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Alone in the dark, searching for light...
Hail to thee, Oh force of will
For awakening minds!
There for me from earliest days
Made this tale so mine
Storm...you almighty, earth, seas and flames
Here I am standing
Bare in my honesty
Calm in the moonshine
Starlight rests my eyes
Pain wakes me conscious
Truth guides my mind
Shine in my heart... strange colours embracing me
I'm not alone in a way
Wrath in my depths brings me to see I'm a warrior soul
Tortured minds... like a cloud they swarm around me
If I said my soul is screaming - would you beleive in me!
Secret cry... hear the souls there howling, howling
While their salvation is so near
Deep inside it's always my time
All around it's only a world no one owns
Deep in heart it's always my time
Grief is nothing life should be
Never bend for misery!
Always standing
Always searching
Always free
Will is the power!
Strayed spirits before me, I see flames still burning
Hearts wounded, transformed
Yet not into grey, cold stones
Innocent days, life full of breath
That is the time I am crying for
Fly free again through virgind lands
That is the life I will fight for to regain
Turn around! All the founts you'll find behind you
If I said my heart is burning - would you believe in me!
Years flow by, still you drown is caustic memories
Embrace the best and face old grief
Deep inside it's always my time
All around it's only a world no one owns
Deep in heart it's always my time
Searching for a true relief
Finding life will be your first
Last one'll be your death
Cry of a restless soul
Hunting breeze of wasted bliss I am
For me and you I will catch it
In the dusk of banished mist you'll hear a waning moan
Cry of a restless soul
God, I'm ever so sick today...
I'm such a loser.
I fight myself constantly. There are two dominant personalities in me. Neither one wins for long.
Why is it that I am depressed in life? Is it because I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing? It's possible... but I don't know what it is that I'm supposed to be doing...
Hmm... this post is almost exactly like the previous 20 or so posts I've made... wow... talk about originality...
I talk about myself too much.
last modified Oct 7, 2004 at 11:25
how can you NOT talk about yourself too much in your blog?! that's like saying "I see myself in the mirror too much, I should see other people in them more"
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