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March 2004
The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
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Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
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Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
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The act of crying... Oh how I love and despise it. So often am I so willing to burst into tears, but almost never do I do so, the tears being just beyond reach. Oh how the simple act of crying could ease my pain.
In truth I have only ever really cried three times. By ‘really’ I mean I remember the salty taste of the tears as they rolled down my cheeks for hours on end. The first time I was so very young, and so very lost in the fair. The next, was just last September when my grandfather died. To make the tears flow I had to work, in fact I had to call Tara and make her cry. Then to ease my pain for a simple 5 minutes it took a 20-minute conversation with Ali. How those tears eased the pain, and how the pain made flow the tears. The last time, this last June when I moved. When one waits so long to find a circle of friends she can trust and rely on and then must leave them, she has no choice, tears are all that will mend the pain, as time only makes it worse.
Oh how I wish I could cry at times, and oh how I know I will never cry at times like those. If only the salty tears would flow in sorrow as the sweet rain falls in spring.
last modified Mar 25, 2004, 7:19 p
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When I start to cry I immediatly try to stop. Why? Because when I do I'm always in the position where my tears will further someone elses pain. And I can't be the cause of pain. I won't be. So normally there's no time to make up for things, only enough to release the immediate pain, then to suck it up and move on before someone is hurt.
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CityKat - March 26, 2004, 7:45 a
Oh hon. You have to allow yourself that release sometimes. I rarely cry, but when I do, it is good and long to make up for anything and everything.
Love ya, and *hugs*
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REGS - March 25, 2004, 11:24 p
i cough so hard my eyes water almost everytime...
*hugs*
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Iamweasel - March 25, 2004, 10:07 p
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