Eternal Dark

Hurray for being a neurotic asocialite. I sit here at my computer, wanting people to talk to me (preferably about me) and yet I'd be dead before I start any conversation myself... The kicker is that I often want to talk to people, wishing I could just open up and tell you guys whatever is on my mind... I have, every now and then, when I stop being selfish and actually talk to people... (rare as that is) 
But I can't help the feeling I get where I just believe that the other person wouldn't care, or I'd just bore them to death, or even reach an impasse in the convo. 
 
Just felt like posting what was in my brain. Maybe later, I'll rearrange it so that it's cohesive and makes sense. 
 
Modern technology allows for such great advances in communication...  
 
Oh, and my co-op presentation? Overkill... but I got cake, and went to wendy's, so it was all good. 
 
Geez... tomorrow's going to be boring... Show up for music council to get my attendance, and then fuck off for the rest of the day... 
 
Hell, I'll just fuck off now, while I can... (as opposed to fuck on? sorry, had to)

last modified Jun 14, 2004 at 14:53

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eerily, i know exactly what you mean, with the "not wanting to bore people to death" bit about msn...there may be a ton of people online, but i'll only talk to one person, and methinks you can guess who that is...and then if i talk to someone, i never know what to say, and the convo just stops dead in its tracks...anywho, enough rambling for ali

110231 | posted by arwenevenstar on June 14, 2004 at 20:06

Hmm... I swear Gowan came on just because I flipped to your blog... :S... (8)you awake the giant(8)

110214 | posted by CityKat on June 14, 2004 at 18:14