicate, probably really simple, loneliness. It is feeling on top of the world with the greatest friends one moment, to needed someone to hold you so desperately that life has no purpose without them the next. It's being in love and not all at the same time, it's not being able to move on - while half of you moves on. It's not wanting to move on, while you scout out boys with friends. It's loving someone so completely and entirely that they are your world, and hating them for what you've done all at once. It's the most solid and complete at-peace-with-the-world feeling in your heart, while your gut is wrenching in painful sobs, and your heart is torn in two directions at once. It's crying yourself to sleep because everything's perfect. It's thinking everything's amazing because you have a reason to cry. It's feeling alone in the most crowded of places, and counting your friends on one hand - when you know that yesterday you had a million people who cared about you and you were one of the lucky ones. It's feeling like there's not a soul in the world you can talk to - because they just wouldn't understand... It's being alone while everyone else holds someone close. It's keeping everything to yourself while so many people spill their souls to you...
it's "this" feeling.
I don't know how to escape it... It's always there, good and bad, always bringing me as high as can be and then smashing me into the ground...
I miss innocence...
*hugs*... because I could use them right now...
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CityKat - 8:03 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Sunday, January 27, 2008
*gives up*
*falls back in hole and breaks into her quite familiar tiny pieces*
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CityKat - 3:12 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Thursday, January 24, 2008
*tries not to be lonely*
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CityKat - 9:03 p
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(3) Lost In The Void
Saturday, January 19, 2008
It's Back... 
OKay... Everyone remembers the "pink thing" - I quite loved it when I bought it, if only because I get really giddy when I get to be girly.
Well... now there's a "purple thing". It scares me more than anything else - it's complicated and has an open-back that's not open... And it's like plum - I don't wear purple - I wear red...
What have I gotten myself into?
*hugs*
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CityKat - 7:05 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Yeap... its winter...
Inside and Out...
I need to just grin and bare it... please - if I'm irritable, forgive me? And if anyone has chocolate - I could use some...
*hugs*
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CityKat - 10:38 a
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(0) Lost In The Void
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Gah!
Girls suck. They're stupid and retarded and urg!
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CityKat - 12:12 p
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(6) Lost In The Void
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
My Crayon Box
I live in a crayon box! It's amazing. It's currently keeping me quite excited, and kinda happy.
Whatever this feeling is though, I don't think I like it. It's almost a homesickness, but more a want of good (and meaningful) company. I dunno... but it's a want nonetheless, and therefore gets kinda depressing...
*hugs*
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CityKat - 7:55 a
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(0) Lost In The Void
Sunday, January 6, 2008
iishie the fishy.
I need to find some way... I don't know what to do...
I miss you all..
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CityKat - 9:05 p
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(0) Lost In The Void
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