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Black Rose Immortal
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I dragged this lake looking for corpses
Dusted for prints, pried up the floorboards
Pieces of planes and black box recorders
Don't lie (don't lie)
And I've been preoccupied with these sick, sick senses
That sense DNA on barbed wire fences
Maybe someday I'll find me a suspect
That has no alibi
New Year's Eve was as boring as heaven
I watched flies fuck on channel 11
There was no one to kiss, there was nothing to drink
Except some old rotten milk someone left in the sink
And there's no ring, there's no ring on the phone anymore
There's no reason to call I passed out on the floor
Smoked myself stupid and drank my insides raisin dry
But at the right place at the right time
I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine
I won't have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
At the right place at the right time
It will have been worth it to stand in line
And you won't have to stop
Saying "I love cops" for anyone but me
Your private eye
I dragged this lake looking for corpses
Dusted for prints, pried up the floorboards
Pieces of planes and black box recorders
Don't lie (don't lie)
And I've been preoccupied with these sick, sick senses
That sense DNA on barbed wire fences
Maybe someday I'll find me a suspect
That has no alibi
But at the right place at the right time
I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine
And I won't have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
And at the right place at the right time
It will have been worth it to stand in line
And you won't have to stop
Saying "I love cops" for anyone but me
Your private eye
Your private eye
But at the right place at the right time
I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine
You won't have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
And at the right place at the right time
It will have been worth it to stand in line
And you won't have to stop
Saying "I love cops" for anyone but me
Your private eye
-Private Eye by Alkaline Trio
last modified Jun 14, 2006 at 1:46
I don't understand how I could not be pissed off at certain people right now.
I don't know if I should be mad at Ry, Lex, Joce and Sarah right now. I'm not too impressed with any of them right now, but in the same token I'm a very understanding person. I knew I was out of place, so I shouldn't have expected people to, you know, actually try to not ignore me as they go make out for the rest of the night.
And yet, the couple who were actually in the long distance relationship, the two you'd be most understanding towards them being all over each other... they were the ones who went out of their way to make sure I wasn't left out. For that, I really appreciate them.
And I got no apologies either from the others. I wonder if they even realized how shitty I felt. Ry knows what I'm talking about because this has happened to her before... so it was a little surprising to see her act like that. But whatever. No one's perfect.
What I'm trying to say is, I don't blame anyone for Saturday night. But I am disappointed. It'll pass, it always does. It comes with holding people to high standards of friendship.
Orgasmic cephalalgia is extremely painful. Go figure.
HA! Take that Firefox. I figured out how to get the cookies working for this site. Now to set it for the other ones that are annoying me...
On a side note, I think yesterday was one of the best days I've ever had, which isn't saying much, but still. I have a lot of things to think about.
I'm happy.
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