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March 2004
The Mountain's Secret
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Name: Marie
aka: CityKat
aka: Bubbles
Age: 18 - eek! I'm old...
Birthday: December 13
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Location: The box that is campus.
Loves: RH;MIT, music, friends, the outdoors, all of my hometowns, critters, WAGGGS
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Chicken Soup For The Souless -What goes on in Jesse's brain, nobody knows...
In ThE Tub WiTh SquIsHy -Christina's log, so just keep swimming!.
Lean On Me -Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder.
Manitoulin Wannabe -The heart of the island's where her heart lies.
One Ring... -Ali's blog. Her straight forward is kinda crooked.
Random Thoughts -It’s Jeff! And the voices!.
Searching in the Darkness -Lex's blog, we'll force him to see dawn one of these days.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow -It’s Kuriosity!
Super Spidey -A cookie and a kiss.
The World of Cr0magnus -Tech Reincarnated
Undead and Confused -My favourite Cool Kid!
Moutains and Valleys
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Chris's Site -Games, Pics, Jokes... He's got it. And BESS can't get him.
F-Concept! Oi!Oi!Oi! -Leader's only!... okay, and Josh and Bubble!
havesomehats -All I'm saying is; elephants, checkered people, and top hats.
Sinfest -Funny as Hell. Thanks to Lex for getting me hooked.
Too Far North (Awesome)!! -The best band there ever was! (Okay, that might be stetching it, but hey we love you guys!) It consists of a lack of independant brain power and a collective love for music!
Blog Shares -Who's winning today?
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I feel as if I have a bowling ball in my gut. As if an enormous weight rests on my shoulders but is not someone else’s, or has anything to do with anyone else, but it is entirely my own. But every teenager has their bad days and their good days, and nobody has no weight on their shoulders. So why does my weight feel different? I know the feeling of weight on my shoulders, I’m used to it. I know the feeling of that weight when it’s my own, and when it’s other people’s. That weight never leaves me. But this. This is different.
This is not a weight on my shoulders. This only weighs down my mood, my gut and my heart. I’ve felt this feeling before, I recognize it, so what’s the problem? Normally you know why these moods hit you. You can identify the weights. You know their creators and their questions if not their solutions. Currently, I know nothing. I know not what created this feeling, though I have felt it growing inside of me. I have not the slightest clue as to where it came from, who or what caused it, when it will leave... I know nothing.
last modified Mar 25, 2004, 7:35 p
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Regs you could probably think of a million things this feeling could be caused by, and I've thought of most of them, and it's not any of them. It's just friggin' there and driving me nuts. My reaction is hormones... I'm not sure the bowling ball is... *goes of to further ponder the bowling ball*
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CityKat - March 26, 2004, 7:43 a
Agrees with one word post...And would like to say that it is very obvious that you do not know nothing.
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REGS - March 25, 2004, 11:28 p
Hormones
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Edicius - March 25, 2004, 10:44 p
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