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Hey! Ho! Emo!
-blame Adi for that one. If you don't know what I mean, chances are I'd have to waste time explaining to you. If by any chance you do, then go check it out.
-Geek?
-saw Intern Academy today. (Yesterday, to be literal and specific) The phrase, "American Pie in a hospital" describes it quite accurately. It was just as funny too, but no shock value, now that we've seen a number of teen sex comedies at this point in our lives. By we, I am referring to me, myself, and the people I know who read this. Mediocre movie. Rent only.
-My cat has attached itself to the cuffs of my jeans, or, more accurately, the ripped parts of my jeans that have taken their place. Damn kitten. He's biting my knee know. He so cute.
-I was a little happier today, but the problems haven't really fixed themselves. Or maybe just knowing everyone else was in a bad mood helped. I have a theory that when I am depressed, most other people are happy because I absorb their depression. But, should I become happy myself, all the depression I am used to and acquainted with disperses itself among the people I know. ("Jesse's happy. Something must be wrong." - Rachel)
-Even Biff says I'm a downer quite often. And Marie doesn't talk to me because of that. Courtney talks to me because of that, I think. The only other people are those that are either people I've met recently, or rarely talk to. I have maybe one good MSN convo a day, on average.
However, on one particular forum I frequent in which the very small population is of 90% angsty teens that want to kill everyone in the world, by comparison, I'm the nicest guy there. It's where I let out my inner angel, whereas my inner devil comes out here. What you see anywhere else is a mixture of both. If you look into my eyes long enough, you can see them fighting. The more colour in them means the angel is winning, and the lack of colour means the devil is raping the angel.
-So, today was one of the better days. In other words, it means that the devil is taking a break from raping the angel for a little while. Even demons can't go on for so long without a break... But then again, he loves inflicting the pain on himself.
-In summary, the weekend will suck, likely. Considering my birthday is in it.
last modified Sep 10, 2004 at 22:55
Happy Birthday!!!! See ya later today. I'd call... but are you awake...
And that's not why I don't talk to you. In fact I was blaming you the other day for not talking to me... So maybe we can spltit he blame?
No one's raping anyone. Stop that. Now.
*hugs* Chin up!
Well then, happier birthday than usual to you!
I guess you can kind of call yourself a depression spunge...
Nice angel/devil analogy. Although, since they should both be you in angel and devil forms, that would be pretty bad. How does the angel start winning anyway? Does it start reading scripture? That would be kind of interesting to watch in a flash cartoon of some sort.
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