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Another Dimension
I don't understand how I could not be pissed off at certain people right now.
I don't know if I should be mad at Ry, Lex, Joce and Sarah right now. I'm not too impressed with any of them right now, but in the same token I'm a very understanding person. I knew I was out of place, so I shouldn't have expected people to, you know, actually try to not ignore me as they go make out for the rest of the night.
And yet, the couple who were actually in the long distance relationship, the two you'd be most understanding towards them being all over each other... they were the ones who went out of their way to make sure I wasn't left out. For that, I really appreciate them.
And I got no apologies either from the others. I wonder if they even realized how shitty I felt. Ry knows what I'm talking about because this has happened to her before... so it was a little surprising to see her act like that. But whatever. No one's perfect.
What I'm trying to say is, I don't blame anyone for Saturday night. But I am disappointed. It'll pass, it always does. It comes with holding people to high standards of friendship.
last modified Nov 15, 2005 at 21:21
Steve makes a very good point...
It would have been far more worse if we had gone through more of that alcohol earlier in the night...
A late apology is still an acceptable one. And like I said, it's understandable because if I was with my girlfriend, I'd probably have a harder time making someone else happy. It's something a lot of people have to work at.
I'd apologize if it wasn't far too late, or if I thought it would change anything. It was beyond rude, and I'm just glad you do have friends like Alex and Steve.
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