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March 2004
The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
Fellow Tin Soldiers
Blog Links
Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
Fun Links
Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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The sands have moved on... So many good things, so few bad. But today my mind has decided to look beyond the good to see the bad I hid. The smile I normally wear has been wiped from my face... I feel naked without it. I feel exposed to the world. I have always hidden the bad behind the good so at least the world couldn't see it. Just maybe I thought, if I don't show this sadness and grief and pain and loneliness then I will be able to let only the good shine. To help others in being happy and joyful as I am. Or I appear.
Forth from my heart flows a dry riverbed. Unfed by the tears I do not cry. Cannot cry. Forth from my heart flows sadness and loneliness. I long for a shoulder to cry on, an arm to wrap myself in, a love to find comfort in. I do pity those who have never loved, for they have never known this comfort. But I do pity those who have lost for they have such a longing that never could they cry an ocean and fill the hole love left.
The sands of time drift by, slowly making the holes grow bigger. But as the sands of time drift onward, the winds will shift and scatter those grains of sand. The wind will turn to the happy. I have loved. I have lost. I now long. I will live. My smile will return, and these feelings will go away. For now, they lay before you. As I promised you my thoughts. And here I lie exposed before you.
*hugs*
'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. - Alfred Lord Tennyson
last modified Mar 15, 2004, 9:43 p
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marie! you're not supposed to be depressed! that's not your way! ah well, shit happens. we've been friends since grade six, and that friendship still continues. i know i'm so damned far away most of the time, and even farther away at the moment, but you do know you can call me whenever, right? right? well, if you didn't know that, you know it now. i'm here for you.
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arwenevenstar - March 16, 2004, 1:53 p
*hugs* marie you know how to get a hold of me, you know i will listen... you know we all love you in our own way... you know i am a shoulder and some arms...
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Iamweasel - March 16, 2004, 1:21 p
*hugs*
*Offers shoulder, arms, whatever is needed.*I agree. Marie, cheer up hun. I will always be here to talk to, nag at, vent at, or whateve you need. There is always one way or another to contact me. E-mail, phone, MSN. Whenever you feel down , just ask, and I will do anything I can to help. I will listen, I will offer advice if it is wanted, I will be a shoulder to cry on. Just don't be sad. It breaks me when a friend is sad. I care about you too.
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REGS - March 16, 2004, 12:10 a
Marie, I'll always be there to comfort you. Don't forget that. I still care about you.
*hugs*
Cheer up
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Edicius - March 16, 2004, 12:02 a
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