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My skin went sour a long time ago, it knew it had no place left to go...
Update: Still pissed. Slightly less lethal to those around me, but still pissed.
I mean, fuck, I'm shaking uncontrollably... I never get mad. Ever. And now, because of this one thing, all the anger I've never had in the past two years is rushing into me.
Just my luck that I BROKE the punching bag, argh... This whole day has been one fucking pig filled miserable ordeal after another, but I kept my head up, and did my best not to let it all fucking get to me...
But this... this is something else entirely... I just fucking can't believe a person could do something so FUCKING INCONSIDERATE and go as far as to do what they did...
No, I'm not gnashing my teeth, or smashing everything around me. I'm still very much in control of myself, as always... I'm hoping it doesn't get worse than it is right now, but it shouldn't.
No, I'm not fucking explaining. Either this person will come forward and apologize EXACTLY for what they've done, or I swear... (No fucking vague statements like "Whatever I did, I'm sorry." I fucking hate those. Either you know, or you don't.)
Fucking...
LIES!
last modified Nov 10, 2004 at 20:28
Did you even read my post? I said I hated people apologizing for something they didn't even do.
Not only that, it's hypocritical of you to offer yourself as a punching bag when you tell me not to do the same.
It's not you. It's not something someone did to me directly. In fact, I bet the person will probably never realize that I am mad at them, or why.
If I sound curt, it's not because of anything you did, including your last post. I'm just... argh...
If this is directed at me, I DON'T know, but I will apologize anyway. If this is something I did, come talk to me about it, and I will do my best to make it right. If it makes you feel better to punch me, I would let you. If it is not me, I am glad.
You know what? In a way, it is a good thing that you are angry. It means you are feeling, something, at least. And it is good you kept your head up.
*hugs* Take care.
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