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I dragged this lake looking for corpses 
Dusted for prints, pried up the floorboards 
Pieces of planes and black box recorders 
Don't lie (don't lie) 
And I've been preoccupied with these sick, sick senses 
That sense DNA on barbed wire fences 
Maybe someday I'll find me a suspect 
That has no alibi 
 
New Year's Eve was as boring as heaven 
I watched flies fuck on channel 11 
There was no one to kiss, there was nothing to drink 
Except some old rotten milk someone left in the sink 
And there's no ring, there's no ring on the phone anymore 
There's no reason to call I passed out on the floor 
Smoked myself stupid and drank my insides raisin dry 
 
But at the right place at the right time 
I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine 
I won't have to quit doing fucked up shit 
For anyone but me 
At the right place at the right time 
It will have been worth it to stand in line 
And you won't have to stop 
Saying "I love cops" for anyone but me 
Your private eye 
 
I dragged this lake looking for corpses 
Dusted for prints, pried up the floorboards 
Pieces of planes and black box recorders 
Don't lie (don't lie) 
And I've been preoccupied with these sick, sick senses 
That sense DNA on barbed wire fences 
Maybe someday I'll find me a suspect 
That has no alibi 
 
But at the right place at the right time 
I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine 
And I won't have to quit doing fucked up shit 
For anyone but me 
And at the right place at the right time 
It will have been worth it to stand in line 
And you won't have to stop 
Saying "I love cops" for anyone but me 
Your private eye 
Your private eye 
 
But at the right place at the right time 
I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine 
You won't have to quit doing fucked up shit 
For anyone but me 
And at the right place at the right time 
It will have been worth it to stand in line 
And you won't have to stop 
Saying "I love cops" for anyone but me 
Your private eye 
 
 
-Private Eye by Alkaline Trio

last modified Jun 14, 2006 at 1:46


Sunday, July 31, 2005

Never again, and Never again, they gave us two shots to the back of the head

Fuck sakes. Fuck. Fuuuuccckk... FUCK! Fucking Fuck.

No matter how many times I say it, it doesn't change anything.

He likes to act like he's all grown up
He wanted to grow up to be an actor
But he never told anybody
He likes to spill all of his guts
On the top of a well stocked bar
And then swallow them bit by bit remembering every scar
It's a valid reason for every drink
And a new tattoo is a new reason to think

He likes to pretend that he's all sewn up
It makes for a much stronger case
But there is blood underneath that skin
That scar is not so easy to erase
He walks with a glass cane now
He's careful when holding his body up straight
Can't go outside anywmore when it's raining
Can't smash up that beautiful face
Another innocent girl just made his list
That self pity shit it's just too hard too resist

Yeah when we get home
you'll see that this part of him is now part of me

He likes to act like he's all grown up
He wanted to grow up to be an actor
But he never told anybody
He likes to spill all of his guts
On the top of a well stocked bar
And then swallow them bit by bit remembering every scar
It's a valid reason for stronger drinks
And a new tattoo is a new reason to think

Yeah when we get home
you'll see that this part of him is now part of me

Yeah when we get home
you'll see that this part of him is controlling me

And its way too easy to fake this smile lead you on
Maybe I'm wrong but everyone gets bored once in awhile
-Alk3


Damnit... just... fuck...

145437 | posted by Edicius at 12:05 | 0 comments

Saturday, July 30, 2005

But generally my outlook's not so bleak

You know what's irritating? When people think that by pointing out any flaw they can grab at of a person, they can make themselves feel better somehow. Take it from someone who's highly analytical and critical themselves. It's also just the slightest bit irritating that a person can make themselves believe that they 'know' you. One can always tell them that they couldn't possibly, but they hide a slight little smirk and say, "Sure. Whatever."

I just implicated four things that irritate me. And you wonder why people get mad at you... you bring it on yourself.

145421 | posted by Edicius at 1:25 |

Friday, July 22, 2005

Show me the way

AH! Hahahahahahahaha.... the world is going crazy! Creepy weird probing twisting faces leering crawling in my soul tearing apart my flesh consuming for voracious intense curiousity... and I like it.

145121 | posted by Edicius at 22:32 | 2 comments

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Enemy of the People

I passed English? Wtf? That has to be some sort of cruel joke...

¬_¬

145053 | posted by Edicius at 20:54 | 1 comments

Thursday, July 14, 2005

All these problems make me want to go, like a bad girl straight to video

Fuck, it just keeps getting worse.

I wish something good would happen to me. Like actually good. Not just a random act of kindness, but something big. It's stupid of me to wish on something that isn't there, but I can't help it. Nothing seems to go right anymore.

Life goes on.

144732 | posted by Edicius at 0:17 | 0 comments

Tuesday, July 5, 2005

Save a hawse, ride a cowboy.

My mom is blasting Country music. From the TV. CMT isn't bad, but I prefer the other country she listens to. Not that it matters, since when I go upstairs I'll just blast my Iron Maiden.

Summer school doesn't feel too different, surprisingly. It's essentially just one class stretched into 2 and a half hours. Still, I hope I have no troubles with Cambrian because of this.

Life wise, I'm starting to feel kinda lonely lately, which is funny because over the past year I turned away a handful of people and generally was happy not caring about others too much. I suppose time breaks everyone down. Well, then again, I've always been a Romantic idiot.

=/

Anyways, life goes on.

144336 | posted by Edicius at 14:43 | 1 comments

Sunday, July 3, 2005

Blame TC

Two muffins are baking in an oven. One muffin says to the other muffin, 'It's getting hot in here, huh?' The other muffin says, 'Aagh! A talking muffin!'

144252 | posted by Edicius at 19:43 | 0 comments