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Run! Run for your lives! He'll kill us for certain!
I'm kind of lacking on the whole trust issue right now. I'm also lacinng on a good grip onn reality. Inn fact, I'm lacking in ust about eeryhtinvvg vrtight now.v nothing matters to me at them moemtnn... I sut want to hurt eerythignn, eevryone, mainly myself. Isn't it obiouus?
Lies make the world go rounnd. I lie to myself daily. I'm nnot human, nor am I somethinng special or divvinne. Hell, I'm ust me.
You now what I am thnnking right now? Thinnk of a rollercoaster annd carousel inn one. That's me. NNork. Armpit!
FUCK YOU! NNOT TOMORROW! NO! I may nnot be thre tomorrow. You expect ot lie to me, andn then for me to be your friennd? nno. it don't work that way.oay, so I pissed at stuff. evvveryone gets mad now and thenn, right? I donn't. I havvent nneb mad inn years. in the anngry sort of way. my pinky don't work from that, you hear! no madness! i might lose more than a piny.
paranooia! yes! whoo! No 1
die
is dead
or is it?
if you havvenn't guessed it by now, I hate them lies! worst thinng inn the world, they are. how ma I uspposed to feel if noonne trusts me? maybe there right, that I donn't deserve to nnow. I mean, i'd probably do something DTUPOID and ruin it, right? of course, I do it ll the time, donn't i?
the world is melting away, annd 'friennd' along with it, og waht a sasd day it is...
I miss 'friennd', but she was ust a dream. the real one never existed. ooh yes.
Hye, I lovvved you, or stil do. I don't know annymore... bah, you kno what i mena. apologies maybe for earlier. OR NOT! OR MAYBE SO!
4 down... who lefT?
me
8dannces*
it's funnny cause it's true.
true? nno, it's a lie. always a lie.
the entire way of livving is one big lie. too general. evvery facet of our lives is imbued with lies!
ooh, I havev a point. Read 'the giver' Nnow imaginen if the society went back to havving choices. maybe it's like our society havving truth.
truth, ustice, annd the cannaidian way.
i go to school tomorrow, act like nothing happenn. people smile, pretend they care. lies. always the lying. they don't knnow they is lyinng though, which is tragedy
so sad...
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to put it one way so that it means several things; That is me when I do not fix myself...
Yes, that was Jesse. However normally I can read his writing. Steve knows more than me, as always, but remember - no one ever strays far enough to fall.
*hugs*
WigglieGigs, trust me, it's him. Take it from someone who knows him better than he does sometimes.
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge...
Dude, you already know my point of view on this.
Take it easy.
ummm... wtf is going on?
I don't know whether to hug you or hang you a shotgun with only one bullet...
But I'll go with the *hugs*
Something tells me this isn't you, but I wouldn't know... :S
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