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Hello dad, I'm in jail!
I'll be more forthcoming in this post than I usually am. That would be because I just got off the phone with my dad. To sum up my thoughts in one sentence; It's nice to know I'm such a fucking disappointment.
Seriously. I already know my life is shit. I shouldn't have to defend it from someone who was never part of it to begin with. I just wanted to mouth off to him for the sole reason of pissing him off even more, but I wisely held my tongue. He's still my dad, but by through biology only. I hate the guy. The fact I look like him doesn't help.
Hurray for the high self-esteem I had precariously kept for the past week jumping right off a cliff.
o_O
That reminds me of another thing... that was the dream I had last night. I was on a cliff, peering over the edge to see what was below, when suddenly a big unidentified dark object slams into me, making me lose my balance. The dream ended as I was falling.
I guess that object was my dad...
last modified Jun 25, 2004 at 14:58
"If he dies, you'll never be able to tell him how much you hate him."
Guess from where?
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