Sins Of The Past Continual Destroy All Happiness In The Present
Mood This Morning:
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Dead, Confused, Upset, Worried & Hopefully Forgotten...~
"Промедление смерти подобно." ~ "He who hesitates is lost."
~RIP~Life Update? What Life? ...
I am still out of it... still infinitely useless... still hurting people... still far too caught up in my own problems... still a moron... still far too selfish... and unfortunately still here...
This last week has obviously taken its toll on me and is continuing to do so... I do not know how much longer it can be bared... and I know it is/has taken its toll on others and I sympathize and am still here for you... while I may not be the best company in my current condition I am always here for my friends...
Sorry again... for everything and to everyone...
*Hugs*
Luv ya all. 
Cr0magnus
Take Care!
P.S. ~ It is all good... I should hopely survive this... don't mind me...
Talk to you all sometime...
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my friend, you are just having a bad few weeks. you don't hurt people on the contrary you take in their pain. Atleast take comfort in the fact you have a family that cares for you and friends that will always support you. G-d has decided to throw you a few curveballs in life. time to laugh in His face and knock em out of the park.
BTW- bring back the colors dammit and they'll be reckoning to pay with damn you!!!
*hugs* Forgotten? Not damn well likely. You have never, and I believe will never be useless. It is in you right down to the core, right through to your soul. You are not a moron, and you are not far too selfish, nor too wrapped up in yourself. Unfortunate that you are still here? If you believe it unfortunate, we believe do not. We are very lucky to have you Dan, and we all know that you are always here for us. But that works both ways. We also are always here for you. When things get rough, all you need to do is reach out a hand. It is not all good, but you will survive it. And Don't mind you? We do, and will continue to!
Love you. Take care.
*hugs*
~*throws pillow*~
Yeah... you're out of it... that point I can't argue. But I'm still here if you ever need me. You've never been infinitely useless especially as you have this way of putting everything aside when something needs to get done, we appreciate that - we really do. You haven't hurt anyone intentionly, and you couldn't have stopped it from happening. Stop beating yourself up for it, it's not your fault, it's not anyone's fault.
*hugs* Being caught up in your own problems is a must sometimes. It's like a tech project, you need to know what the box is before you can see out of it, you need to have explored all of the boxes ideas before you can understand what's outside. Don't worry about the world outside of the box for now, we can handle whatever happens, and you're not at the top of your game in order to keep up with us, you know that mentally I could never beat you, but I put up a fight when I play with mind games and hidden things... Sit back and watch for now... you might find some interesting keys to try to unlock doors with next round.
~*beats with pillows*~ You're not a moron!!!! Swetha's not here, I'm most powerful - you're not a moron!!!! ~*ceases beating*~
As for the selfishness thing... Keep that one up and I'll throw your own words back at you! And if it's unfortunate to you that you're still here, then I'll be more selfish than you and keep you here. We love you Dan and we never want you to leave, none of us. As much as people move on in life - you're not allowed to. Got it? You've always been there for me, thank you, and this time I'm tying that stupid collar aroudn your neck and putting the little beacon thingys around Sudbury... If you go to see the Devil tell me and I'll move them to the plane, then to that corner of TO... k? Good! Now that that's cleared up!
*hugs*
Love you'!!!!! Chin up sweetie.
*hugs*