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lies to go home to, lies to wake up to...
am I feeling better? probably not. I can't tell. I just woke up. Lack of sleep last night. Marie knows why, for some reason. I alluded to it in my last post too. (Wee, it's all melting away...)
School. History will suck. Teacher is dumb. Class is extra dumb. ('Constantinople bigger than Rome? No way. Why isn't it more famous then?)
Chem. Not bad. Actually interesting.
Bio. boring, still.
Spare? Extra boring.
Lunch? Even more boring. Everyone enjoys walking away from me. Even the little grade 9 girl.
Anything besides school? Hell no. I fell asleep upon coming home. Which means I missed out on supper. Which means my total amount of solids today is half a sandwich, and a crumbled nutri-grain bar which ended up being my supper, only because the owner refused to eat it. I'm getting better at this whole eating thing...
My mom wants me to have a party at my placev for my birthday, and for me to invite all my friends. I almost just told her I have no friends. Fuck parties. They are the last thing on my mind right now. Besides, it wouldn't be any fun. Imagine it... Me walking out on my own party at my own house. Wouldn't that just be fun?
Apologies to Lex. I was being stupid today. I shouldn't have asked for that. I won't post it on my blog, even though it's something I'd do...
Truth is, I've just been feeling extra specially shitty this past little while. I guess it's tapering down. Fucking bipolarity. Of course, blaming that is taking the easy way out. I'll blame myself. Hence, I did what I did. But no, that too was stupid... I still haven't figured out why though. Fuck, it is addicting. More power to Ry.
In other words, good night. All apologies.
last modified Sep 8, 2004 at 20:02
You know, as weird as you seem and as negative as you are about that, don't apologise unless you really have done something wrong... and feeling shitty etc etc isn't something to apologise for... if I misunderstood, then I'm sorry...
Umm, in case I don't get the chance to say so in two days, Happy Birthday... *hugs*
A penny for my thoughts? What a funny statement...
Here's a pennie's worth; Don't fucking spam people's weblogs. I'm half tempted to just delete it outright.
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A penny for your thoughts.
I'll go to your house on your birthday, as long as I don't have class. I'm up for parties! I figure for your sake it should have few people though...
yeah, but not constantly, like I do...
Don't worry about it. Hell, I've done it once before myself... Point is, we all do stupid shit now and then.
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