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I'm having a lot of trouble sleeping these past nights. It's not because of the nightmares, because I'm used to those. To tell the truth, I don't know why I have trouble falling asleep. It's not anxiety, because I don't have much to be anxietous about. (I hope that's actually a word)  
 
It's gotten pretty bad lately. Last night I sat around in bed at 3 envisioning how I might die. Because I had nothing else to do, I worked out the details. If I did, it'd be at camp. I'll just stop there though. I know you people don't want to hear this stuff. 
 
On a different note... 
 
If you had one wish in the world, what would it be? My first wish, aside from the obvious, would be to meet my grandmother that's been in a mental institution most of her life. I don't know what I'd do or say, or what questions I'd ask her, but I just want to see her. 
 
Don't get me wrong. I'm as happy as fuck that Regan's coming back very soon, I'm just being morbid. Yeah, I have problems.

last modified Jun 28, 2004 at 12:47



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I knew anxious would fit, but I wrote down anxietous because it sounded like something I would say. Trust me when I say that I never spell anything wrong. (I do have a funny habit of creating words sometimes)

Although anxietude is a word apparently...

111591 | posted by Edicius on June 28, 2004 at 15:12

one wish? i probably shouldn't elabourate on my current wish (mood is very, very bad). I'm pretty sure no one wants to know it. I don't even want to know it.

Biff

111580 | posted by Biff on June 28, 2004 at 13:19

lol, as your friendly neighbourhood spell-checker, it's actually anxious, not anxietous, lol

I'd wish for...

world peace...

hahahahahahahahahaha! no frigging way, that's impossible and very prom-queen stylée...

Nah, I'd wish that all my loved ones knew how much I loved them before I did anything stupid to myself. But that's just me...

111576 | posted by LususNaturae on June 28, 2004 at 12:55