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The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS


Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links

Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!


Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links

Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?


~The Bloody Morning After~

Pour l’esprit de vos enfants, 
Pour la vie et nos enfants, 
Déesse je vous en prie. 
Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière, 
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour. 
Déesse je vous en prie. 
Vous qui nous avez gardés 
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et 
La méchante. 
La méchante, lui qui nous mange, 
Lui qui noircir la vie, 
Né du naïf narcotique, 
Narcotique de l’esprit. 
Narcotique qui est la haine. 
Déesse je vous en prie, 
Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs, 
Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents. 
On tombe, Déesse, 
Comme l’étoile des ciels. 
Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on 
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole. 
Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs, 
Et laisse passer la nuit, 
La tristesse, 
Les larmes dans nos yeux. 
Vous qui nous avez gardés, 
Nous gardes encore. 
Aide-nous Déesse, 
Les sourires nous attendent. 
Les étoiles, les esprits contents. 
Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous 
A trouver nos sentiers. 
A trouver nos esprits, 
Nos esprits contents. 
Déesse je vous en prie. 
Je vous remercie Déesse.
 
 
With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there. 
Email Me
 
 
Battle Fields 
All the Riches Buried There

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Stay

I been sittin' here starin'
At the clock on the wall
And I been layin' here prayin'
Prayin' she won't call
It's just another call from home
And you'll get it and be gone
And I'll be cryin'

And I'll be beggin' you, baby
Beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waitin'
With my heart on my sleeve
Oh, for the next time we'll be here
Seems like a million years
And I think I'm dyin'

What do I have to do to make you see
She can't love you like me

Why don't you stay
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of bein' lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay (yeah)

You keep tellin' me, baby
There will come a time
When you will leave her arms
And forever be in mine
But I don't think that's the truth
And I don't like bein' used
And I'm tired 'a waitin'

It's too much pain to have to bear
To love a man you have to share

Why don't you stay
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of bein' lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay (yeah)

I can't take it any longer
But my will is gettin' stronger
And I think I know just what I have to do
I can't waste another minute
After all that I put in it
I've given you my best
Why does she get the best of you
So next time you'll find
You wanna leave her bed for mine

Why don't you stay
I'm up off my knees
I'm so tired of bein' lonely
You can't give me what I need
When she begs you not to go
There is one thing you should know
I don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay, yeah
Oh

Monday, April 7, 2008

Take my own advice she says....

I need to do something in another two weeks - actually exactly two weeks from today. I need to do something, and to say some things, that I've tried to say before - that I've tried to do before, and have always failed at.

I need to find my backbone again, and I need to help myself get out of part of this rutt... I need it to work this time, because I don't know how much longer I can do this...

I'm going to need help though... will you be there?

*hugs*

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Regional Meme

Age: 19

Where did you grow up: Milton, Ontario

1. A body of water, smaller than a river, contained within relatively narrow banks.
creek

2. What the thing you push around the grocery store is called.
shopping cart

3. A metal container to carry a meal in.
lunch box

4. The thing that you cook bacon and eggs in.
frying pan

5. The piece of furniture that seats three people.
couch

6. The device on the outside of the house that carries rain off the roof.
evestrough

7. The covered area outside a house where people sit in the evening.
gazebo

8. Carbonated, sweetened, non-alcoholic beverages.
pop

9. A flat, round breakfast food served with syrup.
pancakes

10. A long sandwich designed to be a whole meal in itself.
sub

11. The piece of clothing worn by men at the beach.
bathing suit

12. Shoes worn for sports.
running shoes

13. Putting a room in order.
tidying

14. A flying insect that glows in the dark.
firefly

15. The little insect that curls up into a ball.
potatoe bug

16.The children's playground equipment where one kid sits on one side and goes up while the other sits on the other side and goes down.
see-saw

17. How do you eat your pizza?
pointy end first

18. What's it called when private citizens put up signs and sell their used stuff?
garage sale

19. What's the evening meal?
supper

20. The thing under a house where the furnace and perhaps a rec room are?
basement

21. What do you call the thing that you can get water out of to drink in public places?
water fountain

Friday, April 4, 2008

Spring...

Isn't it amazing how the highs make the lows so much lower?

I was happy yesterday, utterly and completely content and happy with myself and the world. I couldn't help but smile, and laugh, and sigh, and look at the world through those rose coloured glasses that I love so much.

And then there was today... I woke up and it was cloudy, rainy and miserable. I knew then that it wouldn't be a good day at all...

And so now I sit here, day almost done, and its back. It's back, and all it took was a few pictures and some rainy weather.

I don't know what it is - but if I talk something spills out... Something about everyone quiting on me, including me, about losing my friends, about not making friends, about being teased, about being overweight, about being unmotivated, about being self-conscious, about being on top of the world but not feeling it. Something about loving so much, without love coming my way. Something about doing my best to do good, but not being sure how to ignore all the road blocks. Something about working to be a friend and keep friendships alive, but friends letting friendships die.

Something about emails and letters and messages sent, never to be replied to. About asking for help and for support, after giving help and support, and the support I need not being there. Something about giving, and giving, and giving, and never receiving... Something about hoping and dreaming, but never being able to overcome my own mind.

Something about needing a hug, but hugs not being there...