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Black Rose Immortal
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I dragged this lake looking for corpses
Dusted for prints, pried up the floorboards
Pieces of planes and black box recorders
Don't lie (don't lie)
And I've been preoccupied with these sick, sick senses
That sense DNA on barbed wire fences
Maybe someday I'll find me a suspect
That has no alibi
New Year's Eve was as boring as heaven
I watched flies fuck on channel 11
There was no one to kiss, there was nothing to drink
Except some old rotten milk someone left in the sink
And there's no ring, there's no ring on the phone anymore
There's no reason to call I passed out on the floor
Smoked myself stupid and drank my insides raisin dry
But at the right place at the right time
I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine
I won't have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
At the right place at the right time
It will have been worth it to stand in line
And you won't have to stop
Saying "I love cops" for anyone but me
Your private eye
I dragged this lake looking for corpses
Dusted for prints, pried up the floorboards
Pieces of planes and black box recorders
Don't lie (don't lie)
And I've been preoccupied with these sick, sick senses
That sense DNA on barbed wire fences
Maybe someday I'll find me a suspect
That has no alibi
But at the right place at the right time
I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine
And I won't have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
And at the right place at the right time
It will have been worth it to stand in line
And you won't have to stop
Saying "I love cops" for anyone but me
Your private eye
Your private eye
But at the right place at the right time
I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine
You won't have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
And at the right place at the right time
It will have been worth it to stand in line
And you won't have to stop
Saying "I love cops" for anyone but me
Your private eye
-Private Eye by Alkaline Trio
last modified Jun 14, 2006 at 1:46
Winter's close...and the mountain high
I'll start my journey now
On this planet we call Earth we belong
I want to know
Why did God make me feel
There is more to be answered
Maybe God cannot remedy
Our souls if he tried
I seek peace of mind at least
And to know I did my best
I will pray for those I have loved
I must take your farewell
Carried by destiny
Bound to obey
I must take your farewell
Trails of discovery
Lead me an ocean away
No one holds the only truth in his hand
So who am I
To defy even God
In quest for a reason
There's no time to waste I'm afraid
When the tide is high
I won't dwell or wait no longer
Farewell by Kamelot
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Mundane life lately, but enjoying it. There'll be change enough in the future, so for now I'm going to enjoy my monotony, damnit!
I hate Christmas. Way too commercialized, but you've all heard that one before.
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No matter how many times I listen to this one song, it always makes me calm yet emotional in a good way. The song in question is Soul Asylum's Runaway Train. Awesome song, especially when you consider the story around it.
I'm anxious for the holiday parties. I want to have some fun.
I also want to amend for some of my past mistakes. I always do.
While I'm still on IE, I might as well update this archaic blog. It's funny, I now have everything I wanted to have a couple months ago, and I'm happy. But now that my basic needs have been met, my eyes have turned to other things; all of them involve spenditure of money.
-1st priority is a new computer. Because damnit, I want one. Probably have by mid-January.
-2nd priority is paying off OSAP. Should be fine by April.
-3rd priority is moving out. Hopefully before the summer. It shall depend on how Wednesday goes.
-4th priority is saving up money to go back to school. Hopefully I have enough by the time September rolls around, after paying rent and such.
So, budgeting carefully is the new mantra for the new year. Bringing in a net $1,600 a month, before taxes and rent, and bus pass, and spending money. I play my cards right, and I'd be saving about a $1,000 a month.
Computer will take half of January's saving.
OSAP will take the rest of that, plus February, March, and April. Possibly May and/or June if moving costs more than planned.
And tuition will be up front. If I can't afford it, then I'll take another year off, and save so that I can switch to part-time the year after.
This is assuming I keep my job, of course. And I can also take overtime, and holiday pay, and sales bonuses to inflate the paycheck.
EDIT for Jazz, because I know she reads this; It has to say something about your way with words if people rip them off like I just did up above. It makes for an interesting splash text.
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