Saturday, September 8, 2007

Depressing Truth

Well it is so said I hadn't updated here in so long but I am not trying to bring life back to this old site. If you want the full experience though the site is best viewed in Firefox from the link here

Well stay tuned.

*Hugs*

Luv ya all.
Cr0magnus
Take Care!

160020 | posted by Cr0mag at 9:07 | 1 comments

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Local Events Updated

Pride week events posted .

Congrats to all whom participated in Dragon boats.

*Hugs*

Luv ya all.
Cr0magnus
Take Care!

154997 | posted by Cr0mag at 20:56 | 1 comments

Friday, July 14, 2006

Today...

Mood Today: Down & Sorry

"Если Вы хотите учиться любить лучше, Вы должны начать с друга, которого Вы ненавидите." ~ "If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."

Sorry again Chris, Nadine & James...

Marie I didn't mean to upset you.

Regs I am sorry I am a selfish jerk.

Well now that I am through apologizing; how is everyone? I miss all of you. I woke up pretty sick this morning but I am doing better now. Its been a long week-ish...

Talk to you all again soon.

Need me cell me @ 665-6205...

*Hugs*

Luv ya all.
Cr0magnus
Take Care!

P.S. - Thank you Marie

154957 | posted by Cr0mag at 17:04 | 2 comments

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Well I think it is done now...

Mood Today: Down

"Мы наслаждаемся теплотой, потому что мы замерзли. Мы оцениваем свет, потому что мы были в темноте. К тому же, мы можем испытать радость, потому что мы знали печаль." ~ "We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness."

First off if there are any problems with my new setup please be sure to let me know.

Secondly there will be no more quizes here; I will post them here. It will just make this page more of a blog in the long run.

Now to the usually business. I know I have been down lately and I know I haven't been the greatest friend lately; I am lost... sorry. I am trying to find a place.

How is everyone?

YAY! Danchan seems stable again.

I can't think of anything else to write right now. Please everyone if you need anything despite my mood lately I am right here and will I would like to help if I can.

*Hugs*

Luv ya all.
Cr0magnus
Take Care!

154941 | posted by Cr0mag at 21:41 | 0 comments

Well Here It Is My New-ish Stopping Ground

It is just about done... bare with me another day or so.

154907 | posted by Cr0mag at 14:11 | 0 comments

154900 | posted by Cr0mag at 11:35 | 0 comments

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Quiz-ish Thingy

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a dish I would prepare for you.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. Answer the question in a comment.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal: follow the rules.

149535 | posted by Cr0mag at 7:58 | 5 comments

Movie Quiz

Hi everyone,

Blame Kaitlin for the movie quiz but yeah I got 190/200.

Love you all
~Dan

Please place an 'X' beside movies you have seen and if you mark more than 70 you are a movie whore.

1. [X] Napoleon Dynamite

2. [X] Saw

3. [X] White Noise

4. [X] White Oleander

5. [X] Anger Management

6. [X] 50 First Dates

7. [X] Jason X

8. [X] Scream

9. [X] Scream 2

10.[X] Scream 3

11.[X] Scary Movie

12.[X] Scary Movie 2

13.[X] Scary Movie 3

14.[X] American Pie

15.[X] American Pie 2

16.[X] American Wedding

17.[X] Harry Potter: Sorcerer's Stone

18.[X] Harry Potter 2

19.[X] Harry Potter: Prisoner of Azkaban

20.[X] Resident Evil I

21.[X] Resident Evil 2

22.[X] The Wedding Singer

23.[X] Little Black Book

24.[X] The Village

25.[X] Donnie Darko

26.[X] Lilo & Stitch

27.[X] Finding Nemo *GRUMBLES*

28.[X] Finding Neverland

29.[X] 13 Ghosts (the old version)

30.[X] Signs

31.[X] The Grinch

32.[X] Texas Chainsaw Massacre

33.[X] White Chicks

34.[X] Butterfly Effect

35.[X]Thirteen going on 30

36.[X] I, Robot

37.[X] Dodgeball

38.[X] Universal Soldier

39.[X] A Series Of Unfortunate Events

40.[X] Along Came A Spider

41.[X] Deep impact

42.[X] KingPin

43.[X] Never Been Kissed

44.[X] Meet The Parents

45.[X] Meet The Fockers

46.[X] Eight Crazy Nights

47.[X] A Cinderella Story

48.[X] The Terminal

49.[X] The Lizzie McGuire Movie

50.[X] Passport to Paris

51.[X] Dumb & Dumber

52.[] Dumb & Dumberer

53.[X] Final Destination

54.[X] Final Destination 2

55.[X] Halloween

56.[X] The Ring

57.[X] The Ring 2

58.[X] Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle

59.[X] Practical Magic

60.[X] Chicago

61.[X] Ghost Ship

62.[X] From Hell

63.[X] Hellboy

64.[X] Secret Window

65.[X] I Am Sam

66.[X] The Whole Nine Yards

67.[X] The Whole Ten Yards

68.[X] The Day After Tomorrow

69.[X] Child's Play

70.[X] Bride of Chucky

71.[X] Ten Things I Hate About You

72.[X] Just Married

73.[X] Gothika

74.[X] A Nightmare on Elm Street

75.[X] Sixteen Candles

76.[X] Bad Boys

77.[X] Bad Boys 2

78.[X] Joy Ride

79.[X] SE7EN

80.[X] Oceans Eleven

81.[X] Oceans Twelve

82.[X] Identity

83.[X] Lone Star

84.[X] Bedazzled

85.[X] Predator I

86.[X] Predator II

87.[X] Independence Day

88.[X] Cujo

89. [] A bronx tale

90.[X] Darkness Falls

91.[X] Christine

92.[X] ET

93.[X] Children of the Corn

94.[X] My boss' daughter

95.[X] Maid in Manhattan

96.[X] Frailty

97.[X] Best bet

98.[X] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days

99.[X] She's All That

100.[X] Calendar Girls

101.[X] Sideways

102.[X] dude wheres my car

103.[]Empire Records

104.[X] Mars Attacks

105.[X] Event Horizon

106.[X] Ever after

107.[X] Forrest Gump

108.[X] Big Trouble in Little China

109.[X] X-men 1

110.[X] X-men 2

111.[X] Jeepers Creepers

112.[X] Jeepers Creepers 2

113.[X] Catch Me IfYou Can

114.[X] The Others

115.[X] Freaky Friday

116.[X] Reign of Fire

117.[X] Cruel Intentions

118.[X] PI

119.[X] Swimfan

120.[X] Miracle

121.[X] Old School

122.[X] Ray

123.[X] The Notebook

124.[X] K-Pax

125.[X] Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring

126.[X] Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers

127.[X] Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King

128.[X] A Walk to Remember

129.[X] Boogeyman

130.[X]Hitch

131.[] Back Door Sluts 9

132.[X] South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut

133.[X] the Fifth Element

134.[X] Star wars episode I

135.[X] Star wars episode II

136.[X] Star wars episode III

137.[X] Star wars episode IV

138.[X] Star wars episode V

139.[X] Star wars episode VI

140.[X] Troop Beverly Hills

141.[X] Swimming with Sharks

142.[] Trainspotting

143.[] People under the stairs

144.[X] Blue Velvet

145.[X] Sound of music

146.[X] Parent Trap

147.[] TheBurbs

148.[X] SLC Punk

149.[X] Meet Joe Black

150.[X] Wild girls

151.[X] A Clockwork Orange

152.[X] The Order

153.[X] Spiderman

154.[X] Spiderman 2

155.[X] Amelie

156.[X] Mean Girls

157.[X] Shrek

158.[X] Shrek 2

159.[X] The Incredibles

160.[X] Collateral

161.[X] The Fast & The Furious

162.[X]2 Fast 2 Furious

163.[X] Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow

164.[X] Closer

165.[X] The Sixth Sense

166.[X] Artificial intelligence

167.[X] Love actually

168.[X] Shutter

169.[X] Ella Enchanted

170.[X] Princess diaries 1

168.[X] Princess diaries 2

169.[X] Constantine

170.[X] Million Dollar Baby

171.[] Life of David Gale

172.[X] 25th hour

173.[X] Vanilla Sky

174.[X] Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind

175.[X] Boogy Nights

176.[X] Braveheart

177.[] The Anarchist Cook Book

178.[X] My House In Umbria

179.[X] Double Jeopardy

180.[X] Monsters, Inc.

181.[X] Pirates of the Caribbean

182.[X] Pee Wee's Big Adventure

183.[X] The Goonies

184.[X] Little Monsters

185.[X] The Wizard

186.[X] Clerks

187.[X] Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back

188.[X] Memento

189.[X] Army of Darkness

190.[X] BASEketball

191.[X] Rocky

192.[X] JAWS

193.[X] Ghostbusters

195.[X] Back to the Future

196.[X] Sin City

197.[X] The Girl Next Door

198.[X] The Karate Kid

199. [] Friday

200.[X] Pink Floyd The Wall

149533 | posted by Cr0mag at 7:46 | 1 comments

Saturday, May 14, 2005

I finally got around to stealing it...

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that i've always wondered about you.
08. I will tell you what gesture I would make to honour you.
09. I'll then say what random item I can find in my room that reminds me the most of you.
10. I'll also mention what part of your body I would bite.
11. And what instrument you are.
12. And what swear word you would be.
13. And what school subject you are.
14. And what cartoon character I think you sould be.
15. Put this in your journal.

141867 | posted by Cr0mag at 23:19 | 15 comments

Monday, April 4, 2005

It has most certianly been a while...

Mood Today:
~ Tired, Pathetic & Annoyed ~

"Видна птица по полёту." ~ "A bird may be known by its song."

I am very happy if you haven't noticed. Life is treating my very very well. I am so lucky. I know I haven't been the greatest friend lately; I was preoccupied... sorry.

Joey is doing overly well and is treatment should be finished soon.

My drawings are starting to annoy me alot but thank you all for the undeserved compliments.

How is everyone?

I gtg... calculas hw...

*Hugs*

Luv ya all.
Cr0magnus
Take Care!

P.S. ~ If you need anything I am trying to make up for my patheticness as of late...

139887 | posted by Cr0mag at 12:09 | 6 comments

Tuesday, March 8, 2005

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Looking for quotes...

Some of you may have noticed my quote site on the side menu; well I am looking for quotes about anything if you post them (plus their author) as comments to this post I will add them to the database...

Thx guys...

*Hugs*

Luv ya all.
Cr0magnus
Take Care!

P.S. ~ I appreciate all contributions

137705 | posted by Cr0mag at 21:15 | 4 comments

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Life

Mood Today:
~Alive, Worried, Happy & Annoyed~

"Насильно мил не будешь." ~ "Love cannot be forced."

I am happy. Life is treating reasonable well. The school is on my nerves but, I am dealing with that. I owe a lot of my new found solidity to my Angel. And I am always still here for you all and I want to help if you will let me.

Joey is doing well.

Semi was amazing. I hope everyone else had a good time. My shoulder is sore if you don't know why just ask. Please be careful around my *right* side.

I gtg... must take my english note...

*Hugs*

Luv ya all.
Cr0magnus
Take Care!

P.S. ~ All is better then it has been in a long time... thank you all...

137046 | posted by Cr0mag at 10:47 | 3 comments

Another Quiz...

What would you do if...

I cried:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I died:
I was afraid:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I were hospitalized:
I ran away:
I got in a fight and you were there:

What do you think about my?...

Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humour:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:

Would You?...

Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, No matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumours about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash If i needed it:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Love me for who I am:

137043 | posted by Cr0mag at 10:29 | 5 comments

Sunday, January 30, 2005

Alphabets:

Answer or fill out the following...

A - Accent:
B - Breast size:
C - Chores you hate:
D - Dad's name:
E - Essential object to wear:
F - Favorite color:
G - Gold, silver or lead:
H - Hometown:
I - Insomniac?
J - Job title:
K - Kids:
L - Living arrangements:
M - Mom's birthplace:
N - Number of apples you've eaten in your lifetime:
O - Overnight hospital stays?
P - Phobias?
R - Religious affiliation:
S - Siblings:
T - Time you wake up:
U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn:
V - Vegetables you refuse to eat:
W - Worst habit:
X - X-rays you've had?
Y - Yummy foods you make:
Z - Zodiac sign:

My answers are posted as a comment.

136030 | posted by Cr0mag at 13:07 | 7 comments

Saturday, January 29, 2005

Blog Quiz:

Hi all,

You know the drill bold the ones that apply to you:

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more TV than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've tried marijuana.
009. I've watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.
013. I have acne free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been told I have a nice butt.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I'm smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning..
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of the Canada
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I think that I'm popular.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my girlfriend!
058. I don't hate anyone.
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone.
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have tried alcohol before.
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie.
086. I have avoided assignments to be on Danchan or Livejournal.
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089: I love my best friends
091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. Had a crush on somebody you have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "Lost."
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. I think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. I am a nerd.
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I don't change who I am for someone else.
120. My heart resides below my feet.
121. I am a Senior in High School.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have gastritis.
124. I have nothing better to do with my time.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Most people call me by my middle name.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. Pi confuses me.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have once had mono.
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm only wearing underwear.
135. I had more than one Thanksgiving dinner this year.
136. I've drove to a different state to see a band I like.
137. I am the most overanalytical person I know.
138. I believe in wasting time.
139. I don't listen to much music.
140. I have a shoe fetish.
141. My favorite holiday isn't Christmas.
142. I prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
143. I love sex
144. I wanna go home (Complicated)
145. I don’t know what I would do without my friends.146. Christmas threw up in my dorm room and I love it.
147. Friends is one of my favorite TV shows.
148. I'm hungry.
149. I'm watching the weather channel at the moment.
150. I Hate My Life
151. I Hate My Parents!
152: I'm realizing now that people are hypocritical and very fake.
153. I absolutely love the O.C
154. I'm a dreamer.
155. I've met a member of a boy band.
156. I have broken a bone in another state.
157. I hate my teachers!!! (Some)
158. I tend to want what I can't have, and when I can have it realize I don't deserve it.
159. Watch 23 overs of TV straight ever..
160. I hate blog quizes.

135958 | posted by Cr0mag at 11:26 | 0 comments

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Kyla & The Lost Boys

Hopes & Dreams On-line CD Teaser…

Track 1 - On Fire
Track 2 - The Lights
Track 3 - Not Me
Track 4 - Wishing For Rain
Track 5 - Sorry

Enjoy the sample, but if you want to hear the rest contact me in order to purchase a CD.

134685 | posted by Cr0mag at 11:41 | 9 comments

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Click Here!

134479 | posted by Cr0mag at 15:34 | 0 comments

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

What Color Are You?

Green
You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.


Find out your color at Quiz Me!

134389 | posted by Cr0mag at 21:46 | 3 comments

Sunday, January 9, 2005

Whatever...

Mood Today:
~Dead, Confused, Worried & Broken...~

"Чего нельзя исцелить, то приходится терпеть." ~ "What can't be cured must be endured."

Life Update...

Some mornings are just a constant reminder of horrible life can be...

Thing right not are really bad and well I don’t care so much as to go into details here but you know I am still here for anyone who needs a helping hand. I want to thank everyone who has tried to help me especially those of you who really have. I just don’t know how to sort something in my life out yet but I am working on it.

Sorry... to well everyone... ... I have been kind of a jerk lately to a lot of you…

*Hugs*

Luv ya all.
Cr0magnus
Take Care!

P.S. ~ I will be okay… all things heal in time… and if they don’t I will find a way to endure it all…

Wednesday, January 5, 2005

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Whatever My Life is My Mess So I will Clean it up...

Everyone stop being sorry not of this is your fault... i am fine... kk... and with friends like you disappearing didn't work so well... I am back so smeh... ttyl...

132572 | posted by Cr0mag at 18:46 | 5 comments

Monday, December 27, 2004

Life Is A Mess...

Too many things going on... and yeah... if there is something really important please call me at 682-1301... no calling my cell that is Joe's lifeline... talk to you sometime... i am just disappearing for a while to handle things...

132413 | posted by Cr0mag at 0:15 | 11 comments

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Just For Those Of You Who Haven't Noticed

On my side menu there are some important links:

1. My emoticon legend
2. My Poetry
3. My Art
4. There is a guest login...

I know most of you knew that already but a couple people have asked a few questions so here is the answer.

132133 | posted by Cr0mag at 15:22 | 2 comments

Mood This Morning:
~Dead, Confused, Lost, Worried & Faded...~

"Холодный и мертвый." ~ "Cold & Dead"

Life Update...

I am so far gone... so lost... so confused... I just don't know what to do anymore but, I don't want to hurt anymore... I just wish... I knew what to do... the deeps of my mind are now cold and dark...

While I am be suffering I am not turning you all away. I am always but a phone call or an email away... I am always here as someone to lean on... I am always willing to help... and well I wanted you all to know that.

Joey's got a fever so I don't know how today is going to go. I hope all of you are alright... sorry for my uselessness and depressingness as of late... there is just too much going on and too many confusing developments lately...

Sorry again... for everything and to everyone...

*Hugs*

Luv ya all.
Cr0magnus
Take Care!

P.S. ~ I am okay... I just need to figure a lot out... ... don't mind me...

Talk to you all soon I hope...

Monday, December 20, 2004

A New Blog Quiz:

Ok so here is how it works make things that apply to you bold and leave the rest alone. Here is my set of answers; I look forward to seeing yours.

1 Bought everyone in the pub a drink
2. Swam with wild dolphins
3. Climbed a mountain or a (dry) waterfall
4. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
5. Been inside the Great Pyramid
6. Held a tarantula
7. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
8. Said "I love you" and meant it
9. Hugged a tree ...
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby's diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
31. Asked out a stranger or been asked out by a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
38. Taken an ice cold
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records cd's
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie..
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Waxed anywhere on your body
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ...more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking.
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived.
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Flown an airplane (does a helicopter count?)
144. Pet a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper and it was actually the local magazine
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one -important- author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ...and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions (so far)
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196: Dyed your hair- only one blue streak
197: Been a DJ
198: Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199: Written your own role playing game
200: Been arrested
201: Had a bird poop on your head
202: Played Halo with more than the customary four person X-Box
203: walked in on while doing something 'inappropriate' by a parent or other family member
204: Taken a tap dancing class
205. Had at least two near death experiences

131791 | posted by Cr0mag at 9:21 | 5 comments

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Colours Back!

Hey...

As you can see I am doing better. The colour has returned to my blog and my life has risen from the ashes...

131513 | posted by Cr0mag at 7:28 | 8 comments

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Sins Of The Past Continual Destroy All Happiness In The Present

Mood This Morning:
~Dead, Confused, Upset, Worried & Hopefully Forgotten...~

"Промедление смерти подобно." ~ "He who hesitates is lost."

~RIP~Life Update? What Life? ...

I am still out of it... still infinitely useless... still hurting people... still far too caught up in my own problems... still a moron... still far too selfish... and unfortunately still here...

This last week has obviously taken its toll on me and is continuing to do so... I do not know how much longer it can be bared... and I know it is/has taken its toll on others and I sympathize and am still here for you... while I may not be the best company in my current condition I am always here for my friends...

Sorry again... for everything and to everyone...

*Hugs*

Luv ya all.
Cr0magnus
Take Care!

P.S. ~ It is all good... I should hopely survive this... don't mind me...

Talk to you all sometime...

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Life

~Mood Today: ~cry~Sad, Dead, Upset & Missing...~cry~~RIP~~

"Умный учится на чужих ошибках, а дурак на своих.." ~ "Wise men learn by other men's mistakes; fools by their own."

Life Update (depressing)...

The last lil'while has driven me crazy and as almost been too much for me to bare; then now, I have an just as hard a week ahead of me ...

I have very little to no patience, I have lost all sense of joy and happiness, I am beginning to realize how much I must be getting on everyone's nerves ignore me... I am so not worth the effort...~shakehead~

I don't want to be as down as I am but lately it seems I cannot help it and I am not going to try and make excuses I am just going to move on and accept it.

Moments In Life...
There are quiet little moments
That will catch you by surprise,
When sudden sorrow fills you up
And mournful thoughts arise.

Do not bemoan your change of mood,
Give in and let it flow.
Allow yourself to feel
With all the depth you'll ever know.

You're entitled to soft sadness
When it settles in your heart,
And emptiness of spirit
When stark anguish plays its part.

For lives untouched by woeful thoughts
Will never know the thrill
Of rising up in love's sweet light,
A new and mighty will.

Melancholy moments
Do not last for very long.
They're fleeting and they vanish
When your soul resumes its song.

Well let's see:
1. Work is horrible and certain people are making it impossible to bare any longer
2. My allergies continue to annoy me...
3. This semi-winter snow thing is so stupid... I want to ski and get out my skidoo...
4. School is some twisted form of hell this past week and it gets to continue for another week now.
5. The auditorium has never seen such action~glare~ and I am not sure how much longer I can keep it afloat on the equipment I have.~cross~But there is too much to do and certain people don't understand that things need replaced.
6. ~stab~I have completely had it with administration~fight~
7. ~RIP~I feel dead I feel I am worn out and useless because of everything that has been going on...
8. Damned Christmas~xmas~ is so beginning to get on my blasted nerves ~anger~
9. For music council I have a party to throw on Tuesday... well a dance-ish thing and I should really try to get there cook books together before the break...
10. I now know for sure I am horrible at swimming...
11. I am in a lot of pain... stupid shoulder...
12. I did not quite finish my stupid english exam...
13. K8 has gone on her cruise and I already miss her...
14. Joey is really really sick... and I don't know what to do...

And yes everything is a mess right now...

I guess on the bright side... maybe bright isn't the right word... "the slightly less dark side" The school concerted was not completely horrible and yeah... stupid musicians that use amps... you know who I am talking about... The lounge was amazing every act was great... excluding mine... but yes I enjoyed the lounge so smeh...

Yesterday was unproductive but that is okay I got to hang out with some good friends and eat/make/fight with chocolate so it was not that bad.

That's it... I will stop being depressing now...

*Hugs*

Luv ya all.
Cr0magnus
Take Care!

P.S. ~ Don't worry about me...

Talk to you whenever...

130980 | posted by Cr0mag at 18:58 | 7 comments