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Killed repeatedly by friend's best intentions
What goes around, comes around...
Lost all my music on my computer. 3 gigs of music... *sighs*
It was always music that cheered me up when I was down, mainly by playing depressing music.
Funny, because now I'm more depressed than I've been since... last summer, really. Back then I had a reason to be depressed. Now, I'm just feeling extra shitty again. Not enough to feel suicidal yet, but at the rate it's going, it doesn't look like it'll take much to put me there.
I just want to be alone...
last modified Mar 7, 2005 at 4:28
Hi Jesse,
It's Anthea...I sit in front you in english and send you e-mails. I was wandering around Danny's blog and just happened to find yours. Don't worry I'm not stalking you. I have one too:
www.livejournal.com/users/starry_17
see you tomorrow....ew Geiger
Everyone has the right to feel down. And everyone sometimes has the need to be alone. It usually passes with time. And you know that I am still here, if ever you stop wanting to be alone, and you need to talk. Just call, or whatever you wish.
Take care Jesse. Love ya, *hugs*
Um...
I can *not* be there for you if you want.
Feel like I should be apologizing for something. Here. I'm sorry for loving you when you obviously just want to be left alone. Maybe...I'm just reading into things again. Sorry for that.
*a hopefully comforting lack of hugs*
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