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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS


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Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!


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Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
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~The Bloody Morning After~

Pour l’esprit de vos enfants, 
Pour la vie et nos enfants, 
Déesse je vous en prie. 
Pour vos enfants capturés sans lumière, 
Pour vos enfants qui perdent l’amour. 
Déesse je vous en prie. 
Vous qui nous avez gardés 
Sauf, loin de la tristesse et 
La méchante. 
La méchante, lui qui nous mange, 
Lui qui noircir la vie, 
Né du naïf narcotique, 
Narcotique de l’esprit. 
Narcotique qui est la haine. 
Déesse je vous en prie, 
Vous, qui n’existe que dans nos cœurs, 
Vous, qui est l’amour et les vents. 
On tombe, Déesse, 
Comme l’étoile des ciels. 
Aides-nous Déesse, pour qu’on 
Trouve les ailes sur lesquelles on vole. 
Pour qu’on trouve nos cœurs, 
Et laisse passer la nuit, 
La tristesse, 
Les larmes dans nos yeux. 
Vous qui nous avez gardés, 
Nous gardes encore. 
Aide-nous Déesse, 
Les sourires nous attendent. 
Les étoiles, les esprits contents. 
Aide-nous Déesse, aide-nous 
A trouver nos sentiers. 
A trouver nos esprits, 
Nos esprits contents. 
Déesse je vous en prie. 
Je vous remercie Déesse.
 
 
With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there. 
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Battle Fields 
All the Riches Buried There

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Empty.

It just keeps replaying in my head...

Him sitting on the side of my bed, turning to me and saying "we probably shouldn't have done that...."

As if there was a "we". As if I hadn't told him not to, as if I hadn't asked him to stop...

As if I had had a choice...

It's not like I kicked or screamed or yelled... should I need to? I probably should have.
I asked him to stop, I told him not to... I thought I knew him, I thought I could trust him...

he isn't who I thought he was.

"we probably shouldn't have done that"

He was calm, he was regretting what he had done instead of what he had done to me.

...

And when I couldn't look at him... when I was in utter and complete shock, not knowing what had just happened or why...

"I just... I just didn't think you would... could... I don't understand..."
He didn't understand. He thought nothing was wrong...

Nothing was wrong.

He had ignored me, shut me out, invaded me, hurt me...

Nothing was wrong.

WE shouldn't have done that.
WE?

What we...
Where was the we...

Him... it was him...

...stop. please, we shouldn't.... you really shouldn't. come on... not like this... stop.

"we probably shouldn't have done that..."

...we?...