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We are building it bigger
Scratch that post from 4:20. I love my work now.
I wonder if I still lie to people. I don't think I do, but then, I'm either more comfortable with lying that it's more than second nature, or it's the fact that I don't have to anymore.
Something I'll look out for.
This song has really made me think about it lately...
'Cuz I lie
Not because I want to
But I seem to need to
All the time
Yeah, I lie
And I don't even know it
Maybe this is
All a part of my flawed design
And ever since I figured out
That I could control other people
I've had trouble sleeping
With both eyes closed
And if I asked permission
If I make sure it's ok
I promise I won't slip up this time
You can trust me
But never take advice from someone
Who just admitted to being devious
Who just confessed to treason
And I would ask
That you never ask a question
That I cannot ask myself
For it might
Dirty up your conscience
'Cuz I lie
Not because I want to
But I seem to need to
All the time
Yeah, I lie
And I don't even know it
(Stabilo - Flawed Design)
last modified May 10, 2006 at 1:20
This song plays at work, and I sing to it. I like singing to this song.
That one's been running through my head as well...weird...
When I was a young boy
I was honest and I had more self-control
If I was tempted I would run
Then, when I got older
I began to lie to get exactly what I wanted
When I wanted it
- And I wanted it
Now, I'm having trouble differentiating
Between what I want
And what I need
To make me happy
So instead of thinking I just stop
Before I have the chance to contemplate the
Consequences of action
Yeah...
One thing I do know is that I'm always honest to you. I couldn't live with myself otherwise.
Love you too.
Hey Jesse. I haven't read this blog in such a long time, but I suppose it doesn't matter because you don't post much on it anyway. :P
I like that song. I've been listening to it, but I haven't really heard the words until I read them just now. Weird. I can see why you like this song more now than before.
I love you.
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