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Boom! That loud silence that is around when people are thinking about stuff, well it’s been around all day. And I’ve been stuck in thought, the loudness driving me to hide from confusion and thunder, the silence giving me the peace of mind and solitude to think. So what I’m thinking? What’s the problem with facing thought? The problem is thought makes me think and thinking makes me realize things. Things I never want to come true. Things that are already true and I don’t want to face. I’ve been hiding I guess, hiding in the here and now, or the past. Never in the future in what may or will be. Hiding in my world of happiness and joy, of love and compassion. Never in the reality of pain and suffering, never remembering to remember, always forgetting. When I’m in my world I see what I want and I want to reach out and grab it. When I’m in the real world all I see is that that something is too far away, beyond my grasp, maybe even taken by someone else. I’m not referring to one thing in general, the goddess knows I could go on for hours about some of the things I’ve been unwilling to think about. I’m speaking of everything, not one thing, and at the same time nothing.
ah, anoher person into the world of depressingness. welcome. the drinks are free but you have to pay to use the bathroom heyness Hey you know u remind me of one of my good friends, Sam. You are a bloody lot alike. Do you like LOTR by any chance? i kno no HTML, maybe u can help me 'cuz it looks like u got a pretty good set-up here. Thanks. Peace. |